strike first

061: Reluctance

When Xi Gongming woke up, his first reaction was that he thought he was in the morgue. The surroundings were covered with pale cloth. Fortunately, this room was familiar to him.

He rubbed his temples and sat up with his body propped up. His whole head felt as heavy as if it had been filled with paste.

The window is open. It is raining lightly outside the window. Bringing the spring breeze. The curtains are blowing through the window lattice. The floor is wet.

The furnishings and furniture in this room have not changed. It's just that they are all covered with white cloth. It seems that the owner is going to travel for a long time.

Xi Gongming wanted to find his mobile phone. When he reached into the pocket of his trousers, he realized that the clothes he was wearing had been changed into pajamas. He looked around the room again and saw that his mobile phone, wallet and cigarettes were all on the table.

I took my phone and looked at the time. Then I realized that I had slept all day.

Open the contacts. Just as I was about to hang up the phone to the owner of this room, there was the sound of the door opening outside the living room.

Xi Gongming hung up the phone, got up from the bed, and walked out of the living room. Austin just changed his shoes and came in. The two of them were right next to each other.

"You're awake." Austin lifted the dishes he just bought into the kitchen and put them down.

Xi Gongming looked around the living room. All the furniture was covered with a layer of white cloth. There were two suitcases in the center of the living room. He turned around and asked, "Where are you going?"

Austin avoided Xi Gongming's sight, looked away, and said, "Where you go doesn't have much to do with you."

He muttered in his heart. He must have committed a crime. He brought this man back here last night.

Xi Gongming looked at Austin with his mouth slightly open but didn't know what to say. Yes. Where he is going is none of your business.

Xi Gongming turned around, walked into the bedroom, took out the cigarettes on the table, lifted the white cloth from the sofa in the living room, leaned on the sofa and lit a cigarette, and puffed out the smoke ring.

Austin just stood there. Looking at Xi Gongming's back, his heart was inexplicably painful. Why did he still see this man before he left.

Since that night, no matter how much he begged this man, he couldn't let him stay. Austin had been in pain for several days. Later, he also had a good self-reflection. In fact, he was not that bad. He became humble. Therefore, he decided to leave Z City and return to the United States to develop.

Yesterday morning, after he came back from the hospital, he took a day to pack all his things. He had already boarded the taxi to the airport. But when he passed by paradise, he couldn’t help asking the driver to stop the car. Then he went in to see one look.

But he did not expect to meet Xi Gongming in the bathroom of Paradise. At that time, he avoided in a hurry, but heard the sound of someone falling to the ground. At first he thought it was this man who lied to him and pretended to faint. But his Reason still can't overcome obsession. Still fell back to the bathroom.

This man didn't pass out. He passed out drunk.

Depend on.

So, Austin took this man back to this apartment by a strange coincidence.

"Hey. I'm hungry." Xi Gongming turned his head and said to the man behind him. There was no dear, and no name.

Austin said angrily: "This is not a hotel. You can come if you want, eat if you want, and leave if you want."

"..." Xi Gongming silently smoked a cigarette. Since when did he find no fun with this man.

The awkward atmosphere was silent between the two for several minutes. It was finally broken by Xi Gongming. He pinched the cigarette butt off his fingertips and said, "I want to eat sweet and sour fish. You cooked it last time and it was delicious."

Austin was silent for a while before opening his lips: "I bought the ingredients for curry pork ribs rice bowl. You can eat it if you eat it. If you don't eat it, you will fall down." After finishing speaking, he walked into the kitchen and took out all the packed tableware. I thought to myself. Just treat it as my last meal.

Half an hour later, Austin lifted the white cloth from the dining table and called out to the man who was still sitting in the living room: "Okay, come in and eat."

Xi Gongming came to the restaurant and sat down at the dining table. Austin brought a plate of delicious curry ribs with rice and put it in front of him. He said, "Let's go after eating."

Xi Gongming turned his head and looked at Austin. Austin calmly returned to the kitchen and served himself a portion. Then he sat down opposite Xi Gongming.

Austin glanced at Xi Gongming, who was always looking at him. He lowered his head, picked up the spoon, scooped a spoonful and put it into his mouth. He took three consecutive bites, raised his head, and Xi Gongming's gaze was still on himself. No intention of starting it at all.

Austin said with a straight face: "Why do you keep looking at me? Don't worry. I didn't take any medicine. Who wants to die with you."

Sacrifice.

"Pfft..." Xi Gongming couldn't help feeling amused, picked up the spoon and started.

Austin glared at Xi Gongming. "What are you laughing at? When you're full, wash the pots and bowls before getting out."

