The Queen's Secret

Chapter 28] I Love You

Xi Jia said that after her mother went to Fengwu Lane again, she would suddenly fall into a state of sluggishness or daze for a long time. Sometimes it seemed that she wanted to say something, but she never said it.The entire Chu family is very busy with the upcoming marriage between Xue Rou and A Yan. Everyone in the Chu family, including some servants working in the Chu family, are full of joy for this young mistress who is about to get married.

But marrying into the Chu family seems to be far from that simple.

She finally heard that sentence outside the door of A Yan's room.

"Xiaoyan, there are many good girls, not just Xuerou. Don't be in a hurry to get married, wait a few days, maybe you will find someone more suitable for you." Standing outside the door, her legs suddenly became weak, I almost didn't even have the strength to walk downstairs.The scenes of Bai buying shoes with her, eating with her, and spending the long night with her are still vivid in my memory. I think of Bai gently stroking her hair and holding her hand, as if it was yesterday.But what I hear now is just one sentence, not just Xuerou.

She couldn't remember what happened next.It was just that she could vaguely hear the sound of something falling, and she walked down the stairs step by step, and every step she took, it seemed that a sharp dagger was stabbing her heart.She was finally able to understand what Bai meant by "even if there is no Xiaoyan". It turns out that since then, she has denied her as a daughter-in-law.

Later, the old man Bai and the old lady came here once, and although they had settled their suspicions with Bai Bing, they said that they came for their grandson and daughter-in-law.No one knew that they had known each other long ago, let alone that Qing Wan was able to obtain the understanding of the old man and the old lady, mostly because of this granddaughter-in-law.

"Didn't you say you were married? Why did it suddenly become an engagement?" The old man already knew that Xuerou who came to plead for Zhen'er was not his grandson's fiancée, but after that incident, she had already become a part of their hearts. The only granddaughter-in-law.

"Dad, the two children are still young. Get engaged first to stabilize the relationship." Qing Wan looked unnatural, she didn't look at her father, she just stared at the clasped hands, as if she was avoiding something.Ayan, he loves Xuerou deeply, to the point where she won't marry her. Seeing that her son's heart disease is about to get better, she can't bear to stop him.The only option is to change the marriage into an engagement.

After that, Qingwan became very sensitive to the word marriage, she didn't like to hear it, and she never mentioned it.And for this change, no one knows why.

Qin Liang asked her if she needed to investigate.She shook her head without thinking.In many cases, knowing the truth does not necessarily make Beamon happy in the dark.She is very clear that there must be an unspeakable secret in the whole matter, and since it is unspeakable, since Bai is unwilling to tell it, she will not ask or investigate, even if the secret is related to her, even if she feels uncomfortable, she will will forget.Because she always believed that Bai would not harm her.

After Xi Jia's film finished, the company gave her a short vacation.Travel plans that have been put on hold can finally be put back on the agenda.Finally decided to go to Xiangshan to see the red leaves.This is the first family trip for each of the four people.There are concerns and secrets hidden in everyone's heart, and in the next three days, they will throw away all the prisons and indulge once.

Zhou Ang, a poet of the Jin Dynasty, once wrote in "Xiangshan" that the mountains and forests are at a loss in the morning and the city, and the red leaves and yellow flowers come from a river.In frost and autumn, many travelers set foot on this journey with their backpacks on their backs.Xiangshan is like another paradise on earth, with fiery red leaves spreading all over the huge mountain.Looking at the Red Sea through thin clouds and mist, looking at the fiery red leaves fluttering in the air like banners, I seem to be able to clearly feel the tenacity and charm in the bones of the red leaves, which are as red as flames and as bright as clouds.

Xiangshan is a sacred place, and it was here that Ayan finally spoke to everyone.With a word of mother, neither long nor short, he hugged Bai tightly, and Xijia next to her was even more red-eyed.No matter who is to the other three of them, Ayan is a very important existence.Especially for Bai, it is an existence that should be cherished more than life.

They live in the Mengyang Garden at the foot of Xiangshan Mountain, and the nights are long, but they can't bear the myriad of worries.Xijia next to her was already soundly asleep, but Xuerou couldn't sleep.Although the Fragrant Hills at night are not as glamorous as in the daytime, they are more serene and beautiful.Strolling around the hotel in a thin coat, looking at the sky full of stars, looking at the whole mountain.

Unexpectedly, insomnia can also see her.

"You haven't slept so late?" The white and black curly hair hangs loosely around the waist, and under the illumination of the street lamp, the face is a little more lonely and beautiful.After that day, she didn't call her aunt again, but she didn't call her any other titles either. She just called you faintly every time.

Bai walked to her side, and then the two walked to the bench under the plane tree and sat down together: "I can't sleep."

"I'll chat with you." The breeze gently fluttered on her face, carrying a bit of autumnal coolness.

"Xiaorou." This is the first time Bai called her like this, not Xuerou, nor a girl, but Xiaorou, Xiaorou who has never been called by anyone, "You are very good, you are really good. Some things , I can't say. But I want you to know that I really see you as my daughter, and I really like you. "

Xue Rou took off her coat, and put it on Bai's body casually and naturally: "It's late at night, don't catch a cold." She was very grateful for Bai's heartfelt words, and she never blamed Bai for concealing However, just as she once said, everyone has secrets, and she never thought of getting to know her secrets, so she only said three words to her, "I understand everything."

They just sat together like that for a long time without much conversation, just leaning against each other quietly like that. At that time, how much she wished that time could stop at this moment and never go away again.Until she heard Qing Wan yawn, she thoughtfully wanted to send her back to the room, Qing Wan only squinted her eyes and smiled and said: "Let me wait a while."

Hearing her steady breathing, Xuerou knew she was asleep.Happiness is not that there are endless words between two people, but that when she falls asleep, you can say all the words in your heart without any scruples, those words that will never be spoken when each other is awake.You want her to be there for you, but you don't want her to hear what you're saying.

Another leaf from the tree fell on her body, she embraced Bai's shoulder with one hand, pinched the leaf with the other, looked up at the dark sky, but her eyes finally fixed on Bai's sleeping face next to her: " Zhen'er, don't be your daughter, can't you?" Crystal tears rolled down her cheeks, dripping onto the cold ground.Her voice was very small, but after so many years, she finally, finally, for the first time, spoke out what was in her heart.If possible, it would be nice to be more than just a daughter, even for just one day.

When she lowered her head to press her lips, even she was stunned.The Zhen'er at this moment, the Zhen'er who made her sleepless in countless late nights, the Zhen'er who made her die at all costs, the Zhen'er who accompanied her to buy flat shoes, the Zhen'er who accompanied her to watch entertainment programs, the Zhen'er who made her Zhen'er, who loves to the bone marrow, is actually right in front of her eyes.In just three seconds, it made her feel that she had experienced endless times.

"How much I want to forget you." Tears flooded into a river, and she threw the leaves in her hands to cover her mouth, for fear of waking up the person sleeping on her shoulders, but the tears couldn't be stopped, because, "It's just one night. Good. I can tell you, I love you, when you can't hear it."