stonecrandall Chapter 57: Chapter 57
Chapter 57: Chapter 57
"She died very suddenly, and the whole first month was full of funerals. She didn't have many relatives, and all the people who came were friends and colleagues. She was a warm person, but she was short-lived." Thinking of Su Heng, Lu Lanqiu's tone became a little soft, but his back felt Straight up.
Fang Qi looked at this figure, and for a moment couldn't tell whether it was the young man sitting in front of the window, or the omnipotent Lu Lanqiu.
I really want to hug him, embrace all the strength and softness of this person.
As soon as he stretched out his hand, Lu Lanqiu suddenly turned around and saw Fang Qi's outstretched hand at a glance, looking at him strangely.
"...Ms. Lu, do you want to smoke one too?" Fang Qi was quick to think, and calmly withdrew his hand, and took out the cigarette along the way.
Lu Lanqiu froze for a moment, then reached out to take it.
"Where's the fire?" Lu Lanqiu looked at Fang Qi.
Fang Qi thought, it's over, he doesn't have a lighter at all.
Nu Nu had no choice but to lean towards Lu Lanqiu with the unfinished smoke in his mouth: "Here, here it is."
Lu Lanqiu lowered her head and saw that there was playfulness in this man's eyes, and a little red light fell into his eyes, as bright as three thousand stars falling.
Seeing that this person was so skinny and shameless, he became more angry and leaned against him. The distance between the two of them was only a cigarette away, and his breath could be heard.
Lu Lanqiu held a cigarette in her slender and clean hands, and her posture was extremely elegant. When the two cigarette butts met, Fang Qi would inevitably bump into the opponent's hand.
Probably because the night wind was too cold, Lu Lanqiu's hands were as cold as frozen fish.
Lu Lanqiu didn't realize it, she just lowered her eyebrows and stared at the cigarette, hoping that it would catch some air and light it up soon.
Fang Qi looked at Lu Lanqiu amusedly, in the bright and dark firelight, the other party's eyelashes were trembling uneasily, like a frightened butterfly.
The warm breath sprayed on the face, with a faint taste of nicotine.
Just as the cigarette was about to light up, Lu Lanqiu suddenly raised her eyes and met Shang Fangqi's eyes.
Fang Qi hurriedly looked away.
Lu Lanqiu suddenly said: "Captain Fang, have I seen you before?"
Fang Qi coughed lightly, and looked elsewhere: "You are in City C, and I am serving in a tower thousands of miles away. We used to be, I'm afraid we didn't have this fate."
Lu Lanqiu looked at him suspiciously, Fang Qi didn't answer, and pointed at Lu Lanqiu's cigarette: "It's burning."
Looking down, the smoke finally ignited.
Lu Lanqiu hurriedly backed away, lowered her head and took a puff of cigarette, without looking at Fang Qi again.
Fang Qi didn't have much cigarettes left, so he said lightly, "So, the reason you've been depressed these two days is because of Su Heng?"
Lu Lanqiu exhaled a puff of smoke, thought for a while and said, "It doesn't count. I used to feel that I was too cold-hearted. After Su Heng died, I didn't have much sadness, but I was a little lonely. Later, I went out to study, go to work, every year It was all because of my own request to be on duty in the hospital during the Chinese New Year, so I was so busy that my feet didn’t touch the ground, and I didn’t feel lonely.”
Fang Qi nodded in agreement. Judging from the volume of surgeries in their hospital, it must be hard work to be on duty during the Chinese New Year.
"But seeing Lu Heng this time, I remembered a lot of things from the past, and now that they are discussing the Chinese New Year so lively, I am really touched. It's not sad, but I miss it a little bit."
Fang Qi turned around and leaned against the railing, looked at Lu Lanqiu, and said seriously: "Mr. Lu, it's not a shame to admit that you love someone, let alone she is your mother."
Lu Lanqiu was taken aback, and looked at Fang Qi. This person was clearly acting like a fool, but sometimes, he was as sensitive as a beast.
With a sore heart, he turned his face away and looked at the sea in the distance.
Su Heng is very good, Su Heng is very beautiful, but it is a pity that Su Heng died early.
The father soon remarried, and he became a superfluous person. He had to work hard to make himself stronger, and locked up the boy in his memory who sat dry all night facing the sea.
Growing up means grinding out calluses from the soft outer skin little by little, like the violin he learned when he was a child. At the beginning, when he pressed the strings with his fingertips, he was strangled by the thin strings, and the soft fingertips continued to be worn out until Give birth to calluses.
He looked at Fang Qi seriously: "Captain Fang, has anyone ever told you that sometimes you speak so bluntly that it is annoying."
Fang Qi took a puff of smoke and extinguished the cigarette in his hand: "Ha, thank you for the compliment."
Lu Lanqiu was about to glare at him, but Fang Qi suddenly snatched the half-lit cigarette from his hand and threw it into the coffee cup.
Lu Lanqiu exclaimed: "Fang Qi, what are you doing—"
Before he finished speaking, Fang Qi took his hand and pulled him into his arms.
The coffee cup fell on the deck, and Gululu didn't know where it rolled.
Fang Qi opened his coat with both hands, and wrapped Lu Lanqiu in together.
The sentinel was tall and his body temperature was higher than that of ordinary people. He was close to him as if he was hugging a heater. Fang Qi's coat wrapped Lu Lanqiu around him, and the two of them seemed to become one.
All of a sudden, the cold sea breeze was gone, and so were the miserable winter nights.
