One Hundred Days on an Uninhabited Island

Chapter 171 Island Day 99 May Your Original Aspirations Stay the Same

"I will...Okay, then I will hang up first."

There was no busy tone coming from the phone, Wen Siqi hesitated for a while, and cut off the call first.

Putting down the phone, Wen Siqi let out a light breath.

"It's over?" There was doubt in my ear.

"What should be said, Aunt Lin and Sui Yun have already said it, just report that they are safe."

Wen Siqi raised her head and handed over the phone, "Call me, don't worry about it, some things are more sincere when said in person than over the phone."

Jiang Xinran didn't say a word, there was still some hesitation between her brows.

It's not that I don't want to talk to my family members on the phone, it's not that I don't want to hear their voices, or I don't know if I should tell them now, or wait until they are mentally prepared.

For the former, Jiang Xinran was worried that her parents would not be able to accept it, and something would happen suddenly while she was overjoyed;

The latter was unfair to Wen Siqi, and he had already confessed to others, vowed that he would always be by her side, but turned around and didn't even have the courage to bravely express his decision to his parents, fearing that they would not agree, so he thought of procrastinating.

This kind of thinking is very self-righteous and disgusting. How is it different from the uncle who is raising a mistress outside?

Jiang Xinran tended to be honest, and she decided that way at the beginning, but Ye Yajie told her that Aunt Lan said that her mother became ill after learning about the plane crash, and she was similar to other family members. She couldn't accept this fact, and she is still in the hospital. recuperating.

She didn't dare to provoke her any more.

I hesitated.

It is not difficult for Wen Siqi to notice the entanglement, and Jiang Xinran has no intention of hiding it.

If it were the self who longed for freedom in high school, Wen Siqi can say with certainty that she would indeed be dissatisfied, but now... the relationship has never been maintained by one person.

"Go, don't keep uncles and aunts waiting."

Ye Yajie talked with her mother on the phone. The Jiang family will definitely be informed that Jiang Xinran is still alive immediately. Maybe the phone number has already been recorded. The reason why they didn't call, Wen Siqi guessed, was that they were waiting for Jiang Xinran to call them. .

Of course Jiang Xinran understood.

After hesitating for a while, she answered the phone, instead of venting her thoughts secretly like everyone else, she sat directly beside Wen Siqi and dialed the number.

The signal is connected and the sound is amplified.

Wen Siqi sat up slightly.

The phone was connected, and a middle-aged female voice came immediately.

"Xinxin?"

Jiang Xinran pursed her lips, picked up the phone and put it next to her mouth, "It's me, mom..."

Wen Siqi took the juice that Jiang Xinran had just brought on the table, filled the glass in front of her, put it in front of Jiang Xinran, and poured herself another glass.

She didn't look at Jiang Xinran, she looked at Shenlin with the cup as if she was distracted, and she seemed to be listening to the conversation between mother and daughter.

Jiang's father didn't seem to be around, except for Jiang's mother's voice, Wen Siqi only heard two young female voices, and Jiang Xinran called them, one sister-in-law and fifth sister-in-law.

Her thoughts strayed, thinking of the list of direct members of the Jiang family that Mu Qiushui gave her earlier, it was truly a masculine family, except for Jiang Xinran, a woman with the blood of the Jiang family, the rest of the women in the Jiang family were all married in from outside.

Wen Siqi couldn't help thinking, would such a family situation be beneficial to her?

Where to cut in, and how to use it, she thought about it for a long time, and Jiang Xinran hung up the phone.

"What are you thinking about?"

The question interrupted her train of thought, and Wen Siqi came back to her senses, feeling helpless at what she had just thought.

The relationship has just begun, and she is actually simulating the attention and possible situations when meeting the elders...Wen Siqi smiled.

"It's nothing, but I'm thinking about how to face it in the future."

Wen Siqi told Jiang Xinran about her whims just now.Jiang Xinran's expression froze immediately, how should I put it... a little embarrassed.

After a while, Jiang Xinran concealed her shyness, "Wen Siqi."

She gritted her teeth and looked at Wen Siqi, "After we go back, we may have to wait for a while before we meet again. It may be very long, maybe not as long as I thought."

"When my mother recovers, I will confess to her about you and me."

She pondered over the latter sentence for a while before continuing with the previous sentence.

Wen Siqi leaned against the table, propped her head, and said with a smile, "So anxious?"

"I'm in love, it's a decision to stay with someone for the rest of my life, not Bao Xiaosan."

