Loyal dog rule: Mr. Ji, please stay

Chapter 145 I Miss You All the Time

Ji Yun has always hoped that Shen Ning could feel his sincerity before nightfall.

There was no misunderstanding between the two of them.

Many things, when he decides to do it, are just because of this, not because of that person.

From the moment Ji Yun made this decision, it already meant, whether it was before or in the future.There will be an indescribable bond between him and Shen Ning.

He used to always feel that he had nothing to do with him, no matter what he did, it was what he was destined to experience in the business world.

At this moment, with Shen Ning, everything is different.

He always feels that there are many things in it, even if he doesn't say anything, but at this time, he must be clear about what his decision is.

When Shen Ning heard Ji Yun's words, he was taken aback for a moment, and his casual smile deepened.

"Then wait for me to recover, let you enjoy."

Ji Yun has an illusion that if they continue to flirt like this, the two of them will easily get into a car accident on the road.

As for the reason, it has something to do with Shen Ning.

The way he speaks, no matter what Ji Yun says, he is talking to a man.

As long as you are a man, you will feel it, let alone facing someone you like.

It's not that he has few desires by nature, it's just that he hasn't met the right person.

"Are you still in pain?"

Before Ji Yun got into the car, he touched Shen Ning's ankle. There would be no major problem, but it would hurt.

But on the way back, Shen Ning kept silent.

I knew that he was enduring the pain, although he didn't say anything, Ji Yun still couldn't bear it.

"Fortunately, nothing."

Shen Ning would not tell Ji Yun that when he was alone before, all kinds of things happened, but he just maintained the state before, and he can live a good life alone.

Ji Yun still felt that there was something about Shen Ning that he didn't know about.

He concealed a lot of things about himself. He said that he had a good life in the past five years, but Ji Yun didn't see any good signs from him at all.

Who do you think has a good life, will be so thin.

Between words and deeds, all don't want to be memories.

Ji Yun is not a fool, he can easily guess Shen Ning's every move.

He didn't say it because it was something Shen Ning wanted to keep from himself.

He asked, but it was not good.

But he didn't ask, as if there was a thorn in his heart, it would hurt from time to time.

Even though Shen Ning hid behind Ji Yun in the past, he still took on a lot of things.

He didn't say it because he felt it was necessary for him to do so.

As for the rest, he never thought of it.

There were so many stories in the past, Ji Yun asked himself if he remembered them so clearly.

At this moment, he felt more and more that the things that belonged to him were still not over.

No matter what, when he decided to make such a choice, he should have thought it through clearly, and he couldn't find anything from Shen Ning's innermost feelings.

Otherwise, it would not be the current situation.

"If you are in pain, don't bear it, it's nothing."

Ji Yun didn't know how he should comfort him. He also knew that the current situation had nothing to do with him.

It's just that Shen Ning's wish has never been so much.

He always looked at all these stories, and all of them became his favorite appearance in a short time.

No one knows what his thoughts and wishes are.

He thought about so many reasons, and in the end, even if he made a mistake in his decision for a moment, he would fall down.

He always felt that he didn't do anything wrong, but he couldn't figure out what kind of relationship there was.

Ji Yun knew that it was time for him to stand up, and he couldn't hide, nor did he think about running away.

But obviously time didn't give him this chance, and didn't let him feel any thoughts.

"I won't bear it, you trust me."

"I'm not that great, let alone in front of you."

"I don't need to pretend like that."

Shen Ning almost blurted out, he has long been used to being alone.

Later, he choked back abruptly, saying this sentence, it was not as simple as acting like a baby.

Sometimes when he thinks about it, he can figure out what he wants.

Ji Yun is still here, for him, that's enough.

There is no need to think so comprehensively at all, and it is okay to be weak occasionally.

There is a demon living in his heart, and it will be restrained only when he sees Ji Yun.

Seeing this person is like seeing his own world.

There used to be many differences between them. Before that, he had the right to make many decisions.

And at that time, he didn't know what he was doing, even if he needed to leave in the end, Shen Ning felt that it was okay.

Many futures in the past are not impossible, but he does not want to do them.

He had already thought of it from the very beginning of his plan, whether it was his own thought or the reason, it didn't matter.

Speaking of the past, in his world, there are not so many reasons.

From the very beginning, he was thinking that even in the end, he would need to do a lot of things, and he still had to wait here to understand.

Shen Ning's mind is much more meticulous than before. Before doing anything, he can see what he wants. If he hadn't thought about it so much from the beginning, he would never have thought of it. How many more things.

Memory will not be erased, he clearly remembers in his heart what his choice was.

All the previous stories, at this moment, it is very important to clarify.

The reason why Shen Ning made such a choice was because he knew from the very beginning that his decision would play a big role.

When he was thinking about these things, he had obviously anticipated them, and it didn't matter how he planned them.

After all, it was time to make this decision. When I thought about it, they had experienced the same story.

No matter how much you think about it, it is not as great as the changes you will encounter when you actually do it.

From now on, all the unpredictable things may be Shen Ning's wishful thinking in the final analysis.

It was like this before, but it doesn't mean it will become like this in the future.

Originally, Shencheng was several hours away from the place where Aunt Wenxiu lived, but Ji Yun was in a hurry and drove in a hurry. The original long drive was abruptly shortened by him to two-thirds.

If it weren't for the lack of cars at night, it would be really frightening.

