Smoke like Ting ABO

Chapter 84*

Lu Yanting was extremely tired from filming these days.

Guo Kai concentrated the quarrel scene between Shi Nan and Song Qingrao into one stage of filming, and discussed with the screenwriter to add a lot of plots.They finished filming several scenes of the campus part last week, and this week they started filming the content after the two people live together.

Lu Yanting knows that this is the essence of their part of the story, and it is also where the movie focuses on describing.

Basically, no matter whether it is a movie or a TV series, the filming is not in the order of the story time. Guo Kai has his own arrangements, and Lu Yanting, as an actor, can only adjust his own state.

Every quarrel between these two people has different levels. Before showing these deeper changes, he must first show the tiredness of the cycle. The endless arguments again and again make the relationship between the two people close. freezing point.You Jingyang exchanged views with him: "At Shinan, he was willing to quarrel with you at the beginning, but later on he became less serious, and became more and more powerless, so in the end, my side actually softened obviously. You I won’t answer the words, I have to rely on your strength.”

Song Qingrao was in a tense state all the time, Lu Yanting understood it that way and acted it that way.

After one scene was filmed, Lu Yanting's voice was almost crippled, and Guo Kai talked to him: "Don't be too tense, don't think that the burden is all on you, every time you are the one who picks things up, just let him go." I mentioned it all myself. Do you know what I mean? You can see that your voice is obviously not good these days, but I don’t think it can reach this level. You want to explode too much, and you are so excited in every scene. This can’t work, it’s too superficial , you have to experience it again, he didn't say every time..."

Speaking of this, Guo Kai showed him a demonstration: "Look at you, every time, 'You don't understand me'! 'You won't understand'! Look at your tone, this state, this feels like It’s like howling louder than anyone else. It’s adults arguing, but children playing house, right? He has his childish side, and you have to rationalize this childish performance instead of really being like a little kid Children, you can look like a three-pointer, but not like a seven-pointer."

Lu Yanting was amused by him, his nerves were tense these days, he rarely smiled, and was choked by the cold air, coughing a few times.

He spends more and more time alone now.

Guo Kai's meaning is obvious, he doesn't understand the character enough now.He tried to close himself in a closed room and read the original novel and script over and over again. He imagined himself as an autistic person.In his heart, Song Qingrao is such a person, he seems to have nothing but servant Nan in his heart, but he is not good to the only person he cares about, on the contrary, he is very polite to those insignificant people, Also very considerate.This is really a tragic person, Lu Yanting knew that he had to play the role, otherwise this role would not be understood, no one would like him, then Lu Yanting would feel wronged for Song Qingrao.

He is pitiful and lovely, and he deserves to be understood and loved.

In order to get into the role state as soon as possible, Lu Yanting has seldom communicated with people recently. He wants to form a depressive mood in himself. Let himself become such a long-term suppressed person who can't be released, so that he can make Guo Kai feel the way he wants.

Qu Ruping has been getting more and more busy recently. He may not be there when Lu Yanting goes back at night, and Lu Yanting is always sleepy. He often falls asleep while reading the script on the bed.In the middle of the night, he woke up again in a daze, with a quilt covering his body, and Qu Ruping sleeping beside him.

He always subconsciously wanted to get closer, but for some reason, he barely avoided it.

He felt that he was getting closer and closer to the character.

This is a good thing and a bad thing.

The next morning, Qu Ruping often wakes up earlier than him, and cooks a meal for him.Qu Ruping made a serious apology to him that day: "I probably won't be able to send you off recently."

"It's okay," Lu Yanting said softly, "I know you're busy."

Qu Ruping observed his expression, walked to the dining table and rubbed his hair: "I'm too tired recently, huh?"

Lu Yanting shook his head, he took a sip of milk, and his upper lip was stained with white: "No... You came here like this too."

