strike first

051: You don't understand love

Austin and Xi Gongming stayed in the gym until the evening. They rested for more than half an hour. The two of them washed off the smelly sweat in the bathroom of the gym.

"What's for dinner tonight?" Austin put the changed clothes into his bag and threw them into Xi Gongming's car, then got into the passenger seat.

Xi Gongming started the car and said, "Curry pork ribs with rice. It's the same as this morning."

Austin nodded his head. "Well. Okay. Then I will go to the supermarket to buy some ingredients. There are no more at home."

"no problem."

The car was driving slowly on the national highway. It happened during the rush hour. People in traffic jams on the national highway walked faster. Xi Gongming tapped the steering wheel back and forth with impatient fingers.

Austin sat in the driver's seat and played with his mobile phone indifferently. He suddenly remembered something. He raised his head and asked, "By the way, what do your parents do? My father is French-American and my mother is Chinese-American. America engages in charity.”

"Why do you ask so suddenly?" Xi Gongming glanced at Austin through the rear mirror. "I didn't ask before. Why am I curious now?"

Yes. At first, Austin was not interested in Xi Gongming's family background. Because he was like this with every bed partner. Anyway, everyone was just having fun. After that, they parted ways and never contacted again.

But. I don’t know when it started. Men have become different from those lovers. They take me to and from work every day, eat with me, and occasionally come back with a sore back after shooting a commercial for a day. Rub my shoulders and say some sweet words ; He also specifically explained to himself the reason why he had left.

All these make Austin, who is drifting outside alone, feel warm in his heart.

Austin is inherently gay. Although he was born in an open-minded West, his parents still cannot approve of his son's sexual orientation.

After Austin became an adult, his parents were busy introducing him to girlfriends. First, they wanted to correct their son’s sexual orientation. But most importantly, they were afraid that Austin’s grandfather, Huangfukai, would get angry if he knew his sexual orientation.

Austin couldn't stand the troubles of his family, so he ran out alone. His parents were so angry that they even suspended his bank card. In order to make a living, Austin used his innate good figure as a model to make a living.

I didn’t expect this mess. It really got a little bit of fame. Many brand companies asked him to walk the show and shoot commercials; Austin’s parents also reported their son’s protest against him. In the end, they had to turn a blind eye. .Huangfu Kai's side can be kept for as long as possible.

"Well. I just wanted to ask. If it turns out to be a bed partner. At least you have to understand it a little bit." Austin turned off his mobile phone. He continued: "In case you are some illegal citizen, let's break up as soon as possible."

Xi Gongming chuckled. "My dad is black. He brought a group of brothers in his hometown. He smuggled drugs, made friends with bureaucrats, collected protection fees, gave usury and raised thugs. He did all kinds of evil."

Austin looked surprised.

Xi Gongming was amused. "I lied to you. See, you really believe it."

Austin breathed a sigh of relief. "What's that for?"

"It's similar to what the black society does."

Austin frowned: "That's not smuggling drugs and befriending bureaucrats to collect protection fees and lend usury to support thugs."

Xi Gongming: "More than that. There are also karaoke and nightclubs for prostitution, underground casinos, underground banks, smuggling agencies..." He said while looking at Austin's overwhelmed amazement, ridiculous expression, and cramp in his stomach.

Austin stopped talking. The expression on his face was extremely stiff.

Xi Gongming glanced at him provocatively. "I'm afraid."

Austin shook his head bravely.

"Haha..." Xi Gongming laughed so hard that he couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear. He smiled and his face suddenly darkened. Damn. How could he be so happy talking to this idiot.

Seeing Xi Gongming, Austin's expression suddenly dropped again. He asked cautiously, "What's wrong with you."

Xi Gongming replied. "It's nothing." He paused and asked, "Hey. You have a man you like in your heart."

Austin was asked this question. His eyes suddenly dimmed.

Although he is gay, he has always been just playing with those lovers. He always cut off the relationship quickly before he fell in love with a lover.

It's not that he doesn't know how to love. It's that he doesn't dare to love. He's afraid that if he falls in love with him, he'll be scarred. So he simply protects himself.

But the man in front of him came to provoke him over and over again, making him unable to let go. Now he has the cheek to ask him if he has ever liked anyone.

"No..." Austin replied softly.

"You're not gay, are you?" Xi Gongming glanced at Austin with a little surprise, and continued to ask: "What about the woman? Have you ever had a woman before?"

"No." Austin said sadly: "I was born gay. My parents made a lot of trouble when they found out about my sexual orientation. I was annoyed by them. I also wanted to find a woman to marry. Then live a normal life."

"Oh." Xi Gongming was surprised. "And then."

