the strong attack

Chapter 40 Promise

更新时间2014-1-2419:02:11字数：3765

Bai Chuan suddenly woke up: Ting Yan is kissing him?Regardless of thinking about why Li Tingyan kissed him, Bai Chuan inserted his palm between Li Tingyan's head and the back of the chair, fixed it firmly, and aggressively attacked.

It was originally Li Tingyan who took the initiative, but now it is even more inseparable, the tongue is entangled in the mouths of the two, and the battlefield keeps changing, until both of them feel difficult to breathe, then they give up.

Bai Chuan panted and asked in a hoarse voice: "What do you mean? Sympathy? To please? Or do you think I will be happy if you do this, comfort me?"

Li Tingyan still grabbed Bai Chuan's neckline with both hands, collected himself and said, "I said just now that we shouldn't be like that, meaning: You shouldn't be the one who unilaterally indulges me and follows me. This is wrong."

"Huh?" Bai Chuan didn't understand what Li Tingyan was going to say.

"Our way of getting along is wrong." Li Tingyan slowly let go of his hand and adjusted his sitting posture, "If we were friends, it shouldn't be this way of getting along."

"But I don't want to treat you as just a friend!" Bai Chuan almost growled.

"I know!" Li Tingyan met his gaze without hesitation this time, "But it shouldn't be like this as a lover!"

"Ah?" Bai Chuan was almost dizzy.

"Lover is, is...tolerate each other, love each other, take care of each other... each other, um, it won't be like this anyway!" Li Tingyan felt that he couldn't express himself, he licked his dry lips, "You... um , do you understand?"

Bai Chuan was stunned for a while, and suddenly a little joy rose from the bottom of his heart: "Lover? Each other?"

Li Tingyan nodded hurriedly and handed over his glasses.

Bai Chuan took his glasses and put them on: "Lover? Each other?" The old self-confidence and calmness returned to Bai Chuan, making Bai Chuan's stern image look like a god in the increasingly bright sunlight, but soon he was overwhelmed by a kind of idiot-like joy. Invaded by such a state, "You mean... us? Lovers? What do you mean! Make it clear!"

Li Tingyan shrank his neck: "I mean, if we are lovers, I don't want you to make sacrifices in one direction. Well, between lovers, they should be equal, understand each other, tolerate each other... everything should be mutual Yes. Maybe you do more than me in one thing, then I must do more in another thing. Only in this way can the relationship between two people be healthy and long-lasting..."

Bai Chuan couldn't help interrupting: "What if?" The expression on his face was frozen in a state of joy that just started and then stopped abruptly, which seemed very strange.

Li Tingyan shrunk his neck back again. For some reason, facing Bai Chuan, he felt a big pear mountain: "Yes... I just said that if...but..."

"So when you kiss me, are you doing charity? Or do you think that you are all fucking men, and you won't lose a piece of meat if you do it?!" Bai Chuan felt that he was becoming more and more like a tyrannosaurus rex, who could spew fire anytime and anywhere.

Unexpectedly, Li Tingyan did not refute after hearing this, but just lowered his head.Bai Chuan only felt that the wind was too fucking cold, and it made him tremble all over.He started the car angrily, turned around, and planned to go back home, and from then on...the two never saw each other!

While thinking about it, Bai Chuan drove calmly. If it wasn't someone who knew him well, he probably wouldn't be able to see how angry he was.Li Tingyan looked at Bai Chuan's face with tense masseter muscles, he was extremely handsome, and felt that he was so attractive even when he was angry.He took a deep breath, but was coughed by the west wind that poured into his throat, coughing up tears.Silently, Li Tingyan felt that the speed of the car was slowing down.Then, the window was closed.

"Old Bai. Stop for a moment. I have something to tell you." Li Tingyan had just coughed violently, his voice was still hissing, and he deliberately lowered his posture, looking extremely sincere and pitiful. Bai Chuan hesitated for a while, and once again Park your car on the side of the road.Then he kept cursing in his heart that he was really the No. [-] idiot!