Qu Ruping's hands were on his shoulders. He stood in front of Lu Yanting in a suit and leather shoes like this, which always made Lu Yanting feel like he was in a dream.After all, it was not yet dawn, and the room was dark. Lu Yanting was wearing pajamas, sitting on a chair with bare feet, with a dazed expression, until he felt that Qu Ruping lowered his head and sucked on his lips.

For some reason, Lu Yanting stepped back abruptly.

Qu Ruping froze slightly, and wiped his finger on his upper lip: "There is milk."

After saying this, he walked towards the door.Lu Yanting stared blankly at his back, and ran over barefoot.He hugged Qu Ruping.

Qu Ruping turned around and stroked his back.Lu Yanting stood on tiptoe and kissed the song Ruping as if making up for it. He hummed flatteringly, feeling very sad in his heart.

Drama and life must be separated.

He knew it all too well, he just had no experience.This is the first role in which he can't distinguish between inside and outside the play.

But he has no better way, he knows that for him, the only way to act well is not to try to imitate, but he must be Song Qingrao herself.

This is what it looks like.

He will always have a sense of powerlessness. Does every role have to act like this in the future?Every time I completely sink myself in, and then pull out a little bit?Success has never been easy, but it is so rare that it is so visible, which makes people very powerless.Also, you don't know whether success awaits you or not.

Lu Yanting became unhappy.

He knew he couldn't want so much, after all, he hadn't finished filming the movie in front of him.

But people who look forward and backward are like this. They are so terrified that they are afraid of losing everything, but they want to have everything greedily. Lu Yanting understands that he wants too much. This is probably because he feels that he has never worked so hard like this time. , he wanted to return too much.It's just that years of experience have told him that it's best not to expect too much about hard work.

On this day, what they filmed was still an unpleasant scene.

This is the later stage of the relationship between two people. At this stage, the relationship between the two is like a paper flower soaked in water. As long as the water flow changes slightly, it will be completely reduced to paper dust, and they will go away separately.But at this time, the wind is calm and the paper flowers are floating in the water, which has a special beauty.

When Song Qingrao came out of the shower, Sinan was staring at him.

Song Qingrao's eyes dodged, not because he was guilty, but because he interpreted Si Nan's eyes as a sexual suggestion.They haven't done it in a long time.

Song Qingrao swallowed her saliva, and walked towards Shinan slowly: "What's wrong?"

Shi Nan cut to the chase: "Did you send Lin Yue home today?"

Song Qingrao was stunned for a moment, the embarrassment just now disappeared, and his face suddenly looked bad: "You touch my phone?"

Seeing that Sinan was silent, Song Qingrao walked around the room irritably, every time he was angry, he would throw something, when he saw the cup on the table, he picked it up and threw it on the ground naturally.

The cracking sound was sharp, but Sinan didn't seem to be able to hear it, his expression was very hollow.

After a long time, he asked Song Qingrao: "Do you know why Lin Yue likes you?"

"Because you always give her daydreams: give her things, treat her to dinner, take her home, and these are just means you want to cover up."

Song Qingrao was like an enraged beast, he could always pick up Sinan's words in an instant, as if he was always preparing to fight back: "What's none of your business?"

This sentence is wrong.

How could it be nothing to do with him?

Song Qingrao felt guilty, he had nothing to say, he was wrong about this matter.But he was too restless, his colleagues occasionally joked that he didn't have a girlfriend, he would be so nervous to death, today someone even asked him if he was gay, knowing that it was a joke, Song Qingrao was still very scared, he couldn't break away from his secular identity Paul for him

Protective, he needs a cover too much, even though it is fake, so empty that he can hardly grasp it, but it is his only protective film.

With his back to Sinan, he was just a bluffing kid, he had no confidence, he pretended to be angry in vain to cover up his panic: "What I do is my business, it has nothing to do with you."

When he heard Si Nan stand up, his heart suddenly felt empty. He turned around and yelled at Si Nan: "It's like this again! Just leave after saying a few words, do you mean you don't want to talk to me at all?"

He is so childish.

He longed for Sinan to tell him: No, he loves him very much, and he cares about him.He hoped that Sinan could deny everything he said.

