The Queen's Secret

Chapter 27) A Long Night Together

Qingwan's hand holding the certificate began to tremble, her eyes stared straight at the certificate and certificate in her hand, her whole body changed in an instant: "Xuerou, who is Liao Sulin on the certificate?"

"It's me. Liao Sulin is my old name." Liao Sulin was the name she used before they moved to Fengwu Lane. She changed her name to Liao Xuerou when she graduated from junior high school. The three words Liao Sulin actually accompanied her. for many years.Among her piles of certificates, one belongs to Su Lin and the other belongs to Xuerou.But this, did auntie panic so much?

Qing Wan has always been calm and elegant, and it is rare for her to be so emotionally out of control. She shivered and hurriedly stuffed the certificate on the bookshelf, her lips turned pale, and she was speechless for a long time.Xuerou didn't dare to ask, she just poured water for her to calm her down.But it's just a name, why did it make Auntie panic so much.She couldn't figure it out.

"Xuerou, you, you are so outstanding, your mother must also be a very outstanding woman." After a while, Qingwan managed to regain her initial calm, and spoke slowly.

When it comes to her mother, Xuerou always feels that no matter what praise words are used to describe her, she is not so good, because her mother is the most perfect woman in the world, just like Bai Qingwan: "My mother is a very A perfect woman is not only beautiful, but also very gentle."

"Then, she must have a beautiful name, right?"

"Su Yun. My mother's name is Su Yun."

The hyacinth in the glass bottle on the desk exudes a light fragrance, and my father should have changed the water.Her room is still the same as it was many years ago, filled with yellow light by light bulbs instead of the incandescent lamps that are now common.After finishing speaking, no one spoke, and the sound of moths flying around and flapping their wings could be heard in silence.She put away all the doubts in her heart, and didn't ask her what the inextricably linked relationship was, and she didn't ask what caused her sudden emotional changes.

As long as she doesn't tell, she will never ask.She came to her, not to gain insight into her life, nor to penetrate her secrets, but just for companionship.

She cooks for herself and cooks a good meal for her.Thinking about it carefully, I should have never cooked a lot.Since retiring, she has closed herself in the apartment almost every day, rarely going home, and often just ordering some takeaway or drinking some instant noodles to cope.

"It's delicious." Sitting opposite her, she put her face in her hands and watched her take the first bite of food expectantly.She was really happy to get her reward, whether it was perfunctory or sincere.One of the happiest things in life is to be able to cook a table of food for the person you like with your own hands. Even if it is not so delicious, when the person you like eats the first bite, your heart is full of happiness.

Bai Qingwan put down her chopsticks, and slowly stroked her head. Xuerou had never seen this kind of expression before. It seemed sad, but also apologetic: "It's not easy for you, child, for so many years."

"Auntie, I'm pretty good, really. I have what I should have. What I shouldn't have is destiny, and I can't ask for it." She is rich, talented, and not ugly. Thanks to God's blessing, she can spend all the time in the future by Bai's side, and she really feels that she is doing well.

After dinner, she received a call from her father saying that she was going to play cards all night at her uncle's house tonight, so she obediently nodded and said she knew.Since my mother passed away, my father managed to get through the period of heartbreak, and later became obsessed with playing cards, and often stayed away all night.In fact, there was no difference. She lived alone in the apartment, and her father would not go out occasionally at home.He was a very timid person at first, but his courage gradually developed.It's all right now.

"Xuerou, I'll stay with you tonight, okay? I'm not going back to Chu's house, I'm staying at your house, and I'll accompany you."

They sat on the sofa together and watched TV. It was a very popular talk show in recent days. In Xue Rou's memory, it seemed that she hadn't laughed so heartily for a long time.Finally, she didn't have to spend the long and lonely night alone in the empty room, facing the glowing TV alone, changing the channel alone.For so many years, she has no friends, and her only relative, her father, is always not by her side. Others have a warm home and heart-warming friends, but she has only herself.

Bai Qingwan would help her tuck her broken hair behind her ears when she was watching TV and laughing, she would use a fruit knife to help her peel apples for her to eat, and she would wrap her arms around her shoulders so that she could lean her head against her .Xuerou has never experienced these actions that mothers would do to their daughters in every family. After high school, Xuerou has never experienced it again. Many daughters have become accustomed to taking it for granted. The mother's love is all that Xuerou can feel in her dreams. Arrived warm.Bai is good, she sees it in her eyes and is grateful from the bottom of her heart.

"Auntie, thank you." The two were huddled together on Xuerou's small bed, with their faces sideways separated by less than twenty centimeters.She looked closely at her beautiful face and expressed her gratitude from the bottom of her heart.

"Don't call me auntie." Qingwan touched Xuerou's soft little cheek, smiling heartily, "You are my daughter. Even if there is no Xiaoyan, you are still my daughter."

The small orange lamp on the bedside table sprayed soft and light light, but unfortunately, the phrase "Mom" could never be uttered.If you can really treat her as a mother, and only as a mother, that would be great: "Let me sing you a song. It may be out of tune." She closed her eyes, and the orange halo danced with her eyelids.

Bai quietly reached into her quilt, held her hand, and stroked her fingertips.She also held her back.The singing voice became smaller and smaller, and became more and more ethereal, until the singing "shake the white branches, and the rain of flowers is flying in the sky", the voice completely disappeared.She has a lovely sleeping face, rosy cheeks, and long eyelashes, but she is such a young girl who should look carefree and innocent, but she has so many things hidden in her heart, and she is carrying so many things.

She just wanted a home.

"sorry."