stonecrandall Chapter 42 Mo Chenyang, You Can Really Do It
Chapter 42 Mo Chenyang, You Can Really Do It
Ji Si didn't want outsiders to see the joke, so he dragged Mo Chenyang home directly.
Ji Si sat on the sofa and smoked several cigarettes in a row. The hall was filled with the pungent smell of smoke. Mo Chenyang stood aside, not knowing where to put his hands and feet.
"Teacher..." Mo Chenyang glanced at Ji Si cautiously.
Ji Si pressed the remaining half of a cigarette in the ashtray irritably: "Shut up, I don't want to listen to you now."
Mo Chenyang bit his lip, poured out all the dissatisfaction in his heart like a broken can, and yelled at Ji Si: "What about the teacher? The teacher obviously hasn't forgotten about that man, in the car, at home They are all his favorite flavors. The milk tea shops are all combinations of your name and his name, as well as lotus seed porridge. Teacher, what do you think of me? Do you really have me in your heart? If I don’t lie to you, let you treat me so A little guilty, will you never be with me in this life?"
"You..." Ji Si didn't expect Mo Chenyang to say that, and the pain in his heart was more breathless than when he was ruthlessly abandoned by Miko. He looked up at the ceiling and took a deep breath: "Mo Chenyang , you can really do it."
After saying this, Ji Si pushed Mo Chenyang down on the sofa, his eyes were full of hurt and sorrow, and he raised his hand in the air for a long time, but he didn't hit it.
He cursed "Fuck!", turned and went back to his room, the door was slammed with a bang.
Mo Chenyang froze for a moment, curled up his limbs and nestled himself on the sofa.
He couldn't believe that Ji Si's kindness to him was due to his feelings, and he was afraid that he would lose what he finally got. Ko said that.
Maybe the teacher said he forgot, but there is still a shadow of that person in his heart.
He was crazily jealous—that person was someone the teacher once loved, and even now that person still has some influence on the teacher.
Mo Chenyang bit his lip tightly, pinching his palm almost masochistically.
After calming down, he looked at the closed door, pursed his lips, walked over and knocked on the door.
"Teacher, I was wrong just now, please don't be angry?" Mo Chenyang thought of Ji Si's eyes just now, his heart ached, what a jerk he was to say such a thing.
No one answered him, and the room was silent.
The door was locked from the inside, Mo Chenyang twisted the door handle and did not open it.
Mo Chenyang panicked. He made things like this that could be undone by a good apology. He knocked on the door again, pleadingly: "Teacher, can you open the door?"
In the room, amidst the smog, Ji Si sat on the bedside with a cigarette in his mouth.
He stared blankly at the front, Mo Chenyang's words were too lethal, no less than digging out his heart from his chest/alive, and then ruthlessly threw his warm, bloody heart to the ground.
What kind of?
Ji Si laughed at himself, he regarded Mo Chenyang as a baby, and because of his status, he regarded Mo Chenyang as the most untouchable thread in his heart...
Ah!
He is such a flirtatious and frivolous person, you should not believe him, right? !
Ji Si was thinking a little self-destructively, the knock on the door continued to ring, and he was so restless that he was about to get up to open the door, when a light flashed outside——
His door was kicked open!
Fuck!
Ji Si stared at Mo Chenyang and sneered, "What? Do you want to beat me up?"
"Teacher, I, I..." Mo Chenyang coughed twice due to the smell of smoke, "I want to have a good talk with you."
Ji Si took a puff of cigarette, exhaled light blue smoke, and curled his lips coldly: "But I don't want to see you, get out."
"Don't," Mo Chenyang walked up to Ji Si and reached out to grab the cigarette from Ji Si's mouth: "Teacher, don't smoke."
Ji Si avoided his hand, but still threw the cigarette aside, and said indifferently: "Mo Chenyang, what else do you want?!"
The man's indifferent expression deeply hurt Mo Chenyang's heart. Even when he confronted Ji Si before, the man had never been so indifferent to him. He couldn't tell what it was like, anyway, the suffocation made him Almost dead: "Teacher, don't be like this..."
"Are you fucking annoying?!" Ji Si shook off Mo Chenyang's hand and took a few steps back: "Okay, you're not going out, right? Then I'll go!"
The man walked out with his coat in his hand. When the two passed by, Mo Chenyang smelled a strong smell of tobacco on his body.
"Teacher, don't go." Mo Chenyang grabbed Ji Si's arm. He wanted to apologize, but Ji Si didn't listen to him at all.
The boy's voice had a barely audible cry, and Ji Si's heart softened. He hated the little kid like this the most, but what Mo Chenyang said just now really chilled him, and this kind of chill made him unable to hug the little kid. Tighten his arms to comfort him, he was hurt too.
"Let go." Ji Si frowned, turned his head and said in a cold voice.
Mo Chenyang hugged him from behind, tightly hugging him into his arms: "I won't let you go, you will leave as soon as I let go."
Mo Chenyang was really scared, he didn't dare to let go.
"Fuck!" Ji Si broke Mo Chenyang's hand around his waist and pushed him out: "It's so fucking annoying!"
