stonecrandall Chapter 156 Everyone is Different
Chapter 156 Everyone is Different
Not afraid of him asking, but afraid of his suspicion.
There are many things that Shen Ning hides from Ji Yun, and they are the ones that cannot be said.
He simply couldn't speak, let alone how to explain.
It's simply a matter of being able to hide it for a while, let's wait until Ji Yun finds out.
Otherwise, it will really bring me a lot of trouble.
Anyway, this meal was under the cover of Shen Ning, and it was finally passed safely.
Ji Yun only knew that Shen Ning ate less, so he didn't expect that there would be a lot of things behind it.
Otherwise, he would have dragged Shen Ning directly to the hospital, and he would have been allowed to jump around for so long.
After Shen Ning had his meal, he went to sit in the garden behind.
I brought two books, but I fell asleep after reading them for a long time.
When Ji Yun passed by, he covered him with a blanket.
At this time, the sun is not very good, but it will be cold.
Thinking that my body is still not in good shape, I know how to toss every day.
It's really a headache. Although it's not the first day I know him, Shen Ning's character is quite different from before.
In the past, Shen Ning's character was so gentle, even a person as indifferent as Ji Yun would often be moved by him.
But now, could it be said that Shen Ning's temper was really spoiled by himself.
Ji Yun felt a little bit hard to get off, but the matter has come to this point, there is no better way.
In the past, he never felt that this person was so difficult to get along with, and in fact it was.
Shen Ning rarely has conflicts with others, and there are always many thoughts in his heart.
Of course it is such a story, if it happens to someone else, they will naturally have different ideas.
But at Ji Yun's place, the only thought at the moment is to look at him.
In such a quiet time, it feels really good not to think about anything.
He never seemed to be as serious as he thought about the various causes and effects before.
Before he appeared, Ji Yun had thought about a lot of results, and he was serious at the end. Only in this way was the thought he should have.
Don't think about anything, don't worry about anything.
He came back when time was not old, even if everyone couldn't see what he was thinking, but at this moment, suddenly, he understood.
That kind of feeling may be somewhat different for others, but for him, waiting for it is a lifetime.
Even if you spend more time, what can you do?
There are many things that he doesn't care about, but only Shen Ning is an obsession that he never wants to give up.
He didn't know before that Shen Ning had loved him silently for so many years in a place he couldn't see, but now, he wanted to repay everything.
But, easier said than done.
He originally thought that as long as he explained everything clearly, he could at least get a chance.
But the distance is not so easy to be shortened.
There is still a thorn in my heart, which has never been pulled out.
Sometimes, even when Ji Yun thinks about it, he feels a little incomprehensible, let alone them.
Whether it was in the past or now, there are still some things that cannot be said just like that.
He didn't expect that the final result would be his complete defeat.
Emotionally, he never admits failure, let alone thinks what is left for him at the end.
The beginning of everything is known only when there is no time to admit it.
He rarely saw Shen Ning's peaceful sleeping face.
Because in his sleep, he would be very unstable.
According to his own words, he just felt that everything was a little unrealistic, so he would be afraid, afraid that when he woke up from the dream, everything would come to naught.
All day, panic.
No matter how Ji Yun explains and how he guarantees, there is no way to get rid of his demons so quickly. On this point, the two of them seem to have no way to reach an agreement.
Especially at the beginning, after thinking for so long, I still couldn't think clearly about what could be left in this past.
Not everyone can feel their friendship, Shen Ning should be regarded as the most profound one.
But even so, is there no way to give him a sense of security?
Ji Yun was also afraid. He used to be afraid that he would leave, but now he was afraid that even if he was by his side, he still couldn't make up his mind.
It's like something that has already happened, and it may never be clear.
People who don't know will always think that before this thing happens, they will encounter too many difficulties.
However, the current him has encountered difficulties before he even started.
If you don't think about it, it seems impossible.
Escaping was never the solution to things, let alone the attitude he should have.
Ji Yun looked at Shen Ning, and suddenly sighed softly, "Tell me, what should I do with you."
When facing this person, he always has nothing to do.
In the past, I always felt that the time was still long, and the two of them still had a lot of contact time, but until now, I suddenly realized that it is not so easy to let go of the obsessions I once had.
He didn't want to be like this, and he didn't want others to think that about Shen Ning.
When two people are together, they are destined to bear the wind and rain.
Although you don't care, you can't just sit idly by.
Ji Yun knew that Shen Ning thought a lot, but it was of no avail.
Not all people will have such feelings as him. In the past, he could always feel that the sincere emotion was right in front of him.
After so many things happened, Ji Yun became somewhat restrained.
He didn't dare to do it, for fear that something would happen to Shen Ning.
Such a result was definitely not what he wanted to see.
No matter what, after waiting for such a long time, he should have thought that, whether it was the beginning or the end, all he could do was to protect this person.
As for the rest, he never thought about it, let alone planned it.
He didn't leave any escape route for himself, even in the face of the most terrifying enemy, he would not be afraid.
Whatever you think in your heart, then do it.
Why bother to care so much and add so much trouble to yourself for no reason.
He didn't want so many stumbling blocks to appear in his life.
It was rare for Shen Ning to have a good night's sleep. He didn't have any dreams, let alone anyone who would leave.
Perhaps it was because he felt Ji Yun's breath, so even in his dream, he didn't think so much.
