The Queen's Secret

Chapter 52) Settlement

At the finale banquet, she was dressed very elegantly, her long hair was tied up high, and she wore light makeup. She was unobtrusive and eye-catching.The main creators were drunk, but her mind was full of her father's haggard face.She went to the hospital yesterday, and the doctor said that her father would not survive for three days. When she heard that sentence, she thought she would cry, but she didn't know that she had no more tears to shed.

Listening to the laughter and watching the scene of toasting and drinking together, she felt that she was completely out of it.

After walking out of the hotel, he saw standing like a tree standing in the wind in the city.Wearing a black windbreaker, he seemed to be silently saluting for someone's parting.She walked straight in front of him, smiled, and helped him gather his collar.Hearing him say that sentence slowly, the sentence she had already thought of.

"Uncle, let's go."

Her hand that helped him put his collar together trembled suddenly. In just three seconds, it seemed as if the whole world had stopped.But three seconds later, she sighed softly, and then laughed again, as if nothing happened, as if she hadn't heard anything just now.

She didn't cry when she was sitting in Qin Liang's car, she just stared out the window with dull eyes, unable to tell whether it was sadness or loneliness, this kind of Xue Rou calmly scared Qin Liang.After a long time, when he was about to rush to the gate of the hospital, he heard what she said: "After all, I still can't see my movie." Yesterday in the hospital, she saw her father dying, and knew in her heart that his father was dying. Not only can't last three days, it's hard to survive today.She should have rejected the wrap-up banquet and spent the last time with him in the hospital, but she couldn't. She found that she would rather drink intoxicating wine alone in a strange hotel than have the courage to face her father's death.

There is nothing greater than sorrow, and the heart never dies.

This time, there was no Bai Qingwan by her side, and she watched her father lying on the now empty hospital bed alone, with no expression on her face.I didn't see each other for the last time. Is it a good thing or a bad thing? Standing outside the door of the morgue, separated by a door, but so far away: "Dad, will it be cold..."

Until sending her home, Qin Liang never saw her shed a single tear.It's not that she has no expression at all, she can smile, but this kind of smile that doesn't show a trace of sadness is really seen by Qin Liang, and it hurts in the bottom of her heart.He wanted to say one more thing, cry.Sitting in the car, he looked up at the small window, imagining how hard and sad such a long and lonely late night must be.

On the day of the film's premiere, Bai Qingwan had a small white flower pinned to her chest, and there was a hint of sadness in her beauty.In the background, many actors laughed together and talked about the latest gossip. She was the only one sitting in the corner, quietly reading a book without saying a word.This is the case in the entertainment industry. They never talk about human touch. When she was a first-line actress, who didn't want to curry favor with her, who didn't want to deliberately curry favor with her.Now that things are different, she is no longer popular, and she can only play the female number three, so even when her father died, no one cared about her.This is the entertainment industry, and there has never been an entertainment industry where people are warm and cold.

"Xuerou, I'm sorry." She suddenly appeared beside her, hugged her shoulders, and patted her.

"I will." She closed the book, looked at Bai Qingwan beside her, and showed a standard smile.

"Xuerou, let's go home for a meal, Xiaojia misses you." She stroked her head with a gentle and soft tone.

In fact, after so many days, Xuerou herself thinks very clearly. From the beginning to the end, she has no position to blame Bai Qingwan. Back then, she insisted on breaking into her life, and she was the one who willingly wanted to marry Bai Qingwan. It was Chu Junyan who willingly agreed to Gu Pingchuan's request.No one has ever forced her to do all of this, so what position does she have to ask for something in return now?

"Please convey your concern for Xiaojia for me, and thank her for remembering me. As for the meal, I won't eat it."

"If you...we can go out to eat."

She knew she was talking about Huo Yuluo, and she really didn't want to see him, but now, she has no time to care about this much, she's just tired: "I'm sorry, I'm really not in the mood recently. I I know you pity me, but it doesn't matter, I'm doing well. Thank you anyway."

"Xuerou, I don't feel sorry for you, I just love you." She suddenly looked at her very seriously, and the two looked at each other, but none of them chose to avoid it. As if staying out of the way, her words were never heard by others, and she never heard what others were saying. Bai Qingwan stretched out her hand and touched her cheek, "I want to care about you, but I don't know how to care about you. I want to comfort you, but what? Words seem superfluous. This time I will not speak from the perspective of a mother, I just hope you can live better. "

It's been a few days since the film was finished, and I finally saw the finished film. She didn't have many shots, but her acting was almost enough to satisfy her.Looking at myself on the screen, I always feel like going back to a few years ago.There is only one original intention for taking over the filming of this film, which is for my father.But now that she has done it, her father is long gone.

In the darkness, someone held her hand, and that kind of warmth spread down her palm to the bottom of her heart.She finally turned her head and smiled back.

The theme song of the movie was sung by Zhao Shiying. After watching the gentle and graceful singer of the new generation on stage, she suddenly thought of the lovely little girl in Wuzhen who was like a heavenly being.She didn't stay in Wuzhen for a long time, and her days were very ordinary, but she really felt happy.She would love to go again if she could.

I don't know if she suddenly untied the knot in her heart. Thinking of her words during the day, her warm hands, and Zhao Shiying's voice of healing all wounds, she felt that the most difficult time may have passed.

"Hello." The white sky light shot straight into the bedroom through the thin curtains, Xue Rou subconsciously covered her eyes while pressing the answer button on her phone, "Auntie." As everyone knew, the knot in her heart was untied, The name also changed.

"Xiao Rou, do you want to travel?"

"where to."

"How about going to Wuzhen?"