Chapter 1948 - 1742: Word by Word
Chapter 1948 - 1742: Word by Word
Once upon a time, I cared deeply about your plans for the future. Why do you always turn away and leave me unable to find my way back? So, I owe my tears an explanation!
"Do you think I don’t want to? All these years, I’ve been testing myself to let go of you, to forget you, to stop placing you in my heart. But I’ve never been able to forget you. Do you know how desperate that makes me feel? I want to start a new life, but your shadow and smile linger in my mind every day. I have no way to make them disappear.
For you, I’ve waited these many years, but you, you’ve long since married and had children, yet I don’t mind. I just want to have you!"
"You really don’t need to go to such lengths to find me anymore. No matter how nice the things you say to me, no matter how sweet your words, I won’t believe it. I just want to live a stable life now. I don’t want our meetings to ruin my marriage with my husband. All I want is for us to live happily together, and for me, nothing is more important than that. If you truly have even a bit of love for me, if you haven’t completely forgotten, then please, spare me and let me walk my own path in life. Don’t disturb my originally peaceful life, okay?"
"Since you’re not willing to give me another chance to try being with you, then tonight just accompany me for a good drink, not to stop until we’re drunk. After tonight, I promise I’ll never bother you again. You walk your broadway, and I’ll cross my narrow bridge. From now on, we’ll go separate ways. How does that sound?"
Ran Zhihan hesitated for a moment and finally decided to drink with his classmate here. But he didn’t expect that it was the wine tonight that made him face the suspicion of divorce.
"Please remember what you just said. If you can do it, then I’ll accompany you for a good drink tonight without stopping until we’re drunk!" Ran Zhihan thought his husband didn’t know, but he didn’t realize that all his actions were seen by his husband, while he alone was kept in the dark. He believed that if he could destroy all evidence, then he wouldn’t be discovered. But who knew his husband had been monitoring him all along, watching his every move. Ultimately, he never completely trusted him.
"Rest assured, as long as you can accompany me for a good drink tonight and not go back, just stay with me here, I will definitely fulfill my promise to you!"
Chen Gang watched this woman in front of him and began drinking his wine. His mood suddenly improved greatly. What he wanted was simply to be with his beloved woman. But he waited in vain for so many years, yet there was no result, not even an explanation. After studying so hard and returning from abroad, he found that the woman he loved had long been married with children, how could he accept that?
Ran Zhihan was compelled by Chen Gang to drink cup after cup. He knew his tolerance for alcohol was not that good, but seeing his classmate, he reluctantly continued drinking. Who knew, in the end, when he was completely drunk, Chen Gang took him home.
"Zhihan, do you know how difficult it has been for me all these years? Whenever I think of being able to be with you, I immediately feel at ease. I only want my most beloved, you, to be with me, but you’ve already married early and had children. I know you’re not a complete woman now, but I still want to be with you. I want to have a marital relationship with you!
Hope you won’t blame me for deceiving you tonight. Maybe you’ll find it hard to accept when you wake up, but I’m truly at my wit’s end. I genuinely want to be with you. After waiting several years, this is the result I get. How could I possibly be content? I’ve long investigated your marriage and it often encounters troubles, it’s not as happy as imagined. Since that’s the case, why don’t I take this opportunity to take you back to me, making you belong only to me for life, never falling into someone else’s hands again? All I want is your company, all I want is your gentle treatment!"
Chen Gang spoke his heartfelt thoughts to the drunk, mud-like Ran Zhihan.
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Dawn slowly arrived. Just seeing the person in his arms, she felt she was the happiest person in the world. What he wanted was finally this love. He had endured so forcefully for so long and finally obtained his beloved woman. Although the means were improper, it was fulfilling a wish in his heart.
Zhang Yichen saw his wife being taken home by Chen Gang and didn’t come out all night. Yet he chose to say nothing. He returned home quietly, waiting for his wife to come back and give him an explanation. He didn’t know what kind of excuse and lies his wife would use to deceive him this time.
Ran Zhihan drowsily opened his eyes, thinking the man beside him was his husband. But when he opened his eyes and saw clearly, he realized he had made the biggest mistake in the world.
"Chen Gang, why is it you? What exactly did you do to me? Why am I here all night? Didn’t you say that after yesterday night if I drank with you, you wouldn’t disturb my life again? You lied to me? How could you treat me like this? What did I ever do to hurt you? I just want to live my life, is it really that hard? Do you have to intrude into my life and turn everything upside down before you’re satisfied? I’ve told you, I can’t be with you. Now how can I go back to face my husband? He’ll immediately know what happened to me last night. Why did you do this to me?"
"I want it this way. I want you to divorce your husband. Only then will I have a chance to bring you back to me. I just want you to stay by my side. It may not mean much to you, but to me, it’s my remedy. I just want my most beloved woman. For years, I’ve endured the longing for you, striving to study hard, hoping to achieve something so that one day I could bring you back to my side, offering you the happiest life. But when I came back, I found out you’d already married. I don’t care if you’ve had children or married someone else. I care about whether you can be with me!"
"You’re awake?"
Ran Zhihan lifted his head and looked around, realizing everything here was so unfamiliar.
"Where am I? Who am I?"
It seems he had completely lost his memory, forgetting even his own identity!
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