Li Tingyan was not in a hurry to speak, he got out of the car, walked to the side of the road, and lit a cigarette.Bai Chuan didn't know what to do, so he also followed.It wasn't until the cigarette was burned out that Li Tingyan looked up at him as if he had regained his strength: "Do you know what I am afraid of? I am most afraid of you like this. I think you love me too much, but I am not good enough for you, and then quarrel , It’s awkward. Once or twice is nothing, but no matter how good the relationship is, after a few years of quarreling, it will fade away and be gone. When you don’t love me anymore, when you look back and think it’s not worth it, you want to leave , but at that time, I may already be inseparable from you."

Bai Chuan's heart tightened, and he hurriedly expressed his opinion: "How could it be!" He thought that if I was with you, it would be too late for me to hurt you, so why would I want to quarrel with you?

But Li Tingyan pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying: "Why not? Look, before we are together, you start to think that I want too much. Actually, I don't want anything, I just want to live in peace .”

Bai Chuan opened his mouth, thinking that he has been a little more impatient recently, and felt aggrieved: "Okay, I have been more impatient recently, I apologize. But you also..."

Li Tingyan's expression was the same at the moment, very serious, he stretched out his hand to caress Bai Chuan's face: "You said how good we used to be, but now, we can't go back." Bai Chuan looked at Li Tingyan in a daze, he felt Those hands are so warm, but the words spoken by the owner of those hands are so cold.

"What do you mean you can't go back!" Bai Chuan said coldly.

"I'm in love with you." Li Tingyan smiled self-deprecatingly, "But you see, we can't get along peacefully at all, we..."

"Who the hell said we can't get along!" Bai Chuan grabbed Li Tingyan's hand fiercely, "Why do you always decide our relationship so easily? What is mutual understanding and tolerance? Do you really understand me! If you are moved, you will Promise me! Why do you have to unilaterally make a decision that even your friends don't have to make! Why on earth are you!"

Li Tingyan was speechless when he was asked. Regarding the relationship between Bai Chuan and him, he was indeed a little too arbitrary...just: "Then what do you want me to do? Yes, I admit that you are very tempting to me. I have been with you for ten years. If you don’t walk by your side, who wouldn’t be tempted! But I’ve owed you ten years! I can’t repay the shortfall! Our contributions are not equal!”

"Fucking equality! What is absolutely equal in this world! If I give it to you, you can continue with peace of mind! You don't need to feel guilty about me!" Bai Chuanyue said, the more his heart became angry, and he hugged Li Tingyan tightly with a fierce hug Tightly, "Are you really tempted by me? I'm so happy..."

Infected by Bai Chuan's emotion, Li Tingyan couldn't help but soften his heart, and hugged him with his backhand: "I...slow heat...so, when you are really bored and no longer love me, maybe I love you the most There is a time difference between us, I am afraid I will not be able to catch up with your rhythm."

When Bai Chuan heard about loving you and loving me, his heart was already in a mess, and happy little bubbles gurgled out wave after wave.He laughed for a while, and began to complain: "Why are you always like this? It looks very clear, and you are so pessimistic when things happen. You said that every person has birth, old age, sickness and death. You can't beat him just because he is destined to die anyway." Don't you want to eat today?" As he spoke, he put his mouth close to Li Tingyan's cheek, and said softly, "I've been waiting for you for so long, and I don't really care about waiting for a few more years. It's just that I can walk side by side for a few more years, Why waste this time in vain? The day you said may come one day - no one can verify the love of a lifetime until death. So you should hurry up and stay with me while I still love you so much !"

Li Tingyan's throat rolled a few times, and he forced himself to suppress his tears: "I, if I promise you now, I must be lying to you. Don't worry! Listen to me. I can only say, I can try to Accept you, no longer avoid or escape, I will seriously respond to what you say and do. Now I can only promise you so much..."

There were no vehicles on the road at that time, and the woods on both sides of the road were quiet in the morning light. Through the fine spots between the branches, it was sprinkled on Li Tingyan's face. His expression was soft and shy, but his eyes were firm. This image has been engraved in Bai Chuan. In life, it will never fade.

Bai Chuan only felt that this morning was really full of ups and downs, and that the ten-year-long waiting had such an unsatisfactory result, which already made him feel like he was still in a dream.

This weekend's program ended, and on Monday, Bai Chuan went to work in good spirits.

Loyalty poked at Bai Chuan: "Director Bai, you've been very high lately. What's the fun?"

Bai Chuan still had a cold face: "You read it wrong."