He just needs Sinan to come and hug him.

It's just that Sinan was already overdrawn, he only left him a back view, and then he closed the door gently: "Go to bed early."

These few words have no power, but Song Qingrao couldn't even stand upright.

The door is closed.

……

……

When Qu Ruping opened the door and came in, he saw Lu Yanting curled up on the bed reading the script.He came back earlier that day, but Lu Yanting still didn't sleep.

It was almost one o'clock in the morning, and Qu Ruping said, "Still watching?"

Lu Yanting didn't look at him, but curled up a little bit more, and replied in a sleepy voice: "Yes."

They get together less and leave more recently, and they seldom talk.Qu Ruping pulled on his tie and glanced at him, "Go to bed early."

Lu Yanting moved a bit, and said with a little hostility: "Leave me alone."

Qu Ruping said gently: "I don't care about you, you also need to rest earlier."

"That's none of your business," Lu Yanting arched her head on the pillow, not knowing what was going on, "My business has nothing to do with you, you care what time I go to bed."

Qu Ruping watched him for a while, then went to take a bath.

When he came out of the shower, he saw Lu Yanting sitting on the edge of the bed with his back facing him, his back was shaking all the time.

So he hung the towel around his neck and walked around to the other side of the bed.

Lu Yanting's eyes were red, but her lips were white and slightly blue.He saw Qu Ruping squatting down in front of him, the other party didn't say a word, just looked at him quietly.

Lu Yanting put her arms around his neck, choked up and said, "I'm sorry."

"It's just a small matter," Qu Ruping took off the wet towel, and wrapped his other hand around Lu Yanting's waist, "I don't need to apologize for this in the future."

"It works." Lu Yanting said sobbing, "Why would I say such things to you? I'm not good."

Qu Ruping hit the nail on the head: "You are too into the drama."

Lu Yanting nodded obediently, and promised: "I know, this is not good. I will separate them."

Qu Ruping sat on the bed, hugged Lu Yanting, and whispered in his ear:

"In the past, there was a man in our production team who played a madman. That man was getting old. In order to act like it, he usually behaved insanely. He didn't correct it until more than two months after filming."

"He is so experienced, he needs to be like this, let alone you." Qu Ruping comforted him, "Actors have to eat this bowl of food, more or less they need to be in the play, no matter how experienced they are, they have to. Don't be afraid , You will find the pattern from it a few times, and you will have muscle memory in acting in the future, and you won’t be so hard all the time.”

After hearing these words, Lu Yanting's originally suppressed tears fell even more fiercely. He rubbed his eyes and said vaguely: "I know, I know..."

Qu Ruping found paper to wipe his snot, and let him cry.

Lu Yanting was tired from crying, and felt drowsy in his arms, but he still refused to fall asleep like this: "Lie down, you lie down too, we'll sleep in our arms."

"it is good."

In Lu Yanting's memory, they haven't hugged like this for a long time.Under the warm and comfortable quilt, he rubbed his bare feet against Qu Ruping's calf, Qu Ruping tucked him in the quilt, and kissed him on the forehead: "

Good night. "

"No good night, don't say these two words." Lu Yanting lay on his stomach, habitually playing with the buttons on his chest, and said with eyes wide open, "Every time you tell me that, it's like Saying goodbye."

Qu Ruping laughed softly and rubbed his stomach: "Then let's sleep together, and wake up together tomorrow."

"Okay," Lu Yanting yawned, and he pestered Qu Ruping, "Have we not done this for a long time? When we are all done, let's do it for a few weeks..."

"A few weeks." Qu Ruping recalled these words.

Lu Yanting smiled sullenly in his arms, and defined it by herself: "It's outrageous."

He was really sleepy, smiling, and almost fell asleep in the next second. When his consciousness was hazy, he groped and grabbed Qu Ruping. Qu Ruping knew what he wanted, and put his hands on it. the palm of his hand.

Finally intertwined with his fingers, Lu Yanting fell into a deep sleep with peace of mind.