Love is just love, and Jiang Xinran disdains and doesn't like sneaking.

"Then you may be disappointed." Wen Siqi sat up straight, and the smile on her mouth was no longer as casual as before.

Seeing her seriousness, Jiang Xinran didn't rush to ask why, but patiently waited for Wen Siqi's answer.

"I don't want to be like before. When I fall in love with someone, I have to be like an underground liaison officer who dares not to see the light. As you said, that is not a relationship. I want my love to stand in the sun."

"Of course, it's not made public like Qiushui. This will do more harm than good to you and me."

Hearing this, Jiang Xinran was not surprised. She had made sure beforehand that Wen Siqi's views were similar to hers, especially when it came to emotional cognition.

"Furthermore, relationships have always been jointly managed by both parties. Putting the pressure on one person will only make the relationship lose equality, make one party despise the relationship, and the other party be tired of the relationship, and it will not last long."

"Yes, I want to come to the door to face with you in person, overcome difficulties and enjoy the beautiful scenery together."

The tone is neither light nor heavy, just the beat that feels comfortable in the ear.

Jiang Xinran was very happy to hear it. The afterglow of the setting sun shining through the bamboo forest brightened the smile on her lips, which made Wen Siqi feel a little familiar.

"Are you sure you can get through the door?"

Suddenly, Wen Siqi remembered where she had seen this familiar smile, no, to be precise, she should have felt it, she had felt it herself.

On serious things, she used a non-serious tone to ease the atmosphere. She often did this a long time ago, and then gradually became serious.

After realizing the familiarity, Wen Siqi breathed a sigh of relief, and also put on a faint smile.

"Are you willing to let me stand outside the door and be laughed at by others? Or is the Jiang family determined to keep a weak woman out?"

"Of course I don't want to part with it, but it's not necessary for a weak girl." Jiang Xinran jokingly looked her over.

Wen Siqi's appearance and demeanor give people a deep impression of a woman from a water town in the south of the Yangtze River, gentle and gentle, clear and shallow.But reality is never absolute, and people have never been single.

Just like water, when it is calm, it gives people a peaceful and gentle comfort, but when it is surging, it is terrifying with surging waves and torrents.

The same is true for gentle people. Once they become ruthless, they are ruthless characters that can make even strong people shiver.

After the marriage was over, when the family members were always filled with righteous indignation for her, they would not hesitate to praise Wen Siqi. Of course, they would criticize Wen Siqi's ruthlessness in hurting one thousand enemies and self-defeating eight hundred.

Turning back her thoughts, Jiang Xinran restrained her smile again, and said seriously, "When are you going to see my parents?"

"At least you have to be like an ordinary person. With the current mentality, I'm afraid it won't please you."

Wen Siqi didn't want to show her embarrassed appearance in front of the Jiang family, not only because of her own low self-esteem, but also because of her respect for Jiang Xinran.

Meeting the best people with her best state, this is the future that Wen Siqi wants, and she doesn't deny that she is a clean freak.

Besides, none of Jiang's family were ordinary people, and one of them was more related to interrogation. Wen Siqi didn't think her disguise could fool a professional.

Once seen through, the scales will tilt.

"Did anyone choose?"

"Yes." Wen Siqi knew what Jiang Xinran meant by the candidate, so she replied without thinking, "An old professor who is very authoritative in psychology, back then..."

After a pause in her thoughts, Wen Siqi continued: "Student Yun Dan received treatment at her place back then, and Qiu Shui also found her when I was recuperating in Nancheng."

"Yundan..." Jiang Xinran muttered, then pointed at the wooden house, "Is that there?"

Wen Siqi nodded and smiled, "Yes."

"can not tell."

In other words, unlike what Wen Siqi said, he was a person who needed psychological treatment.

In Jiang Xinran's impression, Yun Dan is a person who loves to laugh, and brings comfort to others. How can such a person have psychological problems?But Wen Siqi's expression didn't mean to be joking.

Seeing Jiang Xinran's doubts, Wen Siqi smiled slightly, "When Suiyun told you, did you ever mention a friend who tried to pull me out of the trap, who was very similar to me but had a different fate."

"There is a friend, but not the paragraph you mentioned."

The story Wen Suiyun retold was what she thought of and what she said, one paragraph at a time, and the preface sometimes didn't match the afterword. To this friend, she mentioned existence, but she only said that it was someone Wen Siqi liked.

"Then I'll tell her story."

