The Queen's Secret

Chapter 46) I don't want to lose

How could it be possible to forget this familiar face, this face that appeared in his dreams countless times, how could he forget this person who brought him a lifetime of shame.But she didn't feel too much panic, she had already slept through, so why would she have to do the three chastity and nine fierceness again.It just makes him look more pathetic.

"Are you awake?" Gu Pingchuan threw away the remote control in his hand, got up from the sofa and sat next to Xuerou, "How can a good girl like May go to that kind of fireworks place and get drunk like that?" , if you didn’t meet me, have you ever thought about the consequences?”

Xue Rou looked at her clothes that were still intact. Although Gu Pingchuan was not considered a gentleman, he would never take advantage of others' dangers like this. It seems that he took her in kindly yesterday and brought her to his house, but There is still an urge to scold in my heart, "It took eight lifetimes of blood mold to meet you": "Why, what does Director Gu want me, a past star, to do for you? You've already slept, What use value do I have to you?"

"Little May, do you know that I should actually be the director of the movie "Legend of Cixi"?" Gu Pingchuan smiled charmingly, which instantly made Xuerou's hair stand on end. He got up and walked to the French window. The appearance is extraordinarily attractive, but it is a pity that he is a beast in clothes.

Gu Pingchuan and Bai Qingwan collaborated to make a movie... It was a terrible idea. For so many years, although Gu Pingchuan had been in love with Bai Qingwan, his love had turned into a deformed hatred over time. Bai worked with him The words are really too scary: "So what." After saying this, she suddenly woke up. Yes, she has already decided not to interfere in her life, so who she is filming with and who she is with? What's the matter, besides, she, Liao Xuerou, will never step into this circle again.

"Xijia encountered difficulties in filming. Her acting skills could not meet Director Jiang's requirements at all. Director Jiang said that there is only one Concubine Zhen in his mind." Both Jiang Heng and Gu Pingchuan are directors A well-known big shot in the world, she didn't have much contact with Jiang Heng, but since the casting of "Kunlun Mountain", Jiang Heng has made no secret of his affection for Liao Xuerou, but what she didn't expect was that she was just a member of this circle. In the passing of the past, Jiang Heng, the great director, has been thinking about her all the time.

"What does it have to do with me?" She was already riddled with scandals, and she was covered in dirt when she retired from filming. Could it be that she is shamelessly returning to the film industry and accepting the criticism of the world.Moreover, the heroine of this play is Bai Qingwan.

"You'll understand."

After leaving Gu's house, she felt that she had nowhere to go. She couldn't go back to Wuzhen, she couldn't go back to her apartment, and she didn't even want to go back to Fengwu Lane.After struggling for so many years, he ended up homeless.Thinking of what Qin Liang said to herself on the phone, she felt chills all over her body. She didn't know medical skills, but lung cancer was at an advanced stage, and death was inevitable.My father was in such a poor health, and I didn't notice it. Finally, I learned the news of my father's serious illness from a friend. How ridiculous.

She wasn't too surprised when she received the phone call from director Jiang, maybe it was because Gu Pingchuan had already vaccinated her. In fact, she was very grateful for Jiang Heng's kindness, but that circle brought her too many friends. In pain, she really didn't want to take another half step.Besides, the negative comments on her now far outnumber the positive ones. Returning to the film industry is just to embarrass herself even more.

I haven't seen her for so long, but she hasn't changed at all. She originally thought that if she could never see each other again in this life, her life was unsatisfactory.Since when did she like hugging herself so much, listening to her call her Xiaorou one after another, her brows frowned, her eye sockets were swollen, but she was unable to hug her back, so she just gently pushed her away: "Auntie, long time no see .”

"Why didn't you say anything when you came back?" Sensing her alienation, he still reached out and stroked her hair. He was resting today. He wanted to drive to his beauty salon, but he saw the snow through the car window. soft.It really surprised and delighted her.

Xuerou shook her head, showing a cute smile: "I just came back. How is Auntie doing recently?"

"Very good. How about Xiaorou? Are you still used to being alone in other places? She looks much thinner."

Before he had time to answer her question, he was interrupted by a ringtone. It was Qin Liang: "Xue'er, uncle is in the provincial hospital now, I'm afraid, I'm afraid..." The hand holding the phone began to tremble, and the voice trembled slightly After saying I got it, I shook my finger and pressed it to end the call.She didn't speak, she froze on the spot and didn't know what to do, but Bai became nervous when she noticed her abnormality: "Xiaorou, what's wrong? Is something wrong?"

"Auntie. Me, my father, he is in the hospital now..." She could no longer pretend to be cold, because she had to admit that at this moment, she was afraid, she was afraid that she would not see her father, and Terrified, she will meet her father.Now she, like a frightened child, first spoke intermittently to Bai Qingwan while trembling, and then began to sob.

She held her hand tightly, pulled her into the car, and said to her, "Xiaorou, it's okay. Let's go to the hospital now."

She was pulled into the car, but suddenly grabbed Bai Qingwan's hand holding the steering wheel: "No." Tears dripped down her cheeks onto the blanket in the car, and she felt as if she had lost her mind, "I can't Go, no, I can't go, I dare not go... That's how I lost my mother that year." On that day, she hurried to the hospital, but what she saw was her mother who was about to be pushed into the cold mortuary .That feeling is worse than death.She was afraid that she would experience it all over again.

"Xiaorou." Bai Qingwan hugged her, and she cuddled up to her chest like a child, crying more and more wantonly. It's not that she didn't want to see her father, but she would be afraid, "If you don't go, You will regret it. Don’t be afraid. I will be with you. Xiaorou is very good, right.” She stroked her head lightly, trying to calm her down as much as possible, and give her a sense of security as much as possible .After all, they are all people who have lost, so why can't she understand her feelings.

She is not in a hurry, if she wants to cry, let her cry, since she still can't figure it out for a while, then give her more time to wait for her to figure it out.Although Xuerou is no longer a child, no one can be strong when facing her relatives.Leaning on the back seat expressionlessly, looking at the passers-by outside the window, her eyes would not be empty and dull, she knew that she would be the only one left in a short time.

Walking in the corridor of the hospital, looking at the passing doctors and nurses, smelling the pungent smell of disinfectant, and hearing the cries of pain from patients or family members, she suddenly trembled while stepping on high heels, almost fell to the ground.Her heart was filled with fear, and she didn't even have the energy to look at Bai Qingwan next to her.She has always loved her like that, but this time, she never cared. Bai Qingwan, who never came to the hospital, accompanied her to the hospital for the first time.