The Queen's Secret

Chapter 92] I love you too

A Yan is a child with a hard life.Everyone knows how painful congenital depression is, but no one can truly experience the sadness and hardship.He lived for more than [-] years and suffered for more than [-] years.He hasn't had a happy day since he's been conscious.Except for the day when I met Liao Xuerou.

He is depressed, but he is not stupid. He has always known that this woman does not love him, but he still selfishly lets her belong to him. In the end, he had calculated thousands of times, and never thought that this woman actually loves his mother.Does it mean that she has always been just a tool for her to get close to her mother.

Only.

"Ayan..." Liao Xuerou hugged him tightly, so that he who was trembling and crying would not be so sad.Want to explain, but don't know where to start.Everything he said is the truth, how can she say it, how can she make it up.She has lied to him for too long, should she continue to lie?

"Don't leave me, okay? I can't live without you, Xuerou, you are mine, you are mine!" Chu Junyan burst into hot tears, trembling and hugging her tightly, afraid, afraid She was about to leave if she didn't pay attention.No one can know, no one can know, how much he loves her.

"No, I won't leave you." But when will such a day end.

"Why are you lying to me...why..."

Looking at her son's tears, and seeing Liao Xuerou and Chu Junyan hugging tightly, Bai Qingwan didn't know who her heart ached at the moment.Is it for her son who is ill-fated and unhappy all day long, or for the girl who is already in her heart.

Wrong, it was all her fault.

The two people she cared about shed tears together, embraced together, and cried together, but she couldn't do anything.Because all of this started because of her.

"mom."

She sat on the sofa alone, unable to bear to think about whether the two children were still crying and still sad.But when he looked up, his daughter came back.

"Xiao Jia..."

"I'm worried. I told my father that I'm still staying at home for the next few days." She sat beside Bai Qingwan and gently embraced her mother, "Brother, what's the matter? Hasn't it been a long time?" Have you committed it again, why suddenly..."

"I'm the one who's sorry for Xiao Yan." She interrupted her daughter, looking out the window dully, her eyes were empty and desolate, "I fell in love with his wife."

She is the one who loves him the most in this world, but now, she is the one who hurts him the most in this world.She thought, she must be the cruelest mother in the world.

Xijia froze for a moment, then hugged her mother tightly, trying to give her all her warmth.She admitted that when she first knew that the person her sister-in-law loved was her own mother, she was surprised and angry, but then she gradually figured it out.The most unreasonable thing in this world is love.

Although the person my mother loves the most is not me, at least I was brought up by my mother, and my mother gave me love and care.If the mother can be happy, why should she oppose it, why should she destroy it.

But what I didn't expect was that my brother would know it so quickly.She knew that at this moment, no matter if it was her brother, sister Liao or her mother, she would be heartbroken and there was nothing she could do, but she would always be with her mother and the Chu family to get through this difficult time.She is not the Holy Mother, nor is she a Bodhisattva who saves suffering, she only hopes for family harmony.

"Mom." She gently rubbed her mother's face, "If I were you, I would carry it with her."

"Xiaojia, don't you think mom is bad?" Bai Qingwan slightly turned her face to the side and looked at her daughter with indescribable pain in her heart.

But she just shook her head lightly: "Mom just fell in love with someone. Ever since Dad passed away, Mom, you haven't loved anyone again. It's too bitter, too bitter."

Liao Xuerou looked at A Yan who had finally fallen asleep on the bed, and sighed deeply.After all, she still loved one and lost the other.For the selfish love in his heart, he failed Qin Liang and A Yan.And white.

It's not that Xue Rou never thought about this day coming, she thought about it.She thought about it, if she had to choose between her son and her.Who will Bai choose.But every time she couldn't think of an answer, she didn't dare to think about it anymore.She admitted that she was so afraid that she was the one who was given up in vain.She really wanted to be with her forever, but she knew it was too difficult, too difficult.

open the door.The wonderful man who made her sink all her life was standing in front of her.

Between each other, no one spoke first, they just looked at each other like that, as if they wanted to see each other like this forever, for thousands of years.

The night in spring was a bit cold, she walked side by side in the courtyard of the Chu family, and finally sat on the swing with a heavy heart.For an hour, they can not say a word, but still feel that time flies.Until Xue Rou sneezed, breaking the silence.

"Tianhan, did you catch a cold?" Bai Qingwan took off her coat and put it on her body, looking at her, "Go to the back room, don't catch a cold."

"No." Xuerou held her hand and shook her head, "Just stay here. I want to sit with you for a while."

"Okay. Sit down then."

She sat back beside her again, hugged her, and looked at her. In the dark night, she couldn't see her clearly, but she couldn't bear to take her eyes away after just one glance.Her little girl is really getting better and better.

"Bai, when we were in Paris, we had a big quarrel. But after that time, our relationship became very good. Every day after dinner, we would take a walk in the neighborhood and on the street. We would quarrel occasionally. You Occasionally tease me, but every time I am very happy, the stars in Paris are very beautiful and bright..." She stared blankly at the sky, feeling hot liquid running across her cheeks.But he was silent.

The past is always sad.

Bai Qingwan held her tighter so that she could rest her head on her shoulder: "Fool, if you like, we can still go together... No matter where you want to go, I will accompany you .”

"Bai, I love you. You, I love Ayan." There was a warm current in her heart, but she still couldn't bear to see her, fearing that she would be even more sad and sad.

Bai Qingwan gently pushed her away, let her straighten up, then held her shoulders, looked into her eyes, and said word by word: "I love Ayan. But I love you too."