Wen Siqi told Jiang Xinran what she knew about Yundan.

Like the astonishment of Yun Dan suddenly appearing in front of her, the story is a bit unacceptably surreal, but Wen Siqi's earnestness and the haunting presence in her memory make Jiang Xinran have to believe in the authenticity of this story.

Excluding this surrealism, Jiang Xinran also understood from the story why Wen Siqi said that they were similar but different.

Both were neglected by others, both grew up under the knees of old people, both lost the pillar to continue their lives, and the same collapsed through the world...

The difference is that Wen Siqi is not taken seriously, while the other party is more like a joke between the world and her family, and it is this difference that leads to other differences.

Yundan's world is maintained by her family, and Wen Siqi's world is only her own, relying on her yearning for the future and curiosity about the world, she keeps moving forward in search of the glimmer of romance born of them.

"Because of similarities, we are close to each other; because of similarities, we understand each other. And because of similarities, we stop at confidants."

"why?"

"Because it's too similar." Wen Siqi smiled, "Similar encounters will make people resonate with each other, and they can't help comforting each other from their own feelings, and starting from themselves, they have to uncover the scars that they don't want to remember.

Comforting each other, exposing each other's wounds, and feeling each other's pain will only make each other's emotions worse over time, even if we don't want to. "

"It's not that similar encounters are suitable for each other. What we desire to be with is not the same kind."

It is someone who can lead us away from ourselves.

Wen Siqi didn't say this, it was unnecessary, and she was not just being led away blindly, otherwise, even the brightest people would be cast in the dark.

"Before noon, I confessed my thoughts to classmate Yun Dan, and as expected, she agreed with me." A smiling gaze fell on Jiang Xinran's face, "We are confidants, and we stop at confidants."

Jiang Xinran looked away slightly, "Needless to say so clearly, I can understand."

It's impossible to say that you don't care, it's not so easy to push one person away from another person's heart, Wen Siqi's attitude towards Yun Dan really makes her a little bit tasteful, but she believes that Wen Siqi will not play with her feelings, no He will be ambiguous with himself while hiding others in his heart.

She's...a clean freak.

"Some things, even if you know that the other party won't care too much, you still need to make it clear. It is not only to reassure yourself, but also a kind of trust."

trust in feelings.

I believe that you will not leave a rift in our relationship because of this incident.

Jiang Xinran quickly understood what Wen Siqi meant, and the insignificant concern in her heart disappeared completely.

She smiled happily, "I will accompany you when you receive treatment."

"Aren't you afraid of being seen?"

"Just let them know first, and..."

Jiang Xinran couldn't help but think of the night when Wen Siqi exposed someone's true nature, when she defended Wen Siqi's good words, her mother looked at her strangely. At that time, she just thought her mother was too open-minded and didn't think much about it. Something is wrong.

"What's wrong?"

Jiang Xinran stroked her thoughts, and told Wen Siqi her guess.

Wen Siqi tapped the wooden board on the table while her thoughts were spinning.

After a while, she blurted out, "Yu Xuesi."

The thoughts that went around the maze suddenly became clear, and Jiang Xinran suddenly understood why her mother's strange eyes were so strange at that time.

Because there is a criminal record!

After understanding her feelings for Wen Siqi, Ye Yajie specifically told her that Yu Xuesi's sudden transfer to another school was because her father used his connections to transfer Yu Xuesi's father from his post and return to Nancheng.

With this tendency at the beginning, it is not surprising that Wen Siqi's defense would be suspected later.

but……

Since it would kill her feelings at the beginning, now Jiang Xinran is not sure whether the same thing will happen to Wen Siqi, or if she will be tougher.

Frowning slightly.

Wen Siqi could see her thinking, "The past is over, it can only be regarded as a reference to the future rather than an absolute, instead of worrying about it here, it's better to move forward boldly and adapt to the situation."

Hearing this, Jiang Xinran had no choice but to laugh, "You are still taking risks."

Wen Siqi didn't take it seriously, and said happily: "I remember Ken Greenwood thanking a sentence in his novel: The only sure failure and greatest sorrow in life is never taking risks."

"so……"

"So you, who are unwilling to accept the status quo, always keep moving forward. Even if you experience failure and despair, taste pain and fear, wander through confusion and doubt, you have not given up on taking risks."

Wen Siqi looked at Jiang Xinran, looked at her seriousness with a faint smile, and smiled lightly.

"Wen Siqi, may you always be Wen Siqi."