Chapter 190
Chapter 190
Qin Huairu never thought that the well-behaved Xiaodang would speak to herself like this.
She couldn't take it at all.
So I was almost unable to come up in one breath by Xiaodang's few words.
She sat on the stool and slowed down.
I think of the old days when I helped myself work every day.
When I gave birth to small locust flowers, I also sensibly helped bring them with me.
The more Qin Huairu thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, and she sat directly on the stool and cried.
After the family, Qin Huairu was alone, and there was not even a single person to comfort him.
She cried and cried.
"I... How can it be so hard in my life.
"I gave birth to a daughter and talked back to me."
"What should I do?"
Qin Huairu's tears flowed more and more.
Looking back at her life, it seems that she has never lived a happy life.
In the past few years, when I was young, I would still think that my fate would change.
In recent years, the age has gradually increased, plus because of the tanuki for the prince.
Qin Huairu gradually stayed at home and stopped going out.
Her heart has long been not like before.
Now she is haggard, fragile and sensitive.
Today's Xiaodang's words undoubtedly inserted a knife in Qin Huairu's heart.
Qin Huairu cried for a long time, and finally released all the emotions that had accumulated in her heart for a long time.
Qin Huairu, who had calmed down, also felt that his attitude towards Xiaodang at noon was too much.
So I thought of going to Xiaodang to ease the atmosphere.
Qin Huairu thought for a long time and finally knocked on Xiaodang's door.
"Xiaodang, Xiaodang."
"Do you have time now?"
"Mom wants to talk to you."
Xiaodang heard Qin Huairu's voice.
She didn't know how to face Qin Huairu.
After all, the words at noon were too much.
Therefore, Xiaodang didn't know how to talk to Qin Huairu first.
After only thinking about three or four seconds, Qin Huairu went up and opened the door.
Her eyebrows were lowered, and she wasn't too happy to look at.
Qin Huairu rubbed his hands, hesitating what he should say to Xiaodang.
After thinking about it for a long time, I could only grin an ugly smile first.
Xiaodang also probably saw that Qin Huairu was having difficulty speaking.
So he turned around and let Qin Huairu enter the door.
The two men stalemated for a while.
Xiaodang spoke first.
"Mom, I'm sorry."
"What I said at noon today is too much."
Xiaodang took the initiative to find something to say.
Qin Huairu also quickly picked up the words.
"It's okay, mom is also too anxious today, and there is a problem with what she said."
"Mom, apologize to you."
Xiaodang also realized his problem early.
So Qin Huairu spoke, and Xiaodang immediately admitted his mistake.
"No, it's my problem."
"I didn't tell you in advance when I went out in the morning."
"It's all me to blame, so it's worrying you."
"I promise that I will tell you when I go out in the future, and I won't let you worry anymore."
Qin Huairu touched Xiaodang's head.
"Xiaodang, it's not your mother who murdered you."
"I'm really worried about you."
"The hope of the whole family is in you."
"You can definitely go to university."
"Your Uncle Zhu also has great hopes for you."
Xiaodang naturally knew the family's hope for her.
So Xiaodang is also very serious.
She is also looking forward to her college career.
Xiaodang held Qin Huairu's hand back, and his eyes were very firm.
"Mom, if you believe me, I will definitely be admitted to university."
"I will definitely fight for the family."
Qin Huairu squeezed Xiao Dang's hand tightly, as if grasping his own life-saving straw.
"You must study hard!"
"It's all up to you."
Xiaodang and Qin Huairu said something again.
It's time for lunch.
Qin Huairu in order to make up for Xiaodang.
Even turned out a couple of taels of meat.
Specially fried a braised pork for Xiaodang.
During the lunch meal, Xiao Dang's eyes lit up when he saw the braised pork.
"Mom, there is braised pork today!!
Xiaodang was pleasantly surprised.
Although after returning to the city, the food has been much better than in the countryside.
But braised pork is rare.
Most of what I saw was some minced meat.
This time I really saw such a large piece of meat.
Xiaodang's saliva was almost dripping.
She took a piece and stuffed it into her mouth.
As soon as you bite, the juice in the meat itself bursts in your mouth.
The meat is firm, fat but not greasy.
Xiang Xiaodang almost swallowed his tongue.
Qin Huairu saw that Xiaodang ate so fragrantly.
He put another piece of meat into a bowl.
"Eat quickly, don't worry, and."
Xiaodang nodded.
"Mom, this braised pork is simply too fragrant."
"If only I could eat such fragrant braised pork every day."
Qin Huairu also knew the aroma of meat.
But where does the family have that condition.
Recently, there are fewer and fewer people looking for stupid pillars to do extra money for various reasons.
Stupid pillars will have little money other than earning dead wages in the factory.
Plus He Minghua was weak when he was a child.
In order to treat He Minghua, he also spent a lot of money.
In recent years, life has become more and more difficult.
So there are no more days when there was often oil and water at home.
In order to maintain the balance at home, Qin Huairu tried her best to let everyone eat all kinds of things.
The whole person is also a lot old because of the hard work.
It is no longer as full as before.
Thinking a little too much, Qin Huairu turned his gaze back to the dining table.
She carefully placed her hand on Xiao Dang's head.
"It'll always be better after that."
"When the days are good, we eat meat every day."
Probably when I was young, my smiling eyes were gone.
After eating, Xiaodang returned to his room and began to learn.
Qin Huairu began to clean up in the kitchen.
At this time, an uninvited guest came outside.
"Jia Xiaodang, is Jia Xiaodang there?"
Qin Huairu was originally washing dishes.
Seeing this fierce-looking man in front of him, who had never been seen before, shouting the name of 'Jia Xiaodang'.
Qin Huairu was taken aback.
In Qin Huairu's impression, she had not heard the name 'Jia Xiaodang' for a long time.
Qin Huairu's first reaction felt a little uneasy.
She looked at the man and asked.
"What are you looking for Xiaodang?"
The man glanced at Qin Huairu from top to bottom.
"You are?"
"I'm Xiaodang's mother."
Qin Huairu said his identity.
That person did not change his attitude because Qin Huairu was Xiaodang's mother.
He still asked Qin Huairu a little fiercely.
"Is Xiaodang there?"
"I'm looking for something for Xiaodang."
Qin Huairu felt that the person in front of him was not a good person.
I thought that Xiaodang was causing some trouble outside.
"What's wrong?"
"Did Xiaodang cause some trouble?"
The man shook his head when he heard Qin Huairu's words.
"Xiaodang didn't cause any trouble, it's just that I had something to do with her."
"Auntie, is Xiaodang at home?"
With a word, Qin Huairu's heart was slightly relieved.
"She's in the room, I'll help you call her out."
The man stopped Qin Huairu from speaking up.
Knocked on Xiaodang's door himself.
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