Chapter 255: Never know her
Chapter 255: Never know her
There was dead silence in the air.
The three men present looked like they had been smashed by thunder, and sat on their seats for a long while without regaining their senses, like clay sculptures and wood carvings.
After Xia Mo finished speaking, he continued to bow his head and drank the soup casually, the porcelain spoon and the bowl wall collided with a crisp jingle.
Zhu Chengjie was the first to remember, and suddenly cast his gaze to Li Hao, and asked urgently: What's the situation with his eyes?
Li Hao responded with an innocent look: You ask me who do I ask?
Zhu Chengjie: Isn't she your girlfriend?
Li Hao:...
Zhu Chengjie: Mouse, you...
Li Hao embarrassed his forehead, and Zhu Chengjie realized that the relationship between the two did not seem to be that simple when he saw it.
This mouse... really knows how to play.
The one who was hit the most was Tang Wei. He seemed to be drawn out of anger, sitting there like a dead tree, looking at Xia Mo with dumb eyes, and asked in a dumb voice:
"Really?"
"Um."
Xia Mo nodded lightly, "I did it voluntarily."
Zhu Chengjie's mouth was open enough to fit a light bulb, and his eyes looked at Li Hao as if he had recognized him again.
Li Hao wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to explain it for a while. After all, his relationship with Xia Mo is really subtle. It is so subtle that he has no confidence and excuses to refute Xia Mo's words, so he can only keep it. Silence was watching.
The muscles of Tang Wei's face twitched, his expression unbelievable, a certain beautiful dream hidden in his heart was smashed, and he was awakened by a slap in the palm of reality in an instant.
Li Hao sighed secretly when he saw this, and felt more or less empathetic to Tang Wei's current mood. After all, he had imagined this scene falling on him before.
If you are yourself, if you suddenly hear that the goddess that she likes and has admired for many years says that she would rather be the lover of other men than accept her feelings, I am afraid that she will be ashamed and hard to accept. If her mentality is almost depressed, she may be depressed. Depressed for months.
Fortunately, in reality, I became the villain...
Li Hao glanced at Xia Mo's feminine and graceful profile, and probably guessed her intention of saying this. Well, this is also in line with her character.
It was like a drowning person who would try to catch even a straw. Tang Wei looked gloomy, but there was still a trace of hope in his eyes. He stared at Xia Mo firmly, and said dumbly:
"Xia Mo...you are lying to me...right? You, how can you...do that kind of thing...right? No...you are not that kind of person..."
Xia Mo sighed silently, looked up at Tang Wei, and said in a flat tone:
"Tang Wei, how much do you really know about me?"
"I……"
Tang Wei opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but his throat was blocked as if he couldn't speak.
Just like Xia Mo said, he didn't know enough about Xia Mo, because he had never really touched Xia Mo's life deeply.
Everything he knows about Xia Mo stays in her cool and beautiful appearance, stays in her WeChat and QQ updates and information that he has read countless times, and stays in the chat records he has recalled countless times.
Based on these impressions, he arbitrarily labelled Xia Mo as a noble, holy, and flawless goddess. In his heart, Xia Mo was a hazy and unreachable dream.
Although he fell in love with her in junior high school, but the number of face-to-face exchanges with Xia Mo like this is only a handful. Just now he took the initiative to greet her and he had already plucked up great courage, driven by the excitement that he hadn't seen for many days. Yes, the two usually communicate more on chat software.
He has never had the courage to talk to Xia Mo in real life. He only dared to watch her back silently behind her. The daily breaks and school breaks are the time he looks forward to most of the day, because then he can meet Xia Mo. Mo it.
As long as Xia Mo appeared in his field of vision, his eyes could no longer accommodate other scenery. Yu Guang had been firmly locked on Xia Mo, paying attention to her every move.
Once Xia Mo's gaze came over, he thought that Xia Mo was paying attention to him, and there was an infinite happiness and satisfaction in his heart, and he was even more motivated to study.
