The Queen's Secret

Chapter 68) The Most Beautiful Time

"Don't chase me away."

The sky was pitch black at the moment, as if it had been soaked in splashed ink, and there was hardly a trace of light in the old house.Liao Xuerou hugged her tightly with her left hand. In the narrow room, she could hear her sobbing, which merged with the sound of her heartbeat.She heard Bai say, don't drive me away again.

rush.How could I ever give up.In other words, because I never felt that I really owned it, I didn't feel that I would lose it.

"I'm not pitying you." Bai Qingwan rubbed her hair with trembling hands. In the dark house, she almost forgot who she was. "It's not because I feel indebted that I want to stay. I just want to be with you , that's all."

"I have, I can no longer treat you as a mother-in-law, as a mother. Or, I have been forcing myself before, but if you stay, I can't even force it." She closed her eyes and rested her head in peace On her belly, there were no more tears.Bai's embrace is always so warm, it can always make her feel the warmest comfort when she is most sad.After so many years, she has also thought about whether the relationship will change from strong to weak after a long time, and whether she can really hide her in her heart forever.

But she knew she couldn't do it. The moment she looked at her in Fengwu Lane 11 years ago, her life was doomed to sink.Liao Xuerou's life was never for herself.Live for love.

"Then don't force yourself anymore." She moved the hand that was rubbing her hair to her shoulder, and hugged her, "I am Bai."

——I am white.

"Thank you Director Gu for your kindness. My father has passed away."

Xijia never thought that she and Gu Pingchuan would have dinner together face to face again.When I heard his invitation, I had already thought about the words to refuse, but when the words came to my lips, they turned into a good one.She was hating, hating her nostalgia for this inseparable blood relationship.

"I won't hurt you."

I don't know if it's her illusion, but she always feels that every time Gu Pingchuan talks to her, his tone and eyes are full of kindness, without deceit or insidiousness.

She didn't know how he knew that she loved farm food more than western food. He invited her to this cozy farm restaurant, which made her feel unspeakably sour.But after exchanging pleasantries, his first words were, Xiaojia, you are not young anymore, dad will introduce you a boyfriend.

She remembered that, as a father, he had forced her to make pornographic scenes.How ridiculous, it was the first time she encountered such a thing in the entertainment industry, and the instigator was actually her father who was connected by blood.And it was my father who did it on purpose.This time, she really came here with Gu Pingchuan's ridiculous idea in her heart.But he was splashed with cold water by his words.

"So Director Gu wants me to do something again this time. It's because I refused to make that kind of scene last time, so I always want to find a chance to get revenge on me, right?" She might believe that he won't harm her, because even if he doesn't want to admit it, he is... But now, she can't believe anything anymore.

"Xiao Jia." He suddenly took her hand, "I am your father after all. I have done many wrong things before. But now I won't. You are my daughter. I just want to be a father." I should do my duty. I just want someone to be by your side and take care of you for me."

She didn't break free either, and let him hold her. Suddenly, the face of the handsome young man she met on the street a few days ago appeared in her mind: "Thank you for your kindness. I already have a boyfriend."

"He can't!" He slammed her hand away, his expression suddenly became serious.

"He can't? Who are you talking about?"

Gu Pingchuan seemed to realize his gaffe, quickly adjusted his emotions, and continued: "What I mean is, no matter who he is, he has a sinister heart, Xiaojia, you shouldn't be careless. Listen to Dad, Dad will tell you The person you introduced can't be wrong. That boy, him, what's his name?"

"He said his name was Little Jo. We love each other very much, and we don't need Director Gu to worry about it." The boy had indeed been chasing her. The strange thing is that there are always many people chasing her. She didn't pay attention to anyone, but For this little Jo whose real name she doesn't even know, she has been keeping in touch with him.Although they haven't agreed yet, they can still be regarded as friends.Saying this is purely to anger this self-righteous big director.Ever since he was a child, he hadn't fulfilled the responsibilities of a father. Why should he keep saying no, why should he say it's for her good?

She has never been loved since she was a child.

The short week she lived with her was the seven days when Xue Rou really felt that she would be happy living in this world.She temporarily gave up going to the United States for further treatment, and began to learn to do some things with her left hand.She temporarily lost her right hand, but there was one more person beside her.Accompany her to eat, accompany her to take a walk in the long alley after dinner, accompany her to watch TV programs, and accompany her through this difficult time.

"You are not allowed to put your mobile phone next to the pillow in the future." She prepared breakfast in the kitchen. In just one week, her left hand has become very flexible. eat breakfast.

On this day, it was still before dawn, and she was already busy in the kitchen.But the difference is that Bai stood beside her, wrapped his arms around her shoulders, and looked at her.

She didn't speak, just looked at her sideways, smiling silly.

"Alarm at 05:30, do you think you are a body made of iron?"

They made an appointment that when they lived together, whoever got up first in the morning would be responsible for making breakfast.Bai Qingwan was also curious. She is not a person who likes to sleep in. She usually wakes up after six o'clock, but when she wakes up for three or four days in a row, she can see the breakfast on the dining table, including the soy milk she has already bought. .

She wondered if this girl had set the alarm, but she was a light sleeper and never heard the alarm.

I just found out today that this girl had set an alarm for 05:30 every day. In order to prevent the sound of the alarm from waking her up, she specially set it to vibrate, and then put her phone next to her pillow.She has never seen such a silly girl.

"Bai. Every day I live now, there are three happiest moments."

"The first one is when I open my eyes every morning and see your face, and see you by my side."

"The second one is when I make breakfast and wait for you to have breakfast with me after you wake up."

"The third one is when I lie on the bed after watching TV every night, when I see you and know that you are still by my side."