Loyal dog rule: Mr. Ji, please stay

Chapter 154 I Will Still Love You

Before Shen Ning came back, he always felt that he still had a lot of time to let himself squander.

When he came back, he found that he hadn't even prepared well.

Talk about what you like, what to talk about for a lifetime.

Ji Yun has long been successful and famous, and has nothing to ask for, but until today, he didn't realize that except Shen Ning, no one is his lover.

How to live is a lifetime, but he has to choose a way to make himself more comfortable.From then on, I am no longer alone in my life. Before doing anything, read and think clearly about the possible consequences.

Perhaps, this is not what Shen Ning wants, so Ji Yun is never in a hurry to show anything.

Shen Ning's mood gradually calmed down, and he didn't mention this matter again, nor did he say much.

He thought that Ji Yun must have his own way of thinking about things, he didn't want to interfere, let alone make decisions for him.

You know, Ji Yun waited for so long, definitely not just for this matter.

He wants to give himself a chance, and also give Ji Yun one.

Simply, everything can still be handed over to time.

Ji Yun is not a person who will get into a dead end and can't get out, he should be able to understand that Shen Ning's carefree personality will definitely not care about those things with him.

Even if there is any relationship, the moment it is said, it has nothing to do with it.

If something happens in the future, it will always be two people.

He doesn't need others to prove anything for himself, and he doesn't want Ji Yun to do so much for him.

Sometimes, Shen Ning would even think that according to Ji Yun's personality, it's good enough that he didn't make a big mess.

You know, when he was a child, Ji Yun was not afraid of anything, even if everyone thought he was wrong, he would still stick to his own ideas.

He has always been such a person, no matter what others say, to him, as long as he can persist, that is the result.

He doesn't need to prove anything for others, he will remember clearly what he said.

At the very beginning, he thought that no matter how many things he encountered, as long as Shen Ning was here, he would not feel that he was alone.

Like, let alone something that you can give up so easily.

Later, many things happened, and no one understood what the past was hidden in his heart for.

It's possible, it's just time that gave him a different past.

No matter how many results, if you say it at this time, you will still have different ideas.

At least, in Shen Ning's view, Ji Yun is already too different from the past.

He didn't want this person to bear so much, those responsibilities that shouldn't have been assumed by him, he shouldn't take them on himself.

Otherwise, he will be very tired.

Knowing that this road is difficult to walk, I still persisted blindly.

But he never thought about what was waiting for him in the end.

There may be many things waiting for him in the future, and when it really comes, how to deal with it, or what should be done, is the best way.

Not everyone has the time to think about it all.

"Don't think about it. You already know what kind of person I am. Isn't it surprising that I will make such a decision?"

"I won't hurt you, but I won't hurt myself either, so don't worry."

"Since I know what you are worried about, I will never let those things happen. Between you and me, there is no need for suspicion, let alone anxiety."

"What's on your mind, just say it out, even if others say it's wrong for me to do this, but in my opinion, as long as it's for you, everything I do is worth it."

"I never want to get anything from others, but you are the only one who is different. I want your heart and your people to belong to me."

Ji Yun has never said these things to others before, because he can't talk about love.

He even seldom expresses his friendship directly to a person, because he always feels that some things may change after they are spoken out.

I don't want everything to be used.

There must always be a clean and pure land for them to look forward to every beauty.

If you don't love lovesickness in your life, it hurts lovesickness.

He is that kind of person. After many years, the thoughts in his heart are still so clear.

But in the instant of turning around, you can decide what you should do next.

It even made sense that what they were about to face in the future might be a difficult battle.

As for winning or losing, it is very important to their future.

It cannot be underestimated, let alone ignored.

It's a feeling that no one else knows.

Ji Yun once liked someone, loved him to the core, and even took him with him wherever he wanted to go.

Because of him, he can do what he wants to do without any scruples.

Only when there is no weakness, will you feel that no matter what you do, you will be so wanton and full of energy.

With caring, although you care more, no matter how long or how late you go back, there will always be someone waiting for you.

For five years, he has been facing the cold room, no one calls him young master, and no longer has a pair of eyes looking at him.

No one will go out to buy his favorite food regardless of the wind and rain because of his preferences.

It turned out that he remembered everything and never forgot.

Now, it is even more clear.

Everything he did was inadvertently and quietly engraved on his heart.

That kind of feeling can never be described in a few words.

It should be from that time on that he knew that he was already used to his presence.

When he was not by his side, he realized that no matter how beautiful the scenery was, it was meaningless.

Fortunately, he was found.

The remaining mistakes can be made up with time.

But once he is gone, he may never be found again.

That's why Ji Yun was afraid. He was used to controlling everything in his own hands, but he was alone, which was a variable.

But Ji Yun never knew that in Shen Ning's heart, as long as he could stay by his side, no matter how high the price was, it was worth it to him.

That's all he wants and wishes.

There is no one else who can reach Ji Yun's meaning to him.

Afterwards, they knew all about it. In his eyes, he could see many results, such a sky full of stars, so bright.

And the person he loves is not far away from him.

Although he didn't know why he thought of this, but later on, he was still able to find it, and that was the result he wanted.

After coaxing Shen Ning well, Ji Yun brought over his mobile phone and ordered something to eat at noon.