Shen Ning repeated repeatedly that he was fine, but Ji Yun just didn't believe it.

Ji Yun said that he has seen many people, but he has never seen someone who smashed his teeth and swallowed them inwardly like Shen Ning.

He didn't know exactly when Shen Ning developed this kind of character, and for a while, it seemed that he couldn't get over him.

Ji Yun just didn't know what Shen Ning had made of himself in the past five years.

There has always been a knot in Ji Yun's heart, which has not been solved until now.

So when facing Shen Ning, it is inevitable that there will be many thoughts unconsciously.

Ji Yun has always wanted to find time to talk about this matter with Shen Ning, but he never thought that he would be able to talk about himself after talking.

If he had known this would happen, he shouldn't have thought so clearly.

Otherwise, it would be impossible for him to have so many doubts in his heart.

It was so dark outside that he couldn't see anything, so Shen Ning didn't look outside, since he couldn't see anything anyway.

But he didn't dare to look directly at Ji Yun's gaze, that man's gaze was too hot.

Shen Ning was really afraid that she would not be able to hold back, and told him everything.

Originally, he didn't have so many secrets in his heart, but at that time, he didn't know why he thought of this, no matter what, if it was him, he might have thought everything so clearly.

After all, there are many things, no matter what, it is impossible to stay at the end.

Even if everything is as he thinks, at least there should be different feelings in his heart, and that is the most important thing to face.

All the previous causes and effects were indeed somewhat inappropriate for the two of them.

"In the past few years, have you been alone?"

Shen Ning didn't know why he wanted to ask, but since the words were spoken, he didn't regret it. .

Before that, he knew that if he didn't think about many things, it didn't mean they wouldn't happen.

A person as outstanding as Ji Yun naturally has to face more things. Later, there may be many differences.

But if that's the case, it won't be so simple.

Even if Ji Yun has a lot of thoughts, if he hasn't said clearly at this time, then Shen Ning will definitely be angry.

"No, I'm a picky person, you know."

"When I do things, it's never so simple to rely on my feelings. More often, I hope to get what I want."

"If I can't, I'd rather keep everything as it was at the beginning, just the way I want it to be."

Ji Yun said this very seriously, he is very good, and there are naturally many Yingying and Yanyan around him.

But in the past few years, I have never heard any scandal about him, that person is as clean as a piece of white paper.

There is no woman around, what was at the beginning, and what will be at the end.

Shen Ning knew how picky Ji Yun was since he was young.

Even now, when he comes back again, what he sees is still that kind of Ji Yun.

There is no trace left by the years on his body.

Even Shen Ning himself couldn't remember clearly what his original wish was.

He once thought that if it was him, he might never be able to achieve what he wanted.

I still remember that at the very beginning, he thought about all possible outcomes.

But this sentence, only when he heard the answer himself, could it be considered perfect.

No one knows better than him what the long wait is for.

"So it is."

Ji Yun chuckled, "Can you tell me what's going on in your head?"

Sometimes, I really want to open it and see what is hidden inside.

It's just that he can't do that, it's too late for his heartache, how could he be willing to do it.

Losing to Shen Ning was expected.

"thinking of you."

"All the time."

When he didn't come back, Shen Ning felt that he and Ji Yun would never end so easily.

Even if they didn't say a lot of words, at least they knew what they were doing.

All along, the thing he is most willing to do is to listen to Ji Yun talking about the past, and then suddenly think of what those things they have never done before.

As long as Ji Yun appears in his mind, he can't help but think of many things.

"I remember when you were young, but you never said these words, you would be shy, and a little shy."

"As a result, you changed suddenly. I'm afraid that if you have become an expert in relationships, even I will be impressed."

Ji Yun discovered that Shen Ning did not change at 01:30.

What Ji Yun saw and couldn't see didn't mean it didn't happen.

At the very beginning, he had thought that no matter how he got in touch, there was such a thing anyway.

"Fortunately, it's been a long time, and you can learn by yourself without a teacher."

Even Shen Ning himself felt that this excuse was a bit useless, but he couldn't say it, he must have been waiting for this day.

In that case, he can guarantee, it will be embarrassing.

Neither he nor Ji Yun are the kind of people who insist on getting to the bottom of things. After many things are decided, there may be many accidents among them.

"I won't tease you. If you are sleepy, you can sleep for a while. It will take an hour to go back."

"I won't sleep anymore, I want to chat with you for a while."

When Shen Ning didn't want to be alone, he was always immersed in sleep.

If it weren't for such a big change in his heart before, probably many problems would not be so troublesome.

It's enough to just look at Ji Yun quietly, and he doesn't even need to say anything.

It was the scenes of the past, enough for him to recall what happened in the past.

Ji Yun turned his head and glanced at Shen Ning, in the dark night, his eyes seemed to be filled with stars.

In the vast galaxy, there is only one him left.

No matter what he thought in the past, now, everything is in front of him, no matter how much he thinks, he can't refuse.

"Xiao Ning, in the future, treat yourself better."

Ji Yun's tone became lonely in an instant, he is not that kind of person who doesn't care.

But only in this matter, he always insisted on his choice.

Even after contacting so many people, he still couldn't see what was waiting for him.

I thought that if all these many things were said, it would become a different situation.

But he couldn't wait, even if he could wait, he didn't want Shen Ning to waste here with him.

If he could figure out all the things before, he wouldn't be stuck in the same place.