Mo Chenyang was unsteady and took two steps back, bumped into the desk, and let out a muffled groan.
Ji Si gritted her teeth, turned around and left the room without going to help him.
His body hurt and his heart hurt too, Mo Chenyang's face turned pale because of Ji Si's words.
The teacher said he was annoying...
Maybe in the eyes of the teacher, he is just a child who is unreasonable and plays tricks...
Mo Chenyang was full of thoughts, but he was stunned for a moment and then chased him out. He was afraid that Ji Si would go to another man outside again, and he was afraid that Ji Si would never want him again after going out this time...
When Mo Chenyang came out, Ji Si had just opened the door, and he still had the car keys in his hand.
"Teacher, I was wrong, I was really wrong, don't go." Mo Chenyang rushed over and hugged Ji Si's arm, he took a breath, resisted the slight soreness in his nasal cavity, and maintained the last bit of self-esteem and calmness plead.
Ji Si didn't look back, he was afraid that if he couldn't help it, his heart would soften. He likes Mo Chenyang, not because of anything else, but because of liking. If Mo Chenyang doesn't believe in his feelings, even if they get together sooner or later, they will be together because of this. things broke up.
"Stay well." Ji Si flicked his hand away, and his figure flashed, disappearing in front of Mo Chenyang.
Mo Chenyang slumped on the ground powerlessly, buried his head between his knees and legs, his breath was filled with the man's favorite tobacco fragrance, but he was the only one left in the house.
He stayed quietly for a while, then returned to Ji Si's room, went to the bathroom to wash his face, the young man in the mirror was in a mess, with despair and decadence in his eyes.
He laughed at himself, feeling like a fool/pussy.
Ji Si has always been the tense nerve in his mind, and any abnormality will make him lose control.
Mo Chenyang raised his arm and wiped it on his face, walked to the bedroom and threw himself on Ji Si's bed.
He hugged Ji Si's pillow, which smelled like a man after a bath.
Mo Chenyang had the illusion that he was hugging Ji Si. He buried his face in the pillow and murmured uncontrollably: "Teacher...Teacher..."
Yesterday he was still on this bed, lying on the man's body and doing whatever he wanted, today he can only hug the man's pillow for comfort.
"Teacher, I like you so much..." Mo Chenyang almost wanted to rub the pillow into his bones, his hand slowly slipped under his body, and he untied his belt and reached in.
The door of the room was wide open, and the boy was lying on the bed with a pillow in his arms, his trousers were pulled back to his knees, his eyes were closed, his brows were slightly frowned, one hand was moving under his body, he kept calling Teacher, sometimes Sound Ji Si's name.
The weather at the beginning of October was already getting chilly, and it was only when Ji Si went out that he realized that it was already slightly dark, and the parking lot had a strange and eerie atmosphere that had lasted for many years.
Coming out in a hurry, Ji Si sat in the car and realized that he didn't bring his mobile phone. Maybe Shang Baobao was being loved on the bed. After thinking about it, he drove to the bar.
The bar was as lively as ever, Yan Xu was chatting passionately with a man, he just nodded when he saw him.
Ji Si sighed and sat down at the bar: "A cup of Long Island iced tea."
Yan Xu raised his eyebrows, said a few words to the man, and walked up to Ji Si: "What's wrong?"
"It's okay." Ji Si didn't want to say it. Could it be that he had a fight with an underage brat?
If Ji Si can't do such a shameful thing, he still has to lose face.
"Have you quarreled with your brat?" Yan Xu mixed the wine and handed it to Ji Si.
Ji Si waved his hand impatiently: "Don't mention it, you're fucking fucked!"
In the end, Ji Si still couldn't hold back, and told Yan Xu the ins and outs of the matter, and when he got excited, he raised his head and swallowed a glass of wine.
His throat was hot, and Ji Si frowned and coughed.
Yan Xu handed him a glass of water.
"You too, it's been two years, why are you still keeping that man's stuff?" Yan Xu couldn't help but interjected.
Ji Si choked for a moment: "Isn't that why I haven't met a kid? It's been two years, I've gotten used to it, and I forgot about it for a while."
Yan Xu rolled his eyes at him, "So you ran out?"
"No..." Ji Si frowned when he thought of Mo Chenyang, he frowned and said, "He doesn't believe my feelings for him at all, he is worried about gains and losses, if he keeps doing this, he will never open his heart to me , like cheating me to keep me, on the other hand, what he said really touched my heart."
Yan Xu listened quietly, and added another glass of wine to Ji Si: "Then are you going back tonight?"
Ji Si shook his head: "I don't want to see him for now."
At this time, Ji Si was a little rejoiced. Fortunately, he came out. If the little boy was kicked out, he would probably have to sleep in the bridge hole.
Ji Si suddenly thought of the last sentence of the kid's accusation.
If Mo Chenyang hadn't lied to him, to be honest, he really wouldn't be with Mo Chenyang.
Mo Chenyang was really too young, he was afraid that once he held hands, he would not be able to bear the loneliness and sadness when he was alone again.
He really didn't want to bear that kind of heart-piercing pain a second time.