Every time he picked up the phone, he would involuntarily open the chat window with Xia Mo, hesitated for a long time, and then sent her a message carefully.
If Xia Mo's message is quickly replied, he will be excited for a long time, feeling that she cares about herself. At that time, even typing is a kind of enjoyment. If Xia Mo fails to reply to the message for a long time, he will be stunned. , I was worried that she didn't like talking to herself, and even more afraid that she would neglect herself by chatting with other boys.
He says goodnight to Xia Mo on the chat software every day, and cares about her body. Each of Xia Mofa's friends circle dynamics seems to have profound meaning. Every time he tries to connect it with himself, once he finds it with himself" He can enjoy the clues about "for a whole week."
He also plucked up the courage to give her gifts on Christmas and Xia Mo’s birthday, but Xia Mo took them one by one. When he saw the "thank you" sent by Xia Mo on the phone screen, he felt that he did this. Everything is worthwhile, and life is full of hope.
With this in mind, when he was graduating from high school, he and Xia Mo asked if she had anyone he liked. When he got the reply, "I don't plan to find a boyfriend," he was a little disappointed, but his heart was still full of motivation.
Because in his opinion, Xia Mo even shared this kind of privacy with himself. Even if he didn't like him, he should also have special feelings for him. He still has the opportunity to go to university.
In the end, although he failed to enter the same school as Xia Mo because of his grades, he was not discouraged. He still kept in touch with Xia Mo through the chat software, followed her dynamics, and saw Xia Mo’s usual attitude towards life, he felt Xia Mo hasn't changed, but the goddess in his heart.
Until just now... she shattered her fantasy with plain words.
Tang Wei felt a bit sour in his nose, and his heart was empty, as if hollowed out. The cruel reality suffocated him. For the first time, he felt that Xia Mo was so strange and far away from him.
It turned out that he had never really approached her...
Everything is just self-love.
Tang Wei's Adam's apple rolled a few times, and said in a harsh voice:
"...No, sorry, I have something wrong, let's go now..."
After talking, Tang Wei got up and left in despair.
Zhu Chengjie came back to his senses and said to Li Hao:
"Mouse, I'm leaving too, and I'll talk later when I have time."
After speaking, he hurriedly followed.
As the two left, the atmosphere solidified again, and fell into silent silence.
Xia Mo still sipped the soup with a porcelain spoon, as if everything that happened had nothing to do with him.
Li Hao stared at her beautiful profile for a while, sighed heavily, and said helplessly:
"Actually, this is not necessary..."
Xia Mo didn't speak, and scooped a wonton with a porcelain spoon, and handed it to Li Hao's mouth, staring at him with his eyes for an instant.
Li Hao cleverly swallowed it in and looked at her quietly.
"I'm just stating a fact."
As if confirming his own words, Xia Mo's tone still couldn't feel the ups and downs.
"..."
Hearing her words, Li Hao's mood became extremely complicated, even if he was a scumbag, he couldn't keep his face.
Li Hao stretched out his hand, gently stroking Xia Mo's soft hair, and whispered:
"sorry."
Xia Mo shook his head and said:
"You don't have to say sorry, I said it, it was my voluntary."
Li Hao fell silent, his expression fluctuating, and finally he was about to say something, but Xia Mo gently covered his mouth with his hand.
Xia Mo looked at him and shook his head slowly, "You know, it doesn't make sense."
Li Hao's words were swallowed back into his stomach, looking at Xia Mo with a complicated expression.
After a while, Xia Mo withdrew his hand and continued:
"Tang Wei has liked me for a long time, and I always knew it."
"You want her to give up completely." Li Hao said the next sentence for her.
"Um."
"But this is your reputation...what if you let your family know?" Li Hao asked worriedly.
"They won't know."
Xia Mo's tone cannot be said to be plain or ruthless, "They won't care."
Li Hao seemed to be hit **** the chest by an iron hammer, staring at Xia Mo blankly.
He suddenly realized that he had never really understood Xia Mo.
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