Zhonghou had a gossiping face: "No!" He leaned his tall body closer to Bai Chuan, "Is a good thing coming soon? Hey, you are not old anymore, it's time to find a girlfriend. But I also have a good thing, let's exchange it ?”

Bai Chuan pushed his glasses: "Oh? Tell me."

Zhonghou's face rarely showed a twisted expression: "You know it too. It's...then who."

Who the hell, brother, you don’t speak in such a way that people can guess.Bai Chuan continued to play poker.

"Hey, hey, you're not even curious? You know him!" Zhong Hou said indomitably.

Love to talk or not.With a blank expression, Bai Chuan took the folder and got up to prepare for the ward rounds.

"All right, all right! I'm afraid of you! That person is Yin Lu. What's the matter? Didn't you guess it?" There were a few traces of blush on the honest black skin.

Bai Chuan was stunned for a moment, but quickly covered it up: "Really? That's really a good thing."

"I also think we are a good match! Hey, we have been together for more than a month, and you are the first to know. Why don't you let Yin Lu introduce a little sister to you? Let's go on a group date." He followed Bai Chuan out of the office with a file folder, muttering endlessly, but Bai Chuan didn't mind at all.Going out alone with Li Tingyan yesterday, can be said to be fruitful, and today is the time when I am in a good mood.

A busy morning passed quickly.Going to the cafeteria for lunch, Zhong Houyan pulled Yin Lu and Bai Chuan to sit together.Yin Lu was not rigid, she sat down generously, mostly chatting and joking with Zhong Hou, and occasionally giving Bai Chuan a shout.Bai Chuan mostly listened, but he was in a good mood today, and he also praised his two little lovers a lot.

But Gu Yingying's arrival made this great atmosphere suddenly cold.

"Can I sit here?" Standing at the table, Gu Yingying was slim, fresh and refined, and Yin Lu, sitting at the table, was youthful, lively, cute and cute. The single male doctors and nurses around were envious of Bai Chuan's table. .Hey, who made these two doctors young, promising and good-looking?

Hearing Gu Yingying's words, the three of them unconsciously looked up.Zhong Hou looked at Gu Yingying and Bai Chuan with a face of sudden realization, while Yin Lu turned her face away and ignored them. Bai Chuan glanced at the cafeteria and it was indeed full, then nodded and said, "Of course."

Just when Gu Yingying was about to sit down with a smile, a passerby staggered suddenly, bumped Gu Yingying into Chuan's arms, and knocked over the dinner plate in her hand.That person was a well-dressed young woman, she hurriedly helped Gu Yingying up, kept apologizing, seeing that Gu Yingying's dinner plate was overturned, and even splashed Bai Chuan all over her body, she hurriedly paid for Gu Yingying's meal and Bai Chuan's dry cleaning fee.

Gu Yingying is angry in her heart, she has maintained the image of a jade girl for many years!But it’s not easy to get angry in the public, so I can only express that a meal is nothing more than nothing, but Bai Chuan’s clothes are really dry-cleaned immediately if they are splashed with vegetable juice, otherwise they will not be able to wear them anymore.Seeing that woman's attitude was very sincere, Bai Chuan felt that it was not unaffordable to pay a few tens of dollars for washing a piece of clothing anyway. Seeing her flustered appearance, she must have come to find someone for something, but she refused to accept it.

The woman left with regrets, Bai Chuan was almost finished eating, and didn't mind that there were a lot of other dishes mixed in the plate, Gu Yingying hadn't touched it, so it wasn't disgusting to say the least, so she picked up the remaining few bites .

When Gu Yingying came back from cooking again, Yin Lu and Zhong Houyan had already finished eating.Yin Lu was impatient to see Gu Yingying, so she pulled her honest face and left first. Bai Chuan didn't think much about having dinner with Gu Yingying alone, so they let them go.

Seeing them leave, Gu Yingying said softly, "Why don't you change your clothes first? It won't wash off after a long time."

Bai Chuan wiped his mouth calmly: "It's okay. If you can't wash it off, then don't want it."

It was an ordinary answer, but Gu Yingying felt that Bai Chuan was mocking herself, saying that she had got bad money and couldn't wash it clean, and he didn't want to associate with her anymore.So I stopped looking for topics and was speechless for a while.