Why can't the main male protagonist get rid of it?

Chapter 115 Susceptibility Period

Winters in this city are always warm and dry, but today it rained abnormally, dripping on people's bodies, and it was bitingly cold.

This place is beautiful, blue sky, green grass, but it gives a pure white sadness.

Many people came today.

They were all dressed in black, walking in a hurry, their faces were silent and sad, coming and going, only a small figure stood there blankly.

People passing by him will take a look at him. At first, someone spoke to him, but the little boy didn’t say a word. The person who spoke to him either touched his head or knelt down to hug him. The little boy is ignorant unconsciously.

With only eyes open, he looked at a cube-shaped thing in front of him, like a box.

The little boy moved the stool and climbed up with difficulty. He could see the photo of his parents was pasted on the box, but it was not in color. There were two lines of words written on it. Write the names of parents and mothers, and there is a word "Zhi", the last word, but the little boy doesn't know it.

"The couple left all at once, leaving only this child behind. What will we do in the future?"

"Why doesn't this little boy cry?"

"You're so small, you don't know anything!"

Ye Xingze could hear what those adults were saying, but he really didn't understand, why was he crying?

Because before mom and dad went out to play, didn't they take him?

Ye Xingze thought I wouldn't cry, a man wouldn't cry.

He looked strangely at the people who passed by and put the flowers in their hands in front of the tomb, then remained silent for a while, and then left.

The people hired by the Ye Group sent the guests back and forth, and gradually there were fewer and fewer people, and the sky became darker. Ye Xingze waited for a long time, but his parents didn't pick him up.

"Who are you?" Ye Xingze felt someone pat him on the shoulder, and turned around to see a benevolent old man, Ye Xingze asked in a childish voice.

"I, I am your grandfather, come with me."

"Why didn't Mom and Dad come to pick me up?"

……

Later, as Ye Xingze grew up, he knew that that day was his parents' funeral, he knew why those people wondered why he didn't cry, and he also knew the word he didn't know, which was pronounced "tomb".

I also know why my parents didn't come to pick him up.

Ye Xingze started to be afraid of strangers, he didn't like to laugh, and he didn't know how to cry. He refused to be approached by anyone, and only guarded his grandfather wholeheartedly. But his grandfather was getting old, and Ye Xingze became more and more silent day by day, sitting in front of his grandfather's hospital bed. , day after day, quietly and silently waiting for another tease of fate.

Later, he personally organized the funeral of his grandfather.

He still didn't cry.

……

Ye Xingze hasn't had a dream for a long time.

He felt a huge emptiness and fear attacking him, as if an invisible hand was playing with his heart, and the parents and grandpa who could not remember their faces suddenly appeared in his mind, becoming more and more clear , the part of memories that had been properly arranged by Ye Xingze gradually surfaced.

A force that Ye Xingze was familiar with spontaneously helped Ye Xingze avoid suppressing those memories again, and at the same time prompted Ye Xingze to wake up.

The window has been filled with lonely darkness.

Maybe if Ye Xingze looked further away, he would be able to see a ray of light belonging to the early morning, but he was too tired, so he didn't want to see it.

Ye Xingze came back to his senses, recalling the memories he had sealed away like masochistic, and quietly shed tears that he didn't know how many years ago.

How did he die?

Ye Xingze suddenly forgot, as if he had deliberately avoided this question since he became conscious again.

At this moment, there is an unfamiliar force in his body that prompts him to recall.

It was a car accident.

Same as parents.

It was a car accident more than 20 years late.

Ye Xingze thought indifferently, if the car accident was brought forward to the day of his parents, and he died with his parents, it would be fine.

The memory continued to move forward, it was when he had just entered the mission.

Ye Xingze stared blankly at the ceiling, and seemed to be looking at the gradually softening self in his memory. From the beginning of the mission game, he gradually began to pay a little bit of sincerity, like some kind of honey appeared outside the castle in his heart, a silent temptation Watching himself throw away his safe armor little by little.

Ye Xingze smiled, what, I have lived for a long time, and I forgot some lessons.

"If you can avoid the violent joy, there will be no sorrow." This is my life creed.

Recalling this world, Ye Xingze belatedly realized that this is the susceptibility period.

It's really a good experience, let yourself wake up from these illusory things, let yourself put on your armor again.

"Ye Xingze?" I don't know how long I lay there with my eyes open, when a voice came from outside the door, "Are you awake? Is it better? I bought it..."

Oh, it's the quest object of this world.

Lu You opened his eyes at six o'clock in the morning. Generally, the most serious alpha susceptibility period is the first night. It should be better now. He bought some Ye Xingze's favorite food and came over to have a look.

Before he could finish speaking, the door in front of him was opened.

Ye Xingze was still wearing yesterday's clothes, his forehead was slightly wet, his eyes were a little red, and his smile was standard, "Thank you, just put it outside."

"Ye Xingze, you..." Lu You originally wanted to ask if you were crying, but then he noticed something different in Ye Xingze's eyes, "What's wrong with you?"

