Chapter 146
Chapter 146
After leaving for so long, when I came back, I couldn't find the feeling I had at the beginning.
They used to be people from the same world, but later they dispersed as they walked.
Ji Yun also knows that there is no need to say so clearly in many words.
He is such a smart person who knows exactly what to do at this time.
It's not about staying where you are and doing nothing.
When Ji Yun was young, he upheld his nature and didn't care about anything.
Until today, he started to decide to accompany Shen Ning to go crazy this time, that kind of regardless of the ending, as long as he persisted in this relationship, he thought that no matter who it was, there might be no way to stop him.
Sometimes things are just so confusing.
At least when the two of them were not together, no one would think of any relationship between the two of them.
Five years ago, they were still inseparable.
Almost everyone understands this truth. If you want to make an appointment with Young Master Ji, you must first say hello to Young Master Shen who is beside him.
It's just that in the past five years, they have all gotten used to Ji Yun being alone no matter where he goes, and no one cares what he has done or what kind of people he has to face.
Everyone has become accustomed to Ji Yun's cynical attitude when dealing with things, and there is always a faint smile in his eyes. No one can figure out what is in the heart of this person who can turn his hands into clouds and rain in the mall. how to plan.
In the past two years, Ji Yun has become more and more unpredictable.
Almost no one dared to contact him, his mood became moody, and he didn't know what to say, which would make him feel dissatisfied.
In this world where the weak prey on the strong, offending him is tantamount to controlling one's own future.
Speaking of it, this is not something that can be finished with a simple sentence.
Compared to the beginning, he still hesitated a lot, but now, he has already made up his mind.
Shen Ning hesitated for a while, and finally opened his mouth, "I can take care of myself by myself, it's just that I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart."
He won't say that all his emotions are related to Ji Yun.
As long as he is there, every day is a joy.
Seeing him is the rest of my life.
He doesn't want any future, he just wants to accompany this person till the end.
It doesn't matter how much they can do later.
Just thinking about it, maybe from the beginning, none of them cared about it. After all, they have been waiting for so many things. Whether it is the beginning or the present, all they need is time.
Sometimes, just watching it all slowly is enough.
All of what he hoped for could return to the original place, which seemed impossible.
No matter what, in this way, I can comfort my heart.
He is unwilling to simply watch, no matter the time or the place, even at this time, Shen Ning is still willing to be here and see all the scenery related to Ji Yun.
Probably this is his final decision, since it is impossible to determine right from wrong, then leave it alone.
Anyway, after waiting for so long, they just felt that they might still need to do it by themselves.
Shen Ning knew that since he was still here, he had already figured it out.
If he could still think clearly about what he had done for so long, it would probably confuse everyone.
He never thought so clearly, what's more, he didn't say what he did.
"Although you said so, I know that you will not do it obediently."
Before, even everyone felt that there was no possibility between the two of them.
But Shen Ning insisted on thinking this way, that must be the meaning.
Especially at the beginning, they had no idea what to expect.
The road each of them walked was not what it was originally.
No matter how they see it, at the end, perhaps all they can think about in their hearts is, no matter whether they can get through, what they want in the future is nothing more than a peace.
Not to be disturbed, and not so many people insist on appearing in their world.
It's just that Shen Ning knows that this is impossible after all.
Not to mention that I didn't think about it at the beginning, so what if I thought about it.
The two of them have done so many things, and in the end, even if they are not borne by others.
But with such a persistence in each other's hearts, the obsession will not dissipate. If this is the case, they will come together in the end.
"I can do it."
"take care of yourself."
Shen Ning said word by word, as if he had made up his mind.
He himself is a person who doesn't want to care about anything, even from the very beginning, he didn't know anything.
It's just that now, after thinking for so long, he can know in an instant that this game is not over yet, and they all have a choice.
From the very beginning, he had already thought clearly that no matter what he wanted to do, if he could achieve the final desired result, it was enough for him.
From a young man who didn't understand anything, all the way to the present, the hard work in the middle is not just a few words to let go.
All of them know that a lot of hard work is required, and it is definitely not just a day or two.
From the beginning to now, he understands all the feelings, even all the past, but he just doesn't want to think about it.
You know, the past years may not have too many memories left for him.
After all, there are still many things to do. He has an attachment to the past.
Deep hatred, for him, may not seem so important in front of love.
But at least he once really cared about it. Regardless of the future choice, it might be a good choice to simply look at this matter.
He spent several years, but he just wanted to use this method, so he might not have any feelings, but they would think that maybe time will change everything after all.
Once upon a time, they also used this method.
It's just that gradually, those pictures can no longer be seen.
There is no need to think about how to plan all this.
Before and after, they always thought about how to end it, or they solved all the problems before they said it at this moment.
This in itself is not a particularly easy thing to do well.
