The Queen's Secret

Chapter 21] My happiness is her

When Qin Liang heard the news of her marriage from her, the teacup in his hand almost fell to the ground.After so many years, he thought that he had enough endurance and endurance to support everything she did sincerely, but when the girl he loves really wants to marry and become a wife, it is still unavoidable to feel sad of.For ten years, he hasn't been in a relationship. When his best friend has become a father, he still loves this woman who is devoted to others.

But will she be happy?

"What? Don't you bless me?" She smiled lightly, but her heart was churning like a huge wave.

He just looked straight at her like that, and looked down at her without looking away: "It is said in the book that patients with severe depression have a strong desire to possess and control."

She smiled softly, as if she was mocking herself and the world: "Didn't you say that you will support me?"

"But I never said that supporting you is not happy."

She shook her head, her eyes became determined and full of light: "It is happiness to be able to see her every day. I know that I am an abnormal person. I should go to hell with such a relationship, but I just want to control her." No, I know many people will say this is an abnormal emotion, but in my heart, my love is not cheap at all. I hope that I can be by her side every day and listen to her when she is happy Joy, share with her when she is depressed, be her punching bag when she is angry, I can give her all the warmth when she needs the care most. I don’t care, as long as she is good, the whole sky is bright gone."

"But Xue'er, you really never thought about it, do you want to tell her?"

"Yes." She nodded, smiling brightly, "I have thought about it. I have thought about it, maybe she will hug me, or touch my head, just like my mother, treat me Said, I like me too. I also thought that she might, might be angry, ignore me, and hate me. Every time I think of this, I dare not think about it anymore. I am so afraid that she will hate me. " Therefore, even if the chance of her being hated is only one percent, she would rather keep this feeling in her heart forever.

Just like him, for ten years, his love for this little girl seems to have only grown stronger, but he never thought of telling her.In fact, the most painful thing in life is not that the person you love deeply does not love you, but watching her jump into the fire pit and can only bless her.

He finally smiled, but that smile was as bitter as drinking Coptis chinensis: "Then, when you get married, remember to send me an invitation."

At the end of the month, I saw the news about her retirement that took up a lot of space in the entertainment newspapers. The word "flash in the pan" could not be more appropriate to describe her.At that time, it was like colorful fireworks piercing the sky, shocking the entire circle, but now it is like a dissipating meteor, about to turn into ashes.As for reluctance, it's not entirely absent.

She is not a weak and hypocritical person, she can act aggressive towards Gu Pingchuan, the leader in the industry, and can also act aggressively in front of the former red star Wei Zizhen, but when this matter falls on her, she will never stop. Also out of ideas.I have to say that she hates the feeling of kneeling, as if she is trampling her dignity on the soles of her feet.

Half a month has passed, she knelt on the ground and looked at the people in the window in a daze every day, but she never waited for the moment when the door opened for her again.If this scene was captured by the media, I don't know how many black fans would call her hypocritical, but who can tell her what else she can do besides this.

Until one day, even the servant who worked in Bai's house couldn't stand it anymore, came to talk to her, and advised her to leave quickly.

"I just want to see them." She shook her head, her lips were pale and frightening, "You went out to buy medicine, is someone sick?"

The woman who seemed to be in her early forties nodded: "Yes, the old lady has suffered from rheumatism for many years. For these years, every cloudy or rainy day has a piercing pain. No, look at this day , I'm afraid it will be rainy again in a few days, so I will help her out to buy the medicine when she runs out of medicine. Unexpectedly, girl, you are still kneeling here."

"Rheumatism... But I see that what you bought is western medicine. Hasn't the old lady tried traditional Chinese medicine?" She took the basic theory of Chinese medicine as an elective course when she was in college, and she also has some knowledge of Chinese medicine. A case of rheumatic disease recovered from recuperation.

But the woman just shook her head: "My old lady dislikes traditional Chinese medicine the most. She said she can't stand the bitter taste of the soup, and the old lady and the master are very disgusted with hospitals. Every time they feel pain, they just take some medicine." ..."

She remembered that Bai He hated hospitals. What was the reason for such a family that made them all hate that place so much.There are countless threads in my mind that are tangled together, but I can't get the answer.

"Girl, if you can't participate in the affairs of the Bai family, don't participate. If you come to kneel like this every day, it's really not worth it if you get sick. Go back and don't come again. "

Everyone persuaded her to go back, and everyone told the story of the Bai family like an eternal mystery.But in Xuerou's view, it's not a mystery, but a knot in her heart. Qingwan's life is not happy, but the life of the two elders of the Bai family is not at ease.Under this world, there is no eternal hatred, and there is no knot that cannot be untied.As Dr. Qin said, on this road, you may encounter many difficulties, but if you don't give it a go, it may be a lifelong regret.

"Hey, Liangzi, you finally have time to come here, boy. If you don't come, it's fine. When you come, you will be shocked, and even the queen of the movie is brought to me."

Compared with western medicine, she still believes in traditional Chinese medicine. Rheumatism is not a minor disease, and it will become more and more difficult to treat as it protracts. Especially for people of Mrs. Bai's age, if it is not cured as soon as possible, it may become more and more painful.So she begged Qin Liang to bring her to the hospital of traditional Chinese medicine. Fortunately, he had a good network, and his good buddy was the attending doctor of the orthopedics department, which saved him a lot of trouble.

"Hello, May, my name is Fan Anjie. You can call me Anjie!" The doctor was very interesting. He reached out his hand to shake Xuerou's hand, but his hand kept shaking, and then wiped his forehead Khan said embarrassingly, "No, I'm sorry, I'm too excited. Liangzi, this kid, never told me that he and the actress are friends."

Xuerou shook her head, showing a standard Liao-style smile: "It's okay, you can just call me Xuerou. I will trouble you a lot today, Anjie."

"Okay, old Fan, didn't someone feel sad for a long time because of the news that the actress passed away on TV a few days ago, now I brought you your idol, you have to behave well. "Qin Liang put his hand on his shoulder and patted him on the shoulder.

It can be seen that Dr. Fan has been trying very hard to calm himself down, but he is shaking more and more violently, and he can't help but tease Xue Rou: "It's not all about you! It's not enough friends, you know me... "