The Queen's Secret

Chapter 45) Floating Life Like a Dream

The night was like water, and two women with the posture of a city stood side by side in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, like an exquisite oil painting.Huo Yuluo was half a head taller than her, exuding a strong and lonely beauty.She is actually a woman who is vulnerable and sensitive in her heart. She will cry, lose her temper, and show all her emotions, unlike Bai, who always makes people unable to see what she is thinking.

"Luo Er, how do you say that?"

Huo Yuluo smiled softly, lowered his eyes, his thick and thick eyelashes were like fluttering butterflies: "That child, you miss her very much. That night was the first time I saw Zhen'er in so many years. Tears." For so many years, although she has not been by her side, she is not ignorant of many things. For example, the popular actress Liao Xuerou announced her engagement to A Yan in just half a year. After entering Chu's family, she stopped working in the entertainment industry. For example, the new daughter-in-law became a runaway bride on the day of her engagement.Another example is that she deliberately wants to marry into the Chu family, but she doesn't love him.

"Luo Er." She called her softly, not letting her continue, "She's just a child. A poor child who lost her mother since she was a child."

She always thought that she survived the long night alone that night, but she never thought that all her emotions could be seen by the people behind her.

"I was just a child back then." Huo Yuluo's voice seemed to tremble slightly, but Bai Qingwan didn't dare to look sideways, and only listened to her, "But I don't know when, maybe it was in elementary school. When I was in art class in the fifth grade, you borrowed a watercolor pen to punish me. Maybe it was when I was scolded by my parents in the second grade of junior high because you stayed with me by the river for a night. When I saw the sentence you wrote to me during the recording, I couldn’t tell when it was, but I had to admit that in Huo Yuluo’s heart, apart from Bai Qingwan, there was no room for him anymore. Others are hers."

Bai Qingwan finally looked sideways at her, and looked at Huo Yuluo who was already in tears: "Don't cry." She reached out to help her wipe the tears on her face, feeling sore in her heart, "I don't deserve you to cry for me. I Admit it, I know Xiaorou... But Luo Er, neither you nor Xiaorou, you are not worth wasting your life for me. Bai Qingwan's life has come to such a state, how can I bear you Continue to suffer for me."

"Zhen'er. Do you know that when a person loves another person, he doesn't want to get her love, but simply wants to love her."

The news of Bai Qingwan's comeback instantly hit the headlines of various entertainment weekly magazines, and the entertainment channels were also rushing to report the breaking news that the legendary actress Bai Qingwan was about to star in Director Jiang's new drama "Legend of Cixi".She is extremely beautiful on TV, with bright eyes and white teeth, eyes like lacquer, and the movement of her eyes is stunning and beautiful.

Xue Rou rented a small bungalow in a small town, Wuzhen is very beautiful, every house has water, every house has flowers, like another branch of heaven in the world, it seems that as long as you smell the freshness outside With the breath, you can forget all mundane things.Watching her on TV, it felt like a warm current passed through my heart.Returning to the entertainment industry is a good thing. She will become popular again, surrounded by flowers and applause, regain her confidence and joy on the stage, slowly become happy, and slowly forget about her. In my life, there was once a little girl named Liao Xuerou.

Xuerou's life is very peaceful now. She gets up early every morning to go for a walk. Walking in the beautiful town, she occasionally meets young girls or boys who make a living as a singer. There is no gossip or scandal here. It is comfortable. comfortable.In the evening, I will sit alone in front of the computer and type out beautiful articles one after another.This kind of life is very ordinary, but very quiet.

She met a delicate and lovely girl named Zhao Shimo. Coincidentally, this girl is the younger sister of Zhao Shiying, the little queen who dominates the music world today.Wearing two pretty braids, very cute.No wonder Zhao Shiying was born so glamorous and soft, she turned out to be a woman from a water town in the south of the Yangtze River.

Time went by so unhurriedly. In just one month, I seemed to have completely integrated into this paradise-like city. I would occasionally call my father, and occasionally send gifts to Xiaojia and Qin Liang. , but live very comfortably.If it wasn't for the phone call from Qin Liang, she would have mistakenly thought that she could really live in peace forever.

When Qin Liang mentioned that her father was critically ill, she froze in place for a long time, unable to speak, the phone slipped to the ground along the palm of her hand, and the battery fell out violently.That is, her last and only relative in this world.She calls her father every two or three days, and occasionally hears his coughing, and occasionally hears his heavy breathing, but his father always pretends to be very happy, so she doesn't think of it at all. There was something wrong with my father's body.

She returned to Fengwu Lane, stood outside the gate for an entire hour without knocking, and finally her father's haggard face appeared in her mind, and she left just like that, as if she had never come back.But now, after learning that her only relative is about to pass away, can she return to her so-called fairyland outside the world safely and live a life like Tao Yuanming's?

So she went to the bar for the first time, a place she had never been to as a good girl, drinking her own wine glass after glass in that place of fireworks, no man harassed her, and she couldn't hear deafening The sound of the music, I can’t even tell whether what I’m drinking is the wine or the tears dripping into the glass: “Why, it’s so difficult…”

She has given up everything, her studies, her career, and finally her love.Just want a piece of peace.But in the end, even her only point of persistence was about to be lost: "Why do you have to let me live alone... I might as well let me die too..."

She didn't even know when she fell asleep. This night, she had a very long dream.In the dream, there is a mother, a father, and Bai.She desperately wanted to grab their hands, desperately wanted to keep them, but in the end she fell hard into the cliff.The people she wanted to protect, the people she wanted to love, finally left her one by one.

The moment she opened her eyes, she thought it was the end of the nightmare, but she never thought that it was the beginning of another nightmare.