While driving the car, Ji Yun listened to Shen Ning's words, tossing and turning in his mind about many things.
He himself is such a person, even if he turned into the indifferent look at the end, it is not unreasonable.
Maybe it's because he didn't meet the right person, so he didn't behave in that way.
Even though at this moment, he didn't intend to do so, but sometimes, if you think about it carefully, it's the same relationship.
Shen Ning has never been a person who likes to talk too much, he would rather all these things stay at this moment, and he would not think about it, he himself is not a person who likes to talk too much, especially in the current situation .
Shen Ning had to figure out what his plan was, so that he could better ensure that all the stories between them, as well as the previous events, hadn't changed too much.
Otherwise, he really didn't know what it would be like.
What he has to do is naturally not to know Shen Ning's heart clearly with just a few questions.
Ji Yun may think of many thoughts, and he always feels that in this world, even if he meets many people, he doesn't necessarily have to feel so clearly.
If he had to find a result for this matter, he could only say that from the very beginning, he didn't intend to have too much involvement with this person.
No matter what you do, you may not be able to complete it. If so, it is better to plan clearly from the beginning.
Because only in this way, it will not act rashly.
Almost from that time on, he had to start thinking about what kind of scenery this was.
Expanding all the ways of imagination, you may probably know where this problem arises.
But anyone who has thought about these aspects should understand that these ideas should be made at this time.
The way the two of them get along doesn't seem to have changed much from before.
Everyone's thinking will change over time.
Even if that person is Ji Yun, he still can't be perfect.
So when Shen Ning was with Ji Yun, he already knew that he would bear a lot.
Even if he can't see the final purpose clearly, at least he can still stand here and accompany Ji Yun to bear all the wind and rain.
They are such people themselves, even if they don't need to say anything, when their eyes meet, they can know what they are thinking.
How many years ago it might not be possible to see such a long time ago, but in Ji Yun's heart, Shen Ning is completely different from the past.
The temperament on his body has long been naturalized, and the five years of tempering have already produced a completely different feeling in his heart.
Probably from this time, he will know that no matter how he decided at the beginning, the person in front of him will not change.
Facts have proved that Ji Yun was right.
Shen Ning himself is a person who can do everything. He is very good at learning.
But now, he doesn't think so. If he is given another chance, it should be like this, let alone for a while, or for a while. What he might do is to put everything here, Otherwise, it won't be what I thought at first.
Even if nothing is done, everything will be resolved.
What he sees temporarily in his eyes, if it is done in other ways, it will probably take a long time. If there is a way to find out because of this, it really doesn't have to be so clear.
After all, there is no suspense in all these things.
He thought, sometimes, even if nothing is said, what is put here has an unreasonable past.
That's what feeling can't bring him. Time goes by in a blink of an eye, and which one he does is the most correct.
Even if they don't say it out, at least they should feel that the true feelings have always been buried in their hearts.
Fortunately, he always remembered the promise made between the two of them.
Even though they never really thought about what the remaining reasons are, their decisions will not change for a while.
You must know that it may take a little time to use this method, but if it is only like this, then it is not something that can be easily summed up in a few words.
Speaking of many of these methods, none of them have tried it, let alone think about what else they can get from it.
All the waiting, at the end, needs to confirm something with each other.
If the result is completely different from what he thought, then find another way.
After all, not everyone can be as good as the two of them, and standing together is like a match made in heaven.
Even though he met many people on the road, he still couldn't speak clearly at this moment.
If the scenery is exactly the same as he thought, then he is not afraid that all the stories will stay at this moment.
After all, everyone still needs to see it clearly. If they can understand it in this way, no matter how many people there are, they will witness something.
After all, he doesn't care about this story.
Anytime, anywhere, as long as the two of them are together, there will be no accidents.
Even if he understands that it is not the choice he wants, he still needs to think a long time before he can find the original way.
So, it's not something everyone can do.
There needs to be enough trust between each other so that they will not be suspicious of each other.
This is the case between Shen Ning and Ji Yun, the two of them can do each other without doubting each other.
Because it was a tacit understanding formed by companionship for 15 years, and it couldn't be done by just two people.
They all said that they hope that there will be a place to look back on in the years, but Ji Yun may not be able to know what Shen Ning wants to do, sometimes it seems very simple.
From the beginning, he really didn't think about what he was going to do.
He simply thought that at the beginning of this story, probably no one knew what it had become.
When Ji Yun looked at Shen Ning, he could think of the past. He would always think that such a situation, let alone a short while, no matter how many people there are, maybe what they want to do is just to watch Get up to make everything a little easier.
The reason why I still think about it is that there are many things between the two of them that have not been resolved so clearly. The scenery I see in my eyes has never been as serious as I thought.
He was like this, even though he had met so many people, he still felt that the one that belonged to him was the best.
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