stonecrandall Chapter 162 is my responsibility
Chapter 162 is my responsibility
Even if Ji Yun is thoughtful, but if Shen Ning doesn't open his mouth, it is impossible for him to understand so many dramas in his heart.
If a person wants to hide his emotions, there are many ways.
Especially someone like Shen Ning who doesn't reveal the landscape.
He is not deep in the city, but simply does not want you to know.
With this method, no one needs to worry about it. He doesn't care about what they say. He once felt that that was what he wanted.
Ji Yun finally knew why Shen Ning avoided him for five years. During these five years, he must have thought about a lot of things.
No matter how right he was, when he turned around, he would pretend that he didn't know it at all.
Everything in the future is still the two of them. He doesn't know the unexpected result, the future that can't be waited for, and what is left, but what happened in front of him made him understand a truth.
No matter how many things will happen in the future, when it comes to them, no one will take care of them.
The importance of life is that you have experienced everything with the person you think is right. Only in this way will you realize that you have never missed it.
The person you like also likes you, what kind of feeling is that, now Shen Ning finally knows.
No matter how much the past is, he only knows how many shortcomings there are when he has to do it, and he doesn't understand why he had such thoughts at that time.
He was afraid of so many things before he came into contact with them.
"I have forgotten what I told you. When I was a child, I was really reserved, because I always felt that they were laughing at me. I was a man with a broken family. In a precise sense, I was also an orphan. I Without parents, I don't know what fatherly love and motherly love are, and every time I see them, I feel that my life is incomplete."
"Because I like you, I feel that I am different from others. I can't describe the feeling of anxiety all day long. Many words, although I know what it looks like, but when I really want to do it, I am not sure whether I am I can do it. Many things in the future are different for me. I will have a lot of thoughts, and then I will not be able to go out. Even if I hit the south wall, I will not look back."
Speaking of the past, he has a lot of past, but he never told Ji Yun about it.
That was the part of his past that he was least willing to mention. He had never told anyone about it. He even felt that others would laugh at him.
His past was not so clean.
He also had the darkest thoughts. Later, why did he give up, because he met the beauty in his life.
If he hadn't met Ji Yun, he would never have known what he was thinking in his heart. Even though he had met so many people, only Ji Yun was the past he wanted most.
There will always be a bunch of people living in everyone's heart. He never knows, after waiting for so long, he also doesn't know what the result of waiting and waiting will be like.
Every day is spent like this, and after a long time, the more I don't want others to see myself like that.
Shen Ning knew it was not good, so he tried his best to change himself.
He wants to be another person, but he doesn't know whether it's right or wrong for him to do so. Sometimes, after thinking about it, he doesn't know what he will be like in the end.
There are still so many futures in his world, he doesn't want to stop at this moment, when it comes, he should understand that at that time, there are too many thoughts in his heart.
Maybe later, Ji Yun said a lot of words, temporarily making Shen Ning give up that idea, but he forgot what he said.
She knows that she is deeply in love, but when facing Ji Yun, there are still many differences.
He will involuntarily become cautious, afraid that he will know something, hide his feelings, dare not speak, and don't know what is waiting for him.
As many stories as there are, there will be as many gossips. He has always been clear about this sentence, so he never understood it. At that time, he had waited for a long time, but never let it go. There can be a lot of the past, but I don't know what is left.
How many people, how many results, he does not understand.
After waiting for so long, it is still the same now, even if he knew, he would not say so clearly.
"It's useless for me to tell you. When I was young, I was just a piece of wood. I was useless except liking you. I don't think I have any advantages, so I dare not say anything. For me, being able to talk to you I feel so lucky to be by your side.”
"As you said, I have never blamed anyone. I just think that meeting you is a kind of fate, which has been arranged a long time ago. Otherwise, why should I be in the sea of hundreds of millions of people? I only like you."
Shen Ning's looks are not bad, and his ability is also good. If he wants to find someone who likes him, it is very easy, and even said yes, everywhere.
But he doesn't like it, because in his heart, only Ji Yun is the best, and everyone except him is meaningless to him.
He waited for so long just to appear in front of this person. He didn't know what kind of fantasy he still had at that time, but since it is now and they have come together, he shouldn't think so much things.
After waiting for a long time, you will gradually forget some things, but he is not, he will remember very clearly.
In the future, he can have a lot of ideas, he can think clearly, and he can also understand that not many people will have such ideas, and when it comes, it will be over.
"I always felt that you didn't know anything, and thought that you just wanted to do something of your own. At that time, you didn't tell me, so I didn't know what you thought. After you left, I found that I'm not used to it, I'm always missing you, I checked your news and found a lot of people, but they all told me that there is no news."
"I advised myself that no news is the best news. During that time, I was always afraid that something would happen to you, but when they told me that they couldn't find any news about you, there was a little bit of news in my heart. I am secretly happy, at least it proves that you are still alive, although it is in a place where I can't see it, but as long as you are well, I will be satisfied."
"Now I'm always glad that at that time, you didn't leave me because of that car accident."
Ji Yun's voice was a little choked up, he had never said such things to anyone before, it was a little nasty, and some things he couldn't accept.
But the fact is that, a lot of things are said, and it is completely different.
He doesn't know what the past that they can't wait for, what the future will look like is very simple, but when it is really done, it needs a lot of hard work and a lot of determination.
Ji Yun is indeed decisive in the mall, but when it comes to his own feelings, he is also a child who doesn't understand anything.
Haven't loved, don't know how to deal with it.
It can be seen that he likes Shen Ning very much, so he also restricted his steps.
Everyone's thinking is different, no matter how much time he has to think about it, he will have to wait until the end to realize that he has nothing left.
I am most afraid that he will not be by my side, and I am most afraid that he will not come back after he leaves. All the fears are all because of him. people only.
For the rest of the time, Ji Yun wants to keep it for himself, no matter whether he is with him or doing something together, he doesn't want to be separated, this is his truest thought at the moment.
People only know what they can do and what they can't do until they do it.
And his ambition has long been thrown aside by him.
Perhaps even Ji Yun himself didn't think that he was a person who valued affection, and there was no one in his family who was affectionate.
His father has never lacked women by his side. After his mother left, he has been having fun every day, the only thing is that he has no illegitimate children.
Ji Yun has long been used to it, and he has become numb to many things.
But he is not that kind of person. After liking for so long, I love everything about him. In my whole life, I will only have him alone.
He won't have any relationship with anyone anymore. He gave his heart to someone. After thinking for so long, he realized that he had spent all the time doing these things in the past.
Only when you are strong to a certain extent can you protect the people you want.
If you love him, you can't let him get hurt.
The young master of the Nan family is also quite capable, but he chose such a path. Others would call him a fool, but Ji Yun would not think so.
In this world, companionship is the longest telling of love.
Even if he is not the one he likes, but what he does is definitely not without position.
Ji Yun occasionally gets jealous because Shen Ning treats him really unusually.
They are friends, and there will be no unnecessary feelings. No matter how clear Ji Yun is, he still feels that many things are not what he thinks at all.
But it's useless to know so clearly, even if so many things happened, his and Shen Ning's choices will not change.
In the future, since two people still have to walk together, they will inevitably meet many people, and gender is no longer important.
Shen Ning is good at attracting bees and butterflies, both men and women.
It never stopped. Before, Ji Yun thought he couldn't, but later found out that this person is a walking peach blossom.
As for Ji Yun, it was because his air pressure was relatively low, and no one dared to get close to him, so he saved a lot of trouble.
But Shen Ning is different, no matter what time he is, he always has a smiling face, and he still adheres to the principle of not hitting the smiling face with his hand.
Every time Ji Yun mentioned it, he felt that he would be angry.
He really didn't have such thoughts all the time, it's just that such a long time has passed, and the two of them have long been familiar with each other.
In his world, he has already come into contact with those people. Although he never understands them, sometimes he can still think clearly. What he can wait for and what he can't wait for is the future.
There are many times in his life, before he even thinks about it, it has already been arranged.
In the end, it's not that I don't know what's going on here, it's just that after tomorrow, there's another tomorrow.
Talking too much is meaningless. If you can wait, then you have to wait. If you can't wait, then don't think about it. After all, no matter how many things there are, he won't say anything.
There is a lot of past between the two of them, and they still don't know how to speak. .
Most of the time, they understand each other that this sentence is very important.But if I don’t say it, maybe later on, I still need to know. At that time, I will have different ideas in the future.
People who have been in contact with it have never had so much understanding.
But if you think about it, you still know what you want, and what you want never needs to be so obvious.
"I won't tell you, but you are always in my heart. You know, I have thought a lot about you and I, and I just feel that no matter what, I have never given up so much in my world. idea."
Shen Ning looked at Ji Yun with a smile on his face forever, it wasn't that he didn't know, but he didn't want to say it.
He understands this feeling very well, and also knows that if he speaks out some words, it will be a different situation.
In the past, he always said that he didn't know anything. Even if many people told him many secrets, he would forget them when he turned around, and he would never remember them for a long time.
He felt that thinking about those things would waste his time, and he didn't have that much time to accompany others to think about the past and the future.
Many times, he has to make plans for his future.
After all, after waiting for so long, he still had to think about it. Later, he finally understood that he didn't want to do anything at that time, but simply felt that most of the time, it was for his own future.
To save him from having so many words for himself, it’s fine if it’s not like this. In many cases, it still depends on what he can do.
It's one thing to think in your heart, but it's another thing when you actually do it.
He understands this very well.
So a lot of things are said only after I know what's going on.
What you want is cause and effect, what you can't figure out is the past.
The two of them didn't wait for any future, let alone any right and wrong waiting for him. They both said that his future had already become something before he knew it. What he couldn't wait for was himself. What should he think? That's the right thing to do.
"I probably already know what you think. I have already told you before, don't put so much pressure on yourself, I don't want you to have any burden, there are many things, don't you still have me here?" ?”
"I'm here, so you don't have to think about anything. This time, I'm serious. I want to be with you. It doesn't matter what I do. As long as it's related to you, I don't want to let go."
Cherish this opportunity so that you can wait until later.