The Queen's Secret

Chapter 32] Heartbroken

It was dusk when we left the hotel.She stood alone on the roof of the hotel for a long time, stroking the railing, looking up at the sky, bowing her head to the ground, mocking herself in her heart.How much she hated this dirty place, and how much she wanted to erase this painful memory that would accompany her for the rest of her life.She stood there for a full five hours, afraid that she would run into people who came to the banquet and left when she went out.The current Liao Xuerou must have become the object of everyone's scolding. After fleeing marriage, the Chu family has somehow become a laughing stock.She is the instigator.

She locked herself in the car, turned on the phone, and looked at the hundreds of missed calls displayed on the screen, she didn't know whether to cry or laugh.Before she left, Gu Pingchuan told her that what he liked was her innocence.How ridiculous, even if she was once pure and flawless, after today, isn't she still a woman covered in dirt.

As for the Chu family, how would she face that family?

Before she became famous, she would often come to this small food stall with Dr. Qin to eat wontons. There was no feasting or constant flow around. Occasionally, there would be a few returnees riding bicycles from work or couples walking hand in hand. The boss and the proprietress are a loving and kind couple. Every time they tell them what happened in the alley recently, for example, whose family gave birth to a fat boy, and which university their girl was admitted to , Sometimes they will scoop up many more wontons for them.

One bite, the aroma of shrimp meat and cabbage seems to be able to float far away, dipped in the vinegar on the plate, and with the breeze and night, it seems that all unpleasantness disappears in an instant.It is precisely because of its simplicity that Xuerou can shed all her exhaustion and frustration and gain a moment of peace.

"Drink some wine." The wonton soup still had an enticing aroma, and Xuerou put down the spoon and hugged her head with both hands, and said to Qin Liang who was opposite.Only by drinking some wine can I temporarily forget all the unhappiness and stop thinking about how to clean up this mess.

Qin Liangliang nodded, and then the proprietress wearing an apron excitedly brought a few bottles of Erguotou. Before leaving, she still told them that young people should not drink too much alcohol.

Regarding today's engagement, Qin Liang was also one of the guests. When he received her call, the first thing he said was not why she was absent, but I went to find you. After meeting, he rubbed her hair and warmed her. He smiled and asked her if she was hungry.Her tears fell immediately, she nodded and said she wanted to eat wontons.And then we got here together.He didn't say anything, he didn't ask anything, it was just like usual.

She poured herself glass after glass, and tears fell down her cheeks, dripping down the wine glass and dripping on the table.She didn't say a word, just drank desperately like desperately.

"Don't drink." He grabbed her wine glass and smashed it on the dining table. At first, he also drank with her. She was allergic and he didn't stop her.But with her current appearance, anyone who sees her will feel pain in her heart.

She hugged her head, from sobbing to howling, ignoring the curious eyes of passers-by and the comfort of the proprietress, she just kept crying.Why is she not drunk, why is she unable to forget the day's events.

"Okay." He walked to her side and hugged her head, she rested her head on his navel, put her hands around his waist, and just cried like that.

"I can't help it. You know what I've lost."

She seemed to be tired from crying, talking nonsense, and being carried by him with her eyes closed.She said she didn't want to talk about the car, so he carried her behind his back.She seemed to be asleep, but she didn't seem to be asleep, she vaguely asked illogical questions in his ear, and insisted on him answering, and he cooperated with good temper.

Until I heard her talking intermittently.

"Gu Pingchuan, that bastard... bastard, this old beast..."

He stopped suddenly, his brows were knit together, his eyes were a little red, and he continued to walk forward with the drunk and unconscious her on his back: "Xue'er, I won't let others hurt you." But somehow, My heart twitched violently, and it hurt more and more.

It was early morning when she was carried under the apartment, and she said to him as if she suddenly woke up: "Put me down. I can go up by myself. Thank you tonight, Dr. Qin."

He looked back at her red cheeks, put her down, and patted her on the shoulder: "Everything will be fine, really." She reached out and hugged him. This was the first time they hugged, like brothers and sisters, he rubbed Rubbing her hair, she hugged his neck, which was very warm, making her feel finally supported.

Xuerou nodded, and gave him a big smile to show her thanks. In fact, she was still drunk, but she was much better than before. In fact, she really wanted to stay drunk and forget all the annoying things, but God never People's wishes are not fulfilled.The more you want to be confused, the more you will be sober.

"Are you back?" She staggered out of the elevator and walked to the door of the house. In the end, God still didn't want to let her go easily.The leather bag in her hand fell heavily to the ground, and she stood there in a daze for a moment, unable to say a word.Just looking straight at Bai Qingwan standing in front of her, without dodging.She wanted to know what, exactly, what would happen to her.

"Give me an explanation."

She shook her head, smiled bitterly and bleakly, bit her lips, and realized that everything she said was wrong: "There is no explanation. Auntie, I was wrong. I lied to Ayan."

"Cheated A Yan, but cuddled with another man downstairs? I always thought that Xuerou was a pure and white woman, different from other people in this circle, but now it seems that she is even better. Right? You have not only deceived A Yan, you have deceived the entire Chu family! Because of you alone, my entire Chu family has been ashamed!"

This palm was so loud that she could hear the echo, five fingerprints were deeply burned on Xuerou's fair cheeks.Her head seemed a little dizzy. She had been afraid of pain since she was a child, but this time the pain did not force her to cry.She felt as if she had changed back to when she was a teenager, wrapped in a coarse school uniform and holding a cloth umbrella. When she met her for the first time in Fengwu Lane, she looked gentle and beautiful like a mother, holding her little hand carefully. keep her inside.At that time, she said to her, go inside. At that time, she said to her, girl, you should take good care of your hands.

At that time, she gave up her dream for her, because the sudden appearance of her suddenly became her dream.

For ten years, she was alone, and it was that fierce and decisive love that supported her to this day.

But today, she was finally heartbroken.She is no longer qualified to regard her as her dream.

Not anymore.