Ji's family has a property, not very far from here.

But the chef there is the top one. Shen Ning said before that the dishes he cooks are delicious, and Ji Yun almost paid a high price to poach people into the house.

However, it was stopped by Shen Ning later, but since then, when Ji Yun ordered food, he would always ask him to do it.

Then who makes Shen Ning like it? When he is happy, he is also happy.

Originally, it was the simplest thing, there was nothing to understand or not to understand.

Others may think that there are a lot of tricks hidden in it. He once also felt that many things, things that he was thinking about, maybe he hadn't thought of what to do, but when it was really in front of him, Ji Yun would not stand on the sidelines of.

He has to do everything related to Shen Ning himself.

The reason, but that night five years ago, was to make the future of the two of them better.

Naturally, Shen Ning would not talk about these things, all of them were thought of by Ji Yun.

When Shen Ning doesn't object, he is the quietest.

She is still nestled under the quilt, but she will never say those words that do not go through her brain.

When Ji Yun thought about it later, he felt scared.

If he really couldn't hold back and did something, maybe even he himself wouldn't forgive himself.

Is that still something humans do?

Others don't understand, isn't he the initiator who still doesn't understand?

If it wasn't for him, Shen Ning wouldn't have left those five years.

After all, it still hurt him.

In the past five years, if he has not been able to understand all this, how much time is left before he can make all this so serious.

It's never been as simple as saying it.

He even knew how crazy he would be after drinking, if he hadn't tortured people so hard, how could he be ashamed.

So people who love themselves will have such thoughts, no matter how you look at it, it is not enough to explain clearly without an explanation.

At this point, he really needs time, maybe even so, he still can't get out.

But no matter who they are, what they have to do in this matter is not to stand still and do nothing.

In fact, they are all trying, but with little effect.

Whoever it is, there is no way to get rid of it so quickly.

Although Ji Yun didn't quite remember what happened that night, but when he woke up, he was indeed frightened.

But he still couldn't remember who that person was, only knew that he didn't resist.

Because the breath on his body is very familiar, he will not be on guard.

Afterwards, Shen Ning's sudden departure happened, so he lost his mind to think about it.

It wasn't until after he came back that he thought about those clues that he suddenly understood.

Ji Yun is not a fool, as long as he thinks about it, the truth will be presented to him.

In the past, he always felt that he hadn't figured out what he wanted.

Later, he suddenly realized that it wasn't that he didn't know, but that he had never thought about it before.

Shen Ning would not take the initiative to mention it, he never thought that the person that night would be him.

Later, he recalled the situation at that time, it seemed that he called Shen Ning after he was drunk and asked him to pick him up.

As for how it turned into a situation that was out of control, even he couldn't remember clearly.

In general, that's all he can think of.

Shen Ning would choose to leave, which he did not expect.

In my memory, Shen Ning was someone who would never speak out no matter what he did.

As for so many things that happened later, it was not what he wanted after all.

So now Ji Yun uses his body to repay the debt he owed at that time.

It can be regarded as sincerity, not to mention, he has never begged someone so much to stay by his side.

People are always selfish, and they push their boundaries.

Not enough people want him, but also want his heart.

Even if it has always belonged to him, he still wants to engrave his name on it.

At that time, Ji Yun never thought that Shen Ning would run away so foolishly with his unintentional words, and get a tattoo of his name on the left side of his heart.

He is a person who is afraid of pain.

Later, Shen Ning developed a high fever because of this, and fell asleep for several days, calling out his name in his dream.

Ji Yun was so distressed that he hugged the used one in his arms.

Think about it, just stay with him for the rest of your life, don't care about anything, don't care about other people's eyes, don't care what they say.

He loves this man, everything about him.

Of course, this is all later.

Right now, it is more important to solve the lunch meal.

The two tossed and tossed all morning, and finally ended in Shen Ning's failure.

But now, my stomach is hungry.

People are iron rice and steel, and if they don't eat a meal, they will be very hungry.

Ji Yun felt that Shen Ning was too thin. When ordering food, besides the nutrition, he ordered more meat.

However, it also takes time to make it. By the time it was delivered, it was already more than an hour later.

The craftsmanship of the chef is naturally extraordinary.

Shen Ning could smell the smell through the door, so he pulled on his slippers and came out.

The deer-like eyes looked at Ji Yun, with some flattering meaning.

"When you get up, wash your hands and come over to eat. Watch what I do, and I didn't stop you from letting you eat."

"Besides, most of this is for you. If you don't eat it, I will have a headache instead."

So Shen Ning went to wash his hands happily, and then sat down in front of the table.

In the past, he did all these things, but now, Ji Yun doesn't let him interfere.

What to say, he is too thin.

This is completely irrelevant to these things. Well, he is getting more and more confused about what is going on in Ji Yun's head, but it doesn't matter, anyway, Ji Yun doesn't intend to say it.

Especially in the beginning, he did so many things, didn't he tell himself?

Both of them hid a lot of things from each other, many words, before they were spoken out, probably no one knew what happened.

But if you say it, you can no longer turn a blind eye.

Ji Yun's original intention was also that he didn't want Shen Ning to know so much, and wanted him to take good care of his body.