Fang Qi's smile rang in Lu Lanqiu's ear: "Oh, where did you come from, you poor fellow, hurry up and ask Captain Fang to comfort you."
After being serious for two seconds, he started to play dumb again.
When Lu Lanqiu heard this, she was immediately annoyed, and was about to push him away: "If you talk nonsense again, I'll let Haidongqing scratch you..."
Fang Qi said: "Don't move, listen to me."
Upon hearing this, Lu Lanqiu stopped struggling.
Fang Qi whispered in his ear: "You are actually fine, at least Su Heng once appeared in your life so truly and beautifully. You have no worries about food and clothing, and your parents are well-off."
Lu Lanqiu held her breath.
Fang Qi sighed: "If you have ever struggled in poverty and loneliness, you will know that everything you have since then is luck."
Lu Lanqiu suddenly remembered what Fang Qi had told him about the hospital.
He sighed, and said lightly, "What's the matter, are we two hedgehogs?"
Fang Qi asked suspiciously, "What hedgehog?"
Lu Lanqiu smiled: "Two hedgehogs can't hug each other if they are always curled up; they can only hug each other if they open their spines to reveal their soft abdomen."
Fang Qi thought about the picture, and smiled: "So, it's a bit similar."
Lu Lanqiu sighed, and suddenly expressed a doubt that had always been in his heart: "Fang Qi, you are such an excellent sentinel, how come you don't have a guide until now?"
Fang Qi's body visibly stiffened.
Lu Lanqiu continued: "You said what would you do if you became like Morris."
In fact, Lu Lanqiu has been thinking about it all the time. He is now a guide, and sooner or later the tower will arrange a sentry for him. Instead of looking for other people, it is better to find Fang Qi.
Fang Qi shook his body and said with a smile: "Such a high-quality single senior sentinel naturally needs a guide like Mr. Lu to save him."
The words were beautiful, but the key question was avoided, so Lu Lanqiu didn't speak.Slightly pushed Fang Qi away, as if he wanted to ask the question to the end.
Fang Qi saw that the other party was still staring at him, so he could only sigh: "You have to know, if you see a tree full of flowers too early, then everything after that will be withered grass."
Fang Qi thought of the boy in his memory, the sunlight fell on his white shirt, and his whole body seemed to be glowing.
That was the brightest light of his youth.
But he is in front of his eyes at this moment.
I don't know how lucky it is.
It's a pity that Lu Lanqiu obviously didn't hear the same thing. He was taken aback, and his fingertips that had just warmed up felt a chill.
There is someone in Fang Qi's heart, and it is because of that that he has risked becoming a maniac being single for so many years.
Lu Lanqiu knew very well that this person could not be him.
He did have the idea of becoming comrades-in-arms with Fang Qi, but obviously Fang Qi's candidate was not him.
For some reason, Lu Lanqiu felt bad in an instant because it was just a casual talk.
He raised his head abruptly, and looked at Fang Qi with a half-smile: "So, Captain Fang, is he still a person who is not a cloud except Wushan?"
Just as Fang Qi wanted to nod, he looked down at Lu Lanqiu's expression, and was taken aback for a moment, not understanding why this person suddenly changed his face.
"Since you have someone in your heart, why bother to cuddle with me here, oh yes, last time you were on an uninhabited island, you almost bonded with me."
Alarm bells rang in Fang Qi's heart, feeling that Lu Lanqiu had made a mistake.
The more Lu Lanqiu thought about it, the angrier she became: "Speaking of which, Captain Fang, you are not Liu Xiahui."
Fang Qi defended in vain: "No, Teacher Lu, listen to me...that person—" He stopped.
To be honest, he didn't want Lu Lanqiu to know what he was thinking back then.
How to speak?It was a long and distant past.
Fang Qi shut his mouth and said nothing.
Lu Lanqiu clenched her fists tightly: "Oh, that's right, the brain is the brain, and the body is the body. Isn't it the characteristic of a sentinel that the brain can't control the body? But Captain Fang reined in at the precipice, so he must not be able to pass the hurdle in his heart."
The more Fang Qi heard it, the more strange he became. He just didn't want Lu Lanqiu to regret it last time, so why couldn't he get over the hurdle in his heart?
Mr. Lu's sophistry ability has become more and more perfect.
After Lu Lanqiu finished speaking, she finally concluded: "Then I wish Captain Fang his wish to be fulfilled as soon as possible." There was a smirk on his face, half of which didn't enter his eyes.
After finishing speaking, he pushed Fang Qi away, turned around and went back to the cabin.
Teacher Lu, even if he quarrels, he is still arrogant and conceited.
Seeing someone disappearing at the door, Fang Qi sighed and picked up the coffee cup that had rolled down on the deck.
Two cigarette butts, one long and one short, coffee stains mixed with soot.
He didn't want to say that telling Lu Lanqiu those past events meant revealing the deepest secrets in his heart, and he didn't have the courage yet.
——He really couldn't say that he once, so humblely, so eagerly, liked him.
Like it, he was even willing to spend the rest of his career as a sentry to be buried with him.
This hot and powerful liking has supported him through countless difficulties, and it is a spiritual core burning in his heart.
It's too heavy, it's better to hide it in the bottom of my heart.
The so-called still water runs deep, the more surging emotions, the more ashamed to speak.
He raised his head and watched the morning star rise, and the sky was filled with red clouds.
On the sea level in the distance, a round of red sun is slowly rising.