Chapter 149
Chapter 149
Ji Yun recalled it for a while, and then continued, "Probably at that time, I suddenly felt that my feelings for you were different."
"It's not that whoever is gone, I will look for it."
"Because that person is you, so I become more anxious."
"For five years, there was no news of you. I couldn't find it. I searched for many people, but they didn't know where you went."
"So I once thought that I had lost you."
It is rare for Ji Yun to say so many words. Sometimes, Shen Ning even feels that there must be a lot of things hidden in Ji Yun's heart.
And he won't say it out, no matter what problems he encounters, he will press them on his heart.
It was only now that Shen Ning suddenly realized how much Ji Yun had borne by himself all these years.
"I don't understand you."
"Do not."
Ji Yun almost quickly denied him, and then said again, "I hurt you."
If he hadn't drank too much or done those things that day, Shen Ning would not have left.
The two of them will not be separated for the past five years.
After Shen Ning listened, there was a smile between his brows and eyes, "Fool, if there hadn't been those five years, maybe we would still be stuck in our ways and not know each other's feelings."
"I dare not tell you, you are not sure, we will not be together at all."
"So you don't have to blame yourself. Many of these things may have been doomed from the very beginning."
"When the fate between us has arrived, we will naturally meet."
As Shen Ning said, he stretched out his hand to hold Ji Yun.
When the fingers were clasped tightly, they felt the temperature of each other's fingertips.Shen Ning thought, the best appearance is nothing more than this.
"Yeah, if not so many things happened, I might not know that I love you so much."
For Ji Yun, he really didn't think so much.
In his opinion, did not think so much.
At that time, he was flustered and didn't know what he should do.
I have seen so many things, but I don't know where to find Shen Ning.
After thinking for so long, he finally realized a fact.
Some people have already inadvertently been engraved on his heart.
That's why I thought that if he wasn't here, everything would be meaningless.
Even the scenery that I thought was beautiful on weekdays has lost its color.
If this is the case, he still can't understand his own mind, then Ji Yun is really stupid.
In Ji Yun's world, right is right and wrong is wrong.
It was rare for him to spend such a long time thinking about a problem, but regarding Shen Ning's matter, he thought about it for five years before he confirmed his feelings.
Even if some people go far away, it doesn't matter to him, because he doesn't care.
But Shen Ning was different, he was someone he cared about, and he was used to being by his side.
Calling that name, when no one answers, my heart hurts.
"It's all over. Now that it's over, let's let it go."
"Remember those, it will only make yourself more painful."
"Aren't you and I already together? Believe me, the future will be better."
I don't know why, but Shen Ning has such determination, in other