"And then it was very bad. The two broke up." Austin smiled awkwardly. "I can't do it with women. I can't come."

"Ha..." Mai Tao whistled, gloating. "I see. You don't move when you see a woman."

Austin's face turned blue. "What about you? Is there anyone you like?"

On the national highway, the traffic jam was finally much smoother. Xi Gongming responded with a nasal sound and drove seriously.

Austin looked at the man who was serious about driving in surprise. He actually has someone he likes. Then what does it mean to come to my place every day?

His heart seemed to be stung by something. His complexion became bad. But he pretended to be okay and asked, "Is it a man or a woman?"

"Damn. There is no question of IQ. If it is a woman, I will fuck you to death every day." Xi Gongming cursed roughly. After a while, he continued: "He played with me since we were young. bamboo horse."

"..." Austin listened carefully.

"In fact, he is also gay. But he never found out and admitted it." Xi Gongming said with a helpless smile. "It wasn't until this year's Valentine's Day, when his boss courted him, that he slowly opened up about his sexual orientation. understanding."

"The two of them are together now." Austin asked cautiously.

Xi Gongming replied with a melancholy nasal sound.

Austin was also inexplicably melancholy. "You probably didn't tell him. You like him, right?"

Xi Gongming shook his head helplessly. "This kind of thing. I said it. I'm afraid I won't even be able to do it with friends in the future."

Austin barely lifted his spirits. He teased: "Ha. You will be afraid of this. Aren't you very good at entanglement? Take out the set of entanglement me and entangle him."

Xi Gongming snorted coldly: "He's different from you..."

The air I breathed into my lungs was magically cast at some point. It turned into an invisible sharp knife, stabbing my whole body.

Xi Gongming didn't notice it. Austin's eyes were dim for a moment. He looked into the distance and smiled with a hint of sadness. "I love him. How can you understand if you haven't loved anyone before?"

How can you understand if you have never loved...

Austin's heart was dark. He looked out of the window and stopped talking. He originally wanted more from this man. He even thought that as long as he worked a little harder, the relationship between the two could be upgraded from a bed partner to a real one. lovers.

But. At this moment, he realized that he was wrong. This man's heart already belonged to him. From the beginning to the end, he was just a toy to please him...

Dead pervert. Dead rape/rapist. There is already someone I like who commits a crime and pesters me again and again.

Forget it. It's already on the bar. Then be your bed partner... Maybe you can play longer without tearing up this layer of diaphragm...

Xi Gongming parked the car in the parking lot of the supermarket and said, "Here we are. Let's go to tonight's curry pork ribs to cover rice."

Austin responded with a nasal voice. He sat motionless in the passenger seat, restrained his choked voice, made it sound natural, and said, "You go in first. I'll get in in a while."

Xi Gongming sensed that something was wrong. He pulled Austin's shoulders and locked his brows lightly. "Hey, why are you crying? Is my love story so touching?"

Damn scum. Who is moved by your love story? I am aggrieved.

Austin pushed Xi Gongming away and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes. "You think too much. Something got into your eye just now."

The charming man in front of him somehow made Xi Gongming's heart soften. He didn't want to see him through. He acted surprisingly tenderly and kissed his eyes. He said: "My dear, the way you shed tears is really sexy Yes. It really made me feel like I was going to attack my heart."

"Get out of the way." Austin turned his head away, opened the door and got out of the car.

After the two bought ingredients for the curry pork ribs bowl in the supermarket, Austin walked out of the supermarket first.

A handsome man in the supermarket saw Austin and came forward to say hello. "Hey, Mr. Hill."

"Hmm." Austin looked familiar at the handsome man, but couldn't remember where he saw him.

The handsome man walked into Austin and smiled seductively. "Mr. Hill is such a noble man who forgets things. I'm afraid he even forgot my name. Didn't he say he would call me again after spending the night at my place last time?"

Austin sneered: "Hehe. I've been very busy recently. Hehe. Sorry."

The handsome man glanced at him. "I've been busy for more than half a year. I don't know who to turn to. Didn't Dr. Huang still say that he loves me very much. I've been looking forward to your call for a long time."

Austin smiled apologetically: "I'm sorry. I forgot when I was busy. I still have something to do..."

"Hi, Tone, what a coincidence. Why did I meet you here?" Before Austin could finish speaking, Xi Gongming interrupted him after he finished shopping in the supermarket.

The handsome man named Tone looked at Xi Gongming and Austin in astonishment: "You..."

Xi Gongming hooked Austin and smiled lewdly: "Honey. I told you. Tone. He often comes to my store. He can drink well." He said, approaching Austin's ear, and whispered: "I and He's been fucked a few times. He's top-notch in bed."

Austin froze. I don't need you to tell me...