strike first

088: let's break up

After Xi Gongming hung up the phone, he looked at the photo of him and Jiang Ziling's two brothers in the phone wallpaper. The focus of his eyes finally settled on that handsome face.

This game must be won.

Otherwise, the relationship of more than 20 years can only be friendship...

He swiped the screen of the phone again and dialed several numbers in a row. He got in touch with all his cronies and friends, and helped them find someone.

He is not afraid of not being able to find the person. He is afraid that the person will be hidden.

After getting the help of those gangsters who are upside down day and night, what is Xi Gongming going to do now.

Naturally, he went home to rest for a while. He threw the mobile phone on the passenger seat and started the car.

Going home. Unknowingly, I came downstairs to Austin. I came to the door with ease and took out the key to open the door. I didn’t realize it. The concept of going home in my head was defined as coming to Austin.

I have already arrived here. Then sleep here for the night. Even if tonight is a night of insomnia. Just say goodbye to Austin tomorrow morning.

Open the door. The room was pitch black. Xi Gongming habitually lightly locked the door back.

In the darkness, the man sitting on the sofa heard the door opening, and immediately raised his depressed heart. Turning his head, he couldn't see the figure of the person who came in, but he could hear him changing his shoes.

"Why don't you turn on the lights?" Austin asked.

This unexpected voice didn't frighten Xi Gongming. But he still raised his head in surprise. Based on his familiarity with the house, he looked towards the sofa. "You haven't slept yet."

"..." Austin was silent for a while and asked, "Have you found Jiang Ziling?"

Xi Gongming turned on the light. The bright incandescent light caused the eyes of the two men who had been in the dark for a while to squint.

Xi Gongming walked to the sofa and glanced at Austin in surprise. He was still wearing the blue tuxedo he wore to Jiang Zihao's birthday party today.

"No..." Xi Gongming rubbed his temples, sat down beside Austin, took out a cigarette, put it in his mouth, searched his pockets, but couldn't find a lighter.

Austin got up and took the lighter that was on the coffee table, and helped Xi Gongming light the cigarette. Just like Xi Gongming was too lazy to light a cigarette when he was smoking.

The more Austen is so appropriate, the more Xi Gongming feels inexplicably blocked in his heart. During this period of time living with this stupid man, he has become a bit stupid. But he still feels quite happy. Life is still a little fun.

But. This boring fun is much more. It is no longer called fun.

"Gongming. I love you. Can you say you love me as usual?" Austin wrapped his arms around Xi Gongming's neck and buried his head in the socket of his neck, feeling the breath of this man still beside him.

This afternoon, Xi Gongming's pursuit of Jiang Ziling without hesitation was a huge blow to Austin.

When he was left behind last time, he believed that this man loved him a little bit. But, seeing what happened this afternoon, his little pride was completely destroyed.

The most important thing in his heart is that man...

So. He began to panic. He worried that this man would just chase after him and never come again.

To his surprise, the man still opened the door.

Therefore, he wants to keep this man, even if it is a crime.

"..." Xi Gongming opened his mouth, but he couldn't speak. The more he couldn't speak, the more irritable he became.

He was going to propose to this man that it was over. But this man didn't intend to break up with him.

Austin couldn't get the response he wanted, and his heart began to sink again. If it was normal, Xi Gongming would have been so eager to take the initiative. But this time, he was not in the mood at all.

That's right. Something happened to Jiang Ziling. How could he be in the mood?

"Honey. I love you..." Austin began to wet/kiss Xi Gongming. Buried in his neck. Kissing. While murmuring I love you. Whilst murmuring I love you, my heart hurts more .

This is a harbinger of fear of losing. From the very beginning. He fell into this trap. The end must be the loser.

Xi Gongming leaned his head on the sofa. He looked at the crystal chandelier with white light above his head. His eyes were dazzled. Obviously, he had no passion/desire at all at this moment. But he let Austin kiss him passionately and stretched out his hand. Into his own body. Lovingly stroking.

It was the first time Austin had seen Xi Gongming's behavior of not refusing and not cooperating. He felt so strange because of this. Obviously, the more he continued, the more painful his heart was. But his hands never stopped.

To love and to be loved is a kind of injury...

Didn't ever. Everything changes.

Austin couldn't find the answer. He unbuttoned Xi Gongming's shirt and passionately kissed the bronze smooth skin of the other party. He kissed every inch and every inch. It seemed that he wanted to leave traces of what he once had on this man.

The soft lips kissed the skin. It was like high-grade silk passing over the skin. It was so comfortable and soft. Accompanied by this soft kiss, there were drops of hot liquid dripping on the skin. It was so Wet. So hot. Then along the arc of the body. Rolling down to the abdomen. Until it is absorbed by the fabric of the pants.

He knew. Austin cried.

He had foreseen this moment coming.

Xi Gongming got his head off the sofa. He stretched out his hand to hold the face of the man who was buried in his chest and kissed him ignorantly. The other man looked at him with hot eyes. It was obviously such a temptation, but there was still a little sex/desire nothing……

Is it possible? It is no longer possible.

The two looked at each other silently for a few seconds. Finally, Xi Gongming still spoke. "Austin, let's break up."

His voice was very deep and slightly hoarse. It sounded like an illusion of sadness.

Austin froze to Xi Gongming's hand. The tears in his eye sockets flowed out like a faucet out of control.

In the end. He still said it.

Nothing like the last time. Crying and begging to let this man stay. Austin believed that he would not be so cheap. He experienced the torment of broken love twice. It was still to the same person.

Xi Gongming closed his eyes. He didn't want Austin's distraught face to be reflected in his sight. He got up from the sofa, buttoned all the shirts that had been unbuttoned, and walked straight to the door.

This time it was obviously easier to walk than last time. But why is my heart aching.