"I'm fine. I'm still a little weak. I'm fine. Do you still have class today?" Ye Xingze spoke in a relaxed tone as usual, with a slight uptick in the end, "I'm in a situation where I can't see you off. "

"It's okay." Lu You stared at Ye Xingze's eyes suspiciously, still smiling gently as usual, but Lu You still felt something was different, "Are you really okay?"

"It's okay." Ye Xingze became a little impatient, feeling out of control, probably because of the appearance of the Alpha Lu You, Ye Xingze barely suppressed it, "Leave first, you will get hurt if you stay here."

Lu You responded, turned around and prepared to leave. He also felt a little uncomfortable being pressed by Ye Xingze, but felt that Ye Xingze was in a strange state. He suddenly had a premonition that if he left now, something might fall short.

Ye Xingze looked at the back of the person in front of him, thinking that this is the right thing to do, don't bring candy so close to him, and walk away, but a different idea seemed to pop up in his heart, wanting him to To keep Lu You.

Ye Xingze was a little irritated by the emotions in his heart, and was about to close the door when he was blocked by a hand.

It's Lu You.

It doesn't seem to be Lu You.

Because Lu You wouldn't show this kind of expression, this kind of indifferent, but mixed with a little reverse enthusiasm, two completely different emotions were well integrated in him.

Ye Xingze realized that this should be his real task object.

"Why are you..." Ye Xingze wanted to ask you why you came out, and was made really uncomfortable by this damn sensitive period. When he saw Lu You turn around and come back, he actually had the urge to hug this person.

"Forget it, you can leave quickly, your body is still an Alpha, you will get hurt if you stay any longer." If it's not Lu You, Ye Xingze doesn't have to pretend to be kind anymore, after all, this task target knows everything, Ye Xingze will close the door after speaking , but is still blocked.

"I can help you," "Lu You" said softly, "You are not the same as the general Alpha susceptible period, I can help you."

"It takes a lot of energy for me to come out, so hurry up." After speaking, he wanted to open the door again.

Ye Xingze couldn't control the urge to hug this person more and more, and everyone said that the alpha's susceptible period needed someone to comfort him. This person needs to have the alpha's trust and approval, and can give the alpha a huge sense of security. Ye Xingze doesn't want someone who wants to be intimate.

He will not give trust and recognition to anyone, but he can give it to himself, and intimate objects should not appear.

None of this is right.

Ye Xingze finally couldn't suppress his temper, raised his red eyes, and looked at the person in front of him. Every image in the past was combined into this person in front of him, just like the honey outside Ye Xingze's castle was silently seducing, Ye Xingze suppressed Holding on to the longing for intimacy, like a vigilant little wolf, showing a rare stern look, "Get lost."

Ye Xingze couldn't help but raised a sarcastic smile, and said viciously, "Why do you think I need you?"

"I can help you, you need me too, trust me, okay?" The man revealed weakness while speaking, but he kept looking at Ye Xingze with those eyes, Ye Xingze could find all of himself in those eyes.

Ye Xingze was stunned suddenly, but the eyes of the person in front of him were gentle from beginning to end, and finally he couldn't control it. He grabbed "Lu You" and hugged him fiercely.

The room was full of pheromones attacking "Lu You". As an Alpha, Lu You's instinct to resist was suppressed. "Lu You" slowly changed this body, slowly becoming docile, until he was captured by Long Island. The smell of iced tea was completely soaked, and "Lu You" began to hug this person whom he had been pleasing for a long time.

Ye Xingze's rationality was gradually destroyed by the susceptible period. He only knew that he was holding the person in his arms tightly, rubbing his head against the back of "Lu You" uncontrollably, but he changed because he couldn't find what he wanted. Get impatient.

"It's okay," "Lu You" stroked Ye Xingze's back, his tone was a kind of cold patience, and his changed body was slowly mobilized by Ye Xingze's pheromones, "Lu You" panted slightly , responded, "Bite it."

Ye Xingze completely followed his instinct. After feeling the acquiescence of the person in his arms, he lightly licked the back of the neck in front of him, then licked it again, and finally opened his mouth and bit it.

"Hmm—" "Lu You" reacted greatly. He could clearly feel a surge of electricity at the back of his neck in this body, and finally the two of them fell on the bed.

Ye Xingze was still gently grinding his teeth with the piece of meat on the back of his neck, "Lu You" gasped lightly, waiting for the final sting.

Alphas in this period have a strong bite force. They will spontaneously use their teeth to inject pheromones into the glands in their mouths. They will make the people in their arms stained with their own smell from the inside out. This is the Alpha of this world. Instinctively, the recipient will also feel pleasure in this process.

However, this body has not been completely differentiated, the back of the neck is clean and there are no glands. If Alpha bites, it will only bite through the skin and inject pheromone forcibly. This behavior will not bring any pleasure to the recipient.

"Lu You" waited for a long time until Ye Xingze woke up and left that position, but he didn't get the expected sting.

He looked at Ye Xingze incredulously, but Ye Xingze just gave him a weak and cold look, then couldn't control his exhaustion, and fell asleep again.

"Lu You" ecstatically accepted the unbelievable fact, this ray of wind wandering in the world was finally held by him a little bit.

The closed city gate in this man's heart finally showed him a small gap.