Xi Gongming took two mouthfuls of rice. Finally, the corners of his lips flattened when he smiled. He raised his eyes and glanced at Austin. He asked, "When will you be back?"

When are you coming back.

Austin froze. The question. He never thought about it.

"I won't come back anymore..." Austin said lightly. But his vision was inexplicably blurred. He buried his head and stopped talking. He just focused on eating.

Xi Gongming listened. He raised his head and looked at Austin. He squirmed his mouth for a while, as if he was thinking about something, but he didn't say anything in the end. Then he lowered his head and ate silently.

That's it. The two delicious curry pork rib rice bowls were finished silently by the two of them.

Xi Gongming licked the plate clean and asked, "Is there any more?"

Austin lowered his head. There was no response. Xi Gongming looked at him for a while. Then he got up from the chair and went to the kitchen to turn over the pot. He filled out the remaining half of the pot. He sat down and picked up the spoon. eat up.

There was another death-like silence. It seemed that the sound of chewing and moving the food in the mouth became extremely loud.

Xi Gongming finished the last spoonful of rice on the plate. There was no tissue on the table, so he licked his lips with his tongue. He leaned back on the chair and said, "Then stay a little longer. Play with me for a while..."

Xi Gongming didn't know how uncomfortable his words were for Austin. It was like a heart that had already been scarred was pierced by a thousand needles again.

Austin kept his head down. Two drops of transparent liquid had already dripped on the table.

Seeing that Austin didn't speak, Xi Gongming said to himself, "Actually, when I'm with you, I feel quite happy..."

These words made Austin tremble slightly in his heart, but he was relieved by the other party's next sentence.

"You are more fun than other bed partners..."

Bedmates. Bedmates. We are meant to be bedmates only.

"I'm full. You can roll." Austin thought that his emotions could be calmed down, but the voice he made was choked with sobs.

Xi Gongming looked at the man facing him with his head down in surprise. Something was going on in his heart, which made him feel very irritated.

The two were in a stalemate for a while. Austin checked the time. It was almost time to go to the airport. Otherwise, he missed the plane again. However, he didn't have the courage to let this man see him crying.

He pointed at the living room door and growled: "Did you hear me? Get out of here. I don't want to miss this flight again."

Xi Gongming stood up from the chair. He looked down at the man with his head down all the time. He asked, "Can't you really stay for a while longer? Stay with me... I'm in a bad mood recently."

Austin's shoulders trembled uncontrollably. He couldn't bear it anymore. He slapped the table with his palm heavily with a "bang". He stood up from the chair, looked at Xi Gongming with red eyes, and roared almost with all his strength. : "Xi Gongming. What do you think of me? We are just bed partners. It turned out to be a bed partner. Then I have the right to ask for a separation. I don't care about your heartless bed partner. You are not Do you already have someone you like? Hasn’t something happened to him now? Then you can stay with him. Why don’t you stay here with me. Fuck you. I brought you back because I was a bitch.”

Xi Gongming stared at the tearful man in front of him in shock. His heart was inexplicably hurting. His body uncontrollably walked in front of Austin and hugged him into his arms.

"Fuck you. Don't touch me." Austin broke free from Xi Gongming's arms and took two steps back. He accidentally tripped over the chair's feet and fell backwards.

Xi Gongming quickly pulled him into his strong chest again, and embraced him with strong arms.

"You rapist. You pervert. Let me go." Austin will definitely not submit obediently. He slapped Xi Gongming desperately. The rogue Xi Gongming has great strength. Austin can't push it away. Otherwise, how could he Being raped/raped so many times.

"Wife, I love you..." Xi Gongming lowered his head and kissed Austin's teary eyes.

wife.

Austin's brain was short-circuited instantly. The struggle of the body was also stiff.

I don't know why. This man always makes his mind unable to work so easily. Obviously it's just a simple sentence. He knows that he is just talking casually. But it makes him jump into the pit without hesitation. Can't Extricate yourself.

"Honey, don't go. Stay, okay? As long as you stay, I promise you no matter what..." Xi Gongming kissed the other party's tears affectionately. Even he himself didn't know how he would say such a thing If so, call this man his wife...

Obviously I just want to play with him again. But when I know that he is going to leave, I feel extremely reluctant. There is even a voice in my mind that keeps shouting: Keep him. Don’t let him go. Otherwise you will regret it...

Austin no longer struggled. The thinking problem in his head was occupied by Xi Gongming's saying that he would promise you no matter what. He looked at Xi Gongming with tears in his eyes. "Really, you can promise me anything."

Xi Gongming nodded his head solemnly. "Yes."

"Including letting me fuck you."

Xi Gongming's mind must have been short-circuited at that time. He looked at Austin's charming face and nodded his head solemnly. "Mmm."