President, school grass, don't leave after school

Chapter 234 A Personal Life (1)

It doesn't matter, there is nothing serious, she comforted herself, isn't it just that there is one less person to celebrate the New Year with?It used to be like this.It shouldn't be, but when I grow up, I feel that I can't bear it anymore.

Later, the last time I saw him was on her tenth birthday, all the children, no matter if they were sincere or just for the delicious cake, came to celebrate her birthday.At that moment, when she was making her birthday wish, she saw him.

It was six years in a flash, and there was no contact again, but the money from the person in charge was still spreading like a gurgling water, and it was because of this that she knew that he was still alive, and there was no such thing as the jargon he spoke. , was killed by the enemy.

After the age of 16, with her last assets, she left school alone to venture outside.

The school is still the same school as before, but she is no longer the same as before.

However, in the first few years when she went out, she was still grateful. Even if she couldn't accompany her, the money was enough for her to find her own foothold in this city.Every time she sees beggars begging on the street and cleaners whose hands are full of cracked chilblains in the cold wind, she is thankful, fortunately, fortunately, she is not the worst one.Fate will definitely favor her.

But, one night, all of this changed.

A new job, a new start, everything is going on the right track, and all the carelessness is pretending to be a happy life. She also wrote letters to the kindergarten, telling her about her recent situation and so on.After renting a house some distance away from work, she finally began to have a new definition of home.

Until that person arrives.

She remembered that the boss didn't think much of the new intern employees, even if it was just doing odd jobs, he asked her to stay and do them.By the time she got home, it was already eleven o'clock in the night. She didn't turn on the lights, but just opened the door, slipped on her slippers, closed the door, and then sat on the side of the bed. Then, a cold dagger was pressed against her throat.

That was... her first encounter with Ximen Mo.

A troubled killer, a "compassionate and curious" girl.

She kept Ximen Mo, and as a condition, he provided her with information about Guo Cheng. After all, she couldn't help being curious about Guo Cheng.

Even Ximen Mo herself couldn't believe it. She was so courageous that she was willing to bandage his wound and show her back to him while cooking for him.It was as if the killer, in her eyes, was nothing more than an ordinary existence.

"You don't do it without a hire fee," she said.

This is true for most killers, but for Ximen Mo, it is much paler.When she was sleeping soundly, he hesitated several times, but each time, he couldn't help putting down the dagger in his hand.Just think of it as having a maid. Anyway, she did it voluntarily, and he didn't force her.

Sleep on the sofa and give him the bed, saying that the wounded should not sleep on a hard sofa, which is not good for the wound, and it is easy to bump.

Making breakfast, because she was busy with work, she bought a few slices of bread on the way to the store to make breakfast perfunctory, but since he came, the breakfast is almost the same every day.I woke up just after dawn, and I was busy in the kitchen with the lights on.

I will also help him wash the bloody clothes, and then every time I come back from get off work, I will bring him a new set of clothes, until he complains about the clothes, and then stops for a while.

At night, I would sit on the sofa alone and watch movies. Half of them were parent-child types. Ximen Mo often teased her, saying: "I want a father so much? Otherwise, I will be your father. If I have a daughter, it seems, Not bad."

At first, she just laughed and said nothing, but after she got more and more familiar with him, she would pick up the pillow and beat him with fists and soft pillows.

So happy, she sometimes thinks, life is nothing more than this, right?

He was leaving, and she was very sad. She couldn't eat or sleep all day long.

Later, he appeared again, and when she was unprepared, he presented flowers, a diamond ring, and a marriage proposal.

She agreed, and amidst everyone's applause, she felt like the happiest person in the world.It was also at that time that she came into contact with Ximen.

A cruel, fighting, life-and-death family, without even a warning, wakes up, it's that kind of place.

Once again, her world, all of it, was turned upside down.

Either become an abuser, or wait to be beaten, punished, and bullied.

On their wedding night, he waited for someone he hadn't seen all night, and at this moment, he felt as if he was facing an abyss.

What is this place?

Let her go, let her go, why...why do you do this to her?What did she do wrong?

Being excluded, framed, and beaten, the long whip with a blade will be torn apart wherever it passes.

She was terrified, despairing, crying and struggling... Resistance didn't bring anything in return, the only thing that was useful was to surrender and become the same person as them.

The word "help" has been repeated countless times in her heart, but it has no effect.

A group of them were sent to the headquarters, and their back shoulders were branded with unforgettable scars and marks.While working, she looked at the numbers behind her and said, "It's so ugly."

In exchange, she was reported for disrespecting and insulting the organization, so she received the cruelest punishment ever, because she was treated as an example to others.

It's so sad, let's just die.

Sometimes, she thinks the same way.

In this way, what's the point of sticking to it?

What is the sound of a hot iron on your body and the smell of burnt flesh?No one knows better than her.Almost no piece of skin on the body is intact, does it hurt?It's almost numb.

After waiting for so long, how long has she been waiting for it?Ever since I met Ximen Mo, or since I was proposed by him, or since I was a child, I have been looking forward to re-forming a family with the person I like, and then living happily.

But the wedding car, to put it nicely, is the grave of love, but to put it bluntly, it is a calculation, a routine, and a conspiracy.

When she woke up, what was waiting for her was not a warm wedding room, but such a cold, cruel and bloody place.

She often wonders whether even the most unfortunate person in this world has ever reached her level. On their wedding night, they went directly to the deepest part of hell?

After the pure white wedding dress was stained red with blood, it was thrown in front of her in a prison uniform guaranteed to have only a meager layer of material, imprisoned in the abyss of hell.

Then, I couldn't go out, I was stupid, my heart was gone, and all my expectations were gone.

She laughed at those unfortunate people who were more miserable than herself, but now?

Once the mask is put on, it is difficult to take it off again, right?She asked herself, maybe in this life, don't even think about going out. What will happen to those who try to escape?She has seen them all, the miserable ones, the ones that were dealt with directly, and the ones that were caught and beaten and punished.

What is humanity and what is hope?In the struggle of those people, it was exhausted bit by bit.

Miserable?

There will inevitably be ups and downs in life, no matter how high you are praised, how much you will be hurt when you fall.She almost thought that she had really touched the threshold of happiness.Obviously, she has already put on her wedding dress and war robe to welcome the last dawn of victory. It turns out that the dawn is nothing more than this.As soon as he appeared, he disappeared without a trace. He was really naughty and always liked to joke with people.

Later, she encountered the second ray of dawn again.

One, a girl, looks like a girl who has no experience in the world, but is proficient in everything.

The girl she rescued in the food field brought her more than just the same surprises, she was also changing, even metamorphosing.Since you can't defeat the devil, then become a female devil who can suppress the devil.For a long time, she had a long-standing reputation in the chemical plant, but in Guo Xiaoyou's view, it was nothing more than that.

No matter how powerful he is, he is just dominating the hell, so what is it?Outside, nothing counts.Until she said: Hey, Guo Xiaoyou, do you want to go out?

You, do you want to go out?

In a word, speaking directly to the deepest part of her soul and heart, the thick and tall city wall she built in her heart began to make a "click, click" sound, and then some intermittent cracks appeared.

She looked at her, the girl, and asked her: are you serious?

She sat at the highest point, swinging her little feet, and said, "Of course, what did I lie to you for?"

——Do you want to go out?

Thinking, thinking, dreaming about going out.

Leaving this ghostly place, life will definitely be able to get back on track again, right?

Even in that instant, Ximen Mo's face appeared in front of her eyes. Wearing a neat suit, holding a diamond ring in his hand, he knelt down on one knee and said, "Why did you come? Today is our wedding."

Why not?

Guo Xiaoyou's eyes were red, but she pretended to be careless and careless.

Really, really get out?

Ximen Mo, will he wait for him again?

Probably, yes.

Xia Ziyuan really deserves to be a little monster. On the way to escape, they were scattered and couldn't find Xia Ziyuan. They could only wish her escape in their hearts, and of course, wish themselves.

What does it feel like to be free?It feels like being reborn.

However, she couldn't do anything good, because she bumped into a girl who had some intimate behavior with Ximen Mo, her unrecoverable mood was stimulated again, and she did something stupid.Looking at the woman lying in a pool of blood, she was dumbfounded.

The whole person froze in place, motionless, feeling suffocated, and even the surrounding air became frozen.Then, under Ximen Mo's surprised gaze, she was put in handcuffs. What was the specific questioning process like?She can't remember it anymore, but she clearly remembers his last lip words: I, will, save, you.

Then I was interrogated, and inexplicably, it was determined to be a mental disorder.

Mental disorder?how can that be possible?

Listening to those people's words, she was dumbfounded.She thinks that her consciousness is still clear, and she is indeed narrating according to the facts.Or, it's just what she thinks it is.

In the eyes of the police, she is a criminal who can't even speak clearly, and also, another victim.