stonecrandall Chapter 44 I Don't Want to Save Him
Chapter 44 I Don't Want to Save Him
Wen Qingmian didn't ask Gu Juan a word, the moment he saw his distressed look, he actually softened his heart.
Hearing the sound of water coming from the bathroom, Wen Qingmian hugged the cat and sat on the bedside to comb the sticky hair.
The current sticky cat is no longer the little stray cat it used to be. Wen Qingmian has raised it to make it shiny and smooth, and its fur is so white that it shines, and the hair quality is particularly easy to touch, just like a good blanket.
The accommodation in the county is not big, and the bathroom is naturally too small.Ever since he was a child, Gu Juan had never taken such an aggrieved bath, and he had to touch other objects when he moved a little bigger.
When Gu Juan came out wrapped in a bath towel, Wen Qingmian stood up voluntarily, "If you don't mind, you can put on my clothes first."
Gu Juan looked at the clothes on the bed, he came in a hurry this time and didn't even bring his luggage.
"Okay." Gu Juan couldn't mind this condition.
Not shying away from it, she untied the bathrobe in front of Wen Qingmian, and put Wen Qingmian's clothes on neatly.
Wen Qingmian's skeleton is smaller than Gu Juan's, so the loose clothes that were originally worn on him are a bit small on Gu Juan's body.
He has seen Gu Juan's body countless times, but when Gu Juan was changing clothes, Wen Qingmian still turned his head away, deliberately avoiding it, in order to ease the embarrassment, Wen Qingmian said softly: "I have sent your original clothes to dry cleaning, and I can change them back tomorrow .”
"Yeah." Gu Juan didn't say much, and went straight to Wen Qingmian's side, and said in a low voice, "I'm hungry."
Getting closer all of a sudden, Wen Qingmian could still smell Gu Juan's shower gel.Wen Qingmian doesn't like to use the hotel's toiletries, so she always brings everything with her when she goes out.
Originally, she only wanted to let Gu Juan go after taking a bath, but now Wen Qingmian's heart softened over and over again, facing Gu Juan, Wen Qingmian always had no bottom line.
"I've ordered food and it will be delivered soon."
After Wen Qingmian's hand fell on Nian Nian's body again, he realized that Nian Nian had made a defensive posture at some point.
Put some strength on your hand, and stroke the sticky hair to let it relax.
"Where are you staying tonight?" Wen Qingmian asked calmly.
Hearing Wen Qingmian's words, Gu Juan frowned subconsciously, and said in a cold voice, "Can't I live here?"
The hotel environment here is so simple and the sanitation is so poor, it is impossible for Gu Juan to live in other rooms.
But Gu Juan knows that Wen Qingmian likes to be clean. He has lived here for a few days, and the sheets are all his own, so Gu Juan can sleep more comfortably.
"Okay." Wen Qingmian also thought of Gu Juan's delicate skin, and the bed sheets that were not cleaned properly would cause rashes, "I'll open another room, and I'll leave it here for you."
Gu Juan's originally expressionless face darkened instantly, and he asked, "You don't want to live with me?"
These straightforward words really made Wen Qingmian laugh angrily, "Mr. Gu, we are already divorced. In other words, I have nothing to do with you now, and we can even be regarded as strangers."
Being soft-hearted towards Gu Juan does not mean that Wen Qingmian is willing to maintain an unclear relationship with Gu Juan.
"Wen Qingmian, don't be ignorant of good and evil." Gu Juan's expression seemed to be eating people.
Why did Wen Qingmian, who kept saying that he liked him, only knew Jiang Liu for a few months, and even his soul was taken away.
The reason can only be that Wen Qingmian doesn't like him that much!
"What benefit did Jiang Liu give you to let you be so unconditional towards him?"
Could it be that he hasn't treated Wen Qingmian well enough these years?No matter what Wen Qingmian wants, Gu Juan can do it.
He gave Wen Qingmian supreme glory and unobtainable power, but in the end Wen Qingmian gave himself a blow to the head.
Wen Qingmian didn't want to quarrel with Gu Juan, so he could only deal with it in silence. He only had gratitude to Jiang Liu, not to mention Wen Qingmian didn't have any.
Knowing that the other party likes her, Wen Qingmian refused immediately because she didn't want to delay Jiang Liu.
He is not that good, and he is not worthy of being remembered by the other party. There will be better and more worthy people waiting for Jiang Liu to love.
In fact, Wen Qingmian already vaguely knew why Gu Juan came to him.
As proud as Gu Juan, he would never bow his head easily, but this time he actually traveled thousands of miles to find him in this small place.
It could only be for He Jingchen.
Wen Qingmian didn't want to continue to be vague, he asked bluntly: "You still choose to let me try He Jingchen's medicine, right?"
Although it was a question sentence, Wen Qingmian's tone was more like a statement, and he was very sure of his guess.
This time, Gu Juan was speechless.
Gu Juan just stared at Wen Qingmian's eyes, Wen Qingmian's eyeballs were very dark, but his eyes were clean and pure.
In the past, Gu Juan felt that Wen Qingmian's pair resembled He Jingchen's pair, but now it looks nothing like it.
Watched by such a pair of eyes, Gu Juan even felt as though Wen Qingmian had seen through all the thoughts in his heart.
"You don't have to answer." Wen Qingmian wanted to smile easily, but found that it was difficult for her to raise the corners of her mouth.
He's still sad...
Wen Qingmian's attitude was particularly tough: "My answer to this question is rejection."
"I don't want to save him!"
He was tired of being treated as a substitute for He Jingchen by everyone around Gu Juan, and Wen Qingmian couldn't forget the pain caused by He Jingchen.
"I hate him very much, very much!"
"I even want him to die. I can't help it. I'm such a vicious person."
Wen Qingmian spoke very calmly, and looked at Gu Juan without blinking.
Gu Juan pursed his lips, feeling a little bewildered on his usually indifferent face.Every word Wen Qingmian said was very calm, but it made people feel a sense of grievance for no reason.
"I can't let He Jingchen die." Gu Juan said calmly.
Wen Qingmian's eyes were red: "Then are you willing to see something happen to me?"
"I didn't!" Gu Juan's attitude became even tougher.
Asking him to help He Jingchen test the medicine is undoubtedly asking him to walk around the gate of hell, and there is a high possibility that he will not come back.
"Mianmian, I can't just watch He Jingchen die." Gu Juan's tough attitude softened.
It seems to be back to that vicious circle again.
Wen Qingmian didn't want to face Gu Juan again, turned around, went straight to the window, and opened it.
It was very windy and windy outside, and the sound of raindrops almost dominated all the sounds.
The raindrops came in and hit Wen Qingmian hard on the face, within a few minutes Wen Qingmian's warm body became cold again.
"Mianmian, please, help He Jingchen." Gu Juan lowered his body and spoke in a low voice, almost begging.
Wen Qingmian took a deep breath, she didn't know whether it was rain or tears on her face, her originally dark eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes, she looked terribly frightening.
"I'll die if I help He Jingchen." He wasn't lying, he really was going to die.
Gu Juan walked over quickly and hugged Wen Qingmian's waist. It had been a long time since he had such extensive physical contact with Wen Qingmian.
He didn't know when Wen Qingmian was so thin and weak, as if a gust of wind could blow him away.
"I will never let anything happen to you." Gu Juan whispered in Wen Qingmian's ear.
Wen Qingmian suddenly smiled, with sadness in his smile.
He raised the baby for more than six years with a good voice, never let Gu Juan be wronged, kept Gu Juan from humiliating, and even enshrined him like a god.
But he never thought that one day, his god would humiliate him for others.
It's really funny.
"Get out."
Wen Qingmian didn't know where the strength came from, and separated Gu Juan's arms that were holding his waist.
He closed the window with a bang, startling the slimy who had been hiding in the corner, arched his back and looked at the two vigilantly.
"Are you going?" Wen Qingmian turned around and asked coldly.
Gu Juan stood there steadfastly, without any intention of leaving.
As long as He Jingchen survived, the relationship between him and He Jingchen would be cleared up, and he could finally make a choice.
In other words, since He Jingchen came back, Gu Juan had actually made a choice, but he himself refused to admit it.
Snapped--
This slap even overwhelmed the thunder that sounded at the same time.
Wen Qingmian felt her right hand hurt from the shock, and at the same time looked at her right hand in disbelief.
He actually hit Gu Juan...
This slap made Gu Juan's ears ringing, his head turned to the other side, and he didn't turn around for a long time.
After a while, Gu Juan coughed, and a trail of blood flowed from the corner of his mouth.
Wen Qingmian could see clearly that half of Gu Juan's face was swollen and there was an obvious slap print on it.
"Mianmian, I'm in a little pain." Gu Juan blinked, his voice was a little dazed.
Wen Qingmian blinked, and tears flowed from her eyes: "Ah Juan, I'm in pain too."
Why force him?
Wen Qingmian's expression was determined, and she said ruthlessly: "Let's go quickly, and save the last good place for you in my heart."
Think of it as letting him have another thought about his former beliefs.
If it is necessary to try medicine for He Jingchen, Wen Qingmian would rather be forced by Song Ting, no matter how unwilling she is, Wen Qingmian will feel lucky.
Gu Juan finally left.
The wind and rain outside didn't seem to be getting any smaller at all, Wen Qingmian sat holding Niangku in his arms in the middle of the night, he knew that Gu Juan hadn't left, and was even next door to his room.
Before dawn the next day, Wen Qingmian went up the mountain with her bag on her back and an umbrella.
Even with an umbrella, half of her body was already soaked, so Wen Qingmian simply put away the umbrella and walked more easily.
Wen Qingmian saw a black figure as she struggled to get to her parents' grave step by step.
Gu Juan stood in front of his parents' tombstone wearing the suit that he came to see him yesterday, with a solemn and serious expression, as if he was still talking about something.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Gu Juan turned his head and saw Wen Qingmian was not surprised, he knew Wen Qingmian would come here.
"Why are you here?" Wen Qingmian tried hard to hold back her emotions, pretending to be calm.
The corner of Gu Juan's mouth curled up slightly: "I'll come and see our parents."
This was the first time he came to pay homage to Wen Qingmian's parents, but he came here alone, so he could only have such an embarrassing meeting.
"This is my parents."
"I have nothing to do with you, Mr. Gu, please clarify your identity."