People say that Shen Ning thinks day by day and dreams at night, and Shen Ning sometimes thinks, is it because he thinks about these things in his head during the day.
That's why at night, you will be attacked by nightmares.
He didn't know and didn't understand whether such a result was good or bad for him, but it was much better than before.He was always alone before, but now, there is another person beside him.
The things he was looking forward to the most have all come true. It stands to reason that he should be happy, but for some reason, he still has a bad premonition in his heart.
Shen Ning is a very pessimistic person in his bones. When he was young, he lost his home and lived a life of being dependent on others.
No matter how good Ji Yun treats him, it is not his own after all.
Live carefully every day, just to prove to others that he will not cause trouble for these people.
At that time, he didn't even know what was going on in his heart.
I only know that I follow Ji Yun every day, and whatever he does, I can help him.
Sometimes, he could even feel that Ji Yun was unwilling to talk to him at first, but his attitude towards him was still different after all.
Some things, not seeing is believing, but to feel with heart.
Only with your heart can you see and understand these things, and you will know who is the best person for you.
It took him 20 years to prove this.
In the end, he still couldn't let go of him. Isn't that enough to explain everything?
If you can't even explain this, then Shen Ning really doesn't know what to do.
When Shen Ning woke up, he saw Ji Yun sitting beside him drinking tea with a book.
He still brought that book.
Seeing that he was awake, he asked softly, "Are you awake?"
Shen Ning laughed, "I originally planned to read a book, but the afternoon sun was warm, so I fell asleep."
Ji Yun stretched out his hand and placed the book in front of him, "The book is quite beautiful, but I think you can take a serious look at it when you turn around."
Shen Ning looked up at the half-read book, a little surprised.
"Are you reading so fast?"
"Because time was limited in the past, I didn't have so much time to squander, and my memory is better than others, so I can read books faster than others."
"The main reason is that I have nothing to do when I'm free, so I just read a book."
It is rare for Ji Yun to have such time to sit down and have a cup of tea and read a book.
Most of the time, he handles things in the company, and then flies around.
For him, many times, he is a little bit involuntary.
Since the Ji family was handed over to him, his father has really become a hands-off shopkeeper and doesn't care about anything.
Everything must be done by him himself.
In this way, it is naturally busy.
If it wasn't for Shen Ning's relationship, he wouldn't be at home right now, but in the office.
You must know that Boss Ji's time is very valuable. Sometimes, even he himself can't waste it.
He often said to himself that he really wanted to just let go of everything and stay with Shen Ning.
But he can't, the best way to protect someone is to make himself strong enough.
At that time, he never thought about it so much, let alone felt that there were so many things in it. In his eyes, how to achieve himself was something that he hadn't even thought through clearly.
He can leave the previous problems there and ignore them.
But not like this, forget it.
None of them can predict the future, no matter how they look at it now, it is not a simple problem.
So even if you want to do it, you must have a complete plan.
Otherwise, it's just futile.
"I'm not as busy as you, and I have nothing to do, so I just read a book to pass the time."
"If you don't see it quickly, take it slowly."
At that time, Shen Ning found a lot of things for himself.
After getting stomach problems from drinking, Nan Xiao looked at him, absolutely not allowing him to go out to drink, but staying at home is really boring.
Nan Xiao didn't know where he got several boxes of books, and told him that if he really had nothing to do, he should read books.
Probably reading is a habit formed at some time, and now I can't change it even if I want to.
In this regard, Ji Yun thinks it is not a bad thing.
If Shen Ning had nothing to do every day, then he would really be thinking wildly.
Instead of this, I would rather he read books, even if he becomes a nerd, he will keep it.
After thinking about it for a long time, I still feel that the problem here is really deep.
That's not something that can be settled in a few words. No matter how many questions there are, no one will understand until this moment.
After experiencing so many things, it is only at the end that I can see clearly what I want in my heart.
Not everyone feels this way.
Ji Yun finally understood what changed in Shen Ning's body
He may be even quieter than before. When he was sitting there motionless, no one could tell what was going on behind his gentle and elegant back.
Who among them includes Ji Yun.
Ji Yun thinks that he has been with Shen Ning for a long time, but sometimes, he even feels that he is not as good as Nan Xiao.
No matter what Nan Xiao did, it was for Shen Ning's good.
His love is placed in such an obvious position.
He can just say it directly, I like you is my business, it doesn't matter if you don't like me, but you can't stop me from being nice to you.
Nan Xiao has this confidence. In terms of strength, he is not weak at all.
When she was willing to accompany Shen Ning back to China from abroad, it had already proved everything.
Ji Yun even thought that if it wasn't for Shen Ning's never-changing feelings for him, it might be that Nan Xiao would really have a chance.
But fortunately, there are never any ifs in this world.
He thinks a lot, but it doesn't mean he can achieve it.
The past, no matter how you say it, is the past.
The current Shen Ning is still the closest to him, that's enough.
For the rest, there is no need to say anything.
There is no need to talk for so long between the two of them.
"I also think it's good to read more books, so that you don't have to have so many things in your mind."
"My brain capacity is really limited, and I can't hold so many things."
"Otherwise, you'll have a headache."
When leaving, someone told him many secrets.
During that time, he was not feeling very well every day.
Close your eyes, and many people will appear in the dream, asking him why he didn't avenge himself.
What is the point of him being alive?