stonecrandall Chapter 42 Compared to Jing Chen, Wen Qingmian is just a substitute
Chapter 42 Compared to Jing Chen, Wen Qingmian is just a substitute
The Civil Affairs Bureau was not open when they arrived.
Gu Juan sat down, the two of them were far away, and he looked at the files on his phone solemnly.
I'm afraid only Gu Juan knows, but now his heart is in a mess.Such an impulsive visit to Ji's house to block Wen Qingmian was just to let out a sigh of relief.
Wen Qingmian's body felt weak, and since the operation, he could clearly feel his body getting weaker and weaker.
He used to work in a company, and staying up all night was not a problem. Since the operation, he has been suffering from continuous illnesses, and he can't stand the slightest blow to his body.
The hunger was unbearable, and the head was groggy. Wen Qingmian could only lean his body on the suitcase and endured it with difficulty.
The employees of the Civil Affairs Bureau went to work on time, and Wen Qingmian and Gu Juan were the first couple to handle it.
In fact, God sometimes favors Wen Qingmian.
Wen Qingmian wanted to marry Gu Juan, Hua Guo's same-sex marriage law was passed after the two confirmed their relationship.
It's just that I came too late.
He was the one who met Gu Juan in the first place. Could it be that the relationship between the two had completely different endings?
Throughout the divorce, Gu Juan was leading him away.
The document was handed in front of him, and Wen Qingmian signed it; the staff member was talking, and Wen Qingmian also pretended to listen carefully.
When she came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau with her divorce certificate in hand, Wen Qingmian looked at the busy traffic on the street, and stood there in a daze, not knowing where to go.
He has no home.
The house his parents left him in his hometown has been demolished, and he has painstakingly maintained the hut where he wants to stay with Gu Juan for a lifetime, and Wen Qingmian has no right to go back at all.
where is he going...
When footsteps came from behind, Wen Qingmian turned her head subconsciously, and Gu Juan brushed past him with a cold face.
From the beginning to the end, he never looked at Wen Qingmian at all. If you want to say that he is cold-hearted, heartless and ungrateful, it must be Gu Juan.
"Gu Juan, you must be happy." Wen Qingmian's voice contained tears.
No matter how unwilling he is, Wen Qingmian must admit that he lost the game with He Jingchen too completely.
How could it be possible for Wen Qingmian to just let go of the nearly seven-year relationship.
But his original intention from beginning to end was to hope that Gu Juan would be happy.
These days he also thought a lot, these years he was too greedy, he was too self-sufficient from accompanying to grabbing Gu Juan's heart, no wonder others stepped on his dignity.
Hearing this, Gu Juan seemed to hear some joke: "Don't you think it's disgusting to say such things at this time?"
At the beginning, he had to die for him, but it took only a few months to fall in love with Jiang Liu.
This love is too cheap, as cheap as rubbish on the side of the road.
Wen Qingmian's face was already pale, even if she was prepared in her heart, she was still shocked by Gu Juan's words.
It wasn't until Gu Juan's car drove away that Wen Qingmian dragged his tired body towards the airport.
It takes nearly a day from Beijing to his hometown even by plane.
At the beginning, I didn't know how brave I was to come to Beijing alone to work hard for Gu Juan.
After a day of tossing and turning, Wen Qingmian finally returned to the place where she grew up.
Wen Qingmian found a hotel at random to put down her luggage and rushed towards the cemetery.
His parents died in an accident and died very early.With the passage of time, Wen Qingmian's impression of them has become blurred, but he can be sure that his parents love him very much.
Wen's father and Wen's mother were buried together, and Wen Qingmian came to the tombstone relying on his memory.
There are clusters of flowers in front of the tombstone, and even the tombstone is wiped clean.
Someone actually came to worship his parents?
Wen's father and Wen's mother only lived here for a year or two, and no one would come to worship except him.
Just when Wen Qingmian was puzzled, footsteps came from behind.
"Hey, baby, what are you doing here?"
An old man asked in awkward Mandarin.
Wen Qingmian was still holding flowers in her hand, so it was self-evident what she was going to do.
After seeing the situation clearly, the uncle changed the question: "Why are you the owner of the tomb?"
again?
Wen Qingmian grasped the key points very precisely.
"I am their son."
The uncle frowned and stared at Wen Qingmian closely, and finally found Wen Qingmian's figure in the dusty memory.
"Oh oh, I remember, you came back before."
Wen Qingmian smiled slightly, pointed to the flowers and asked, "Master, do you know who sent these flowers?"
Don't get me wrong, no one has worshiped their parents for so many years, but this year there are people.
And looking at the flowers, they are all fresh.
The uncle is also very puzzled, strange things happen every year, especially this year.
"I don't know too well." The uncle slowly recalled, "Since a group of people came to worship two days ago, they come every day after that, and every day is very grand."
It was getting dark now, and the uncle didn't plan to stay longer, so he walked slowly towards the outside of the cemetery.
"Little baby, go home early, it's going to rain soon, if you don't go back, your family will be worried."
Wen Qingmian responded vaguely.
And who would worry about him?
No one will worry about him!
Wen Qingmian turned her head to look at the cold tombstone, and couldn't hold back her tears.
If only his parents were still around.
No matter what happened, he could contact his parents as soon as possible.
Big teardrops burst out of the sockets, as if venting all the grievances suffered in the past few years.
"Father, mother..."
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When Wen Qingmian returned to the hotel, it was already completely dark, and he was wearing a sweater today. The hat of the sweater was so big that it just covered his eyes.
Sticky was sleeping when he left, sticky was still sleeping when he came back.He dug out the canned cat food from the suitcase, opened it for Slimy, and put it on the table beside him.
Slimy is very smart, it can find food by itself.
After Wen Qingmian hastily washed, she wrapped herself in the quilt.
The hotels in the small town are no better than those in Beijing, and you can still smell a slight musty smell.
The quilt was also damp and cold, and Wen Qingmian slept until midnight with cold hands and feet, and even had a tendency to shiver from the cold.
Compared to Wen Qingmian's discomfort, He Jingchen was even worse.
His illness this time was much more serious than any previous one, and the special medicine developed before did not work at all.
He Jingchen's whole body was stiff, feeling that every inch of his muscles was aching.
In order to prevent self-harm, He Jingchen's limbs were restrained, and a veil was stuffed in his mouth, so he was afraid of biting off his tongue.
Song Ting looked at He Jingchen like this, but he was powerless. This feeling was like being stabbed in his heart with a knife, and it hurt terribly.
"Brother Juan, I really can't drag it on any longer."
Song Ting's voice was hoarse, her eyes were scarlet, and He Jingchen would die if he dragged on.
"Can you just watch your savior suffer like this?"
Song Ting didn't know why Gu Juan was still hesitating, he only needed to send a word, and the human body test drug could be carried out immediately.
Another minute of delay, He Jingchen would be in more danger.
Gu Juan stood calmly by the bed, looking at He Jingchen who was living a life worse than death, his heart was no longer as fluctuating as before.
But if he wanted to watch He Jingchen die like this, Gu Juan couldn't do it.
The old love is still there, and so is the life-saving grace.
Gu Juan's tone was a little loose: "Who did you find to test the medicine?"
Song Ting: "Wen Qingmian."
"no!"
This name seems to have become a thorn in his heart, mentioning him will remind Gu Juan of the disgraceful thing that Wen Qingmian chose to divorce him because of Jiang Liu.
Song Ting knew whether Gu Juan would agree to it for a while, and had already prepared his speech: "I just want him to help test the medicine. Only when Wen Qingmian succeeds in testing the medicine, can we save Jing Chen's life."
"It will not be life-threatening. You have read the ingredients of the medicine. Healthy people will definitely not have side effects if they take it."
Song Ting's face was livid, and she deliberately lowered her voice: "Brother Juan, are you softening your heart?"
"But how can Wen Qingmian compare with He Jingchen, Brother Juan, have you forgotten how many years you have been waiting for He Jingchen?"
"This Wen Qingmian has attracted you, so you shouldn't be soft-hearted. When you donated to Wen Qingmian to go to high school, you just thought that Wen Qingmian's eyes looked like He Jingchen."
"Brother Juan, Jing Chen is about to die!"
"You don't have time to hesitate!"
Song Ting knew very well that it was impossible for Wen Qingmian to agree to help Jing Chen test the medicine.
At this critical juncture, it is easy to overturn the car with strong methods.A little carelessness, Jing Chen will enter a state of systemic organ failure.
But Gu Juan is different, as long as Gu Juan asks Wen Qingmian to be the subject of the experiment, Wen Qingmian will definitely agree.
Who made Wen Qingmian's love for Gu Juan deep down?
In fact, Song Ting can understand Wen Qingmian's mentality best, after all he also likes He Jingchen.
Wen Qingmian is willing to give everything for Gu Juan, and he is also willing to give everything for He Jingchen.
Gu Juan lowered his brows and forced himself to calm down: "Let me think again."
"Wen Qingmian is alone in his hometown now, and Jiang Liu didn't go with him. This is our best chance to persuade Wen Qingmian."
Song Ting never relaxed his supervision on Wen Qingmian, even Song Ting knew about it during the few days Wen Qingmian lived in Ji's house.
Song Ting actually knows Wen Qingmian's past better than Gu Juan.Of course, it included the fact that Wen Qingmian had undergone a total splenectomy.
With such a large immune organ cut off, Wen Qingmian is not considered a healthy person now.
The medicine is three-point poisonous, and there is no major problem with the ingredients of the medicine.
However, after taking the medicine, Wen Qingmian is likely to be unable to excrete the toxins from the body, causing serious illnesses at the slightest, or equivalent to suicide at the worst, and he will not live past the age of 30.
But what does it have to do with Song Ting?A substitute is a substitute after all!
Relying on Gu Juan's liking for He Jingchen, Wen Qingmian's benefits of staying by Gu Juan's side should also be returned to He Jingchen with interest.
Song Ting would not tell Gu Juan about Wen Qingmian's splenectomy, but he would keep it a secret.
Song Ting looked affectionately at He Jingchen who was lying on the bed: "Jingchen, don't worry, we will pay you back everything we owe you with interest."
He Jingchen's consciousness seemed to be a little clear, and small words kept coming out of the mouth blocked by the veil: "...Tired...I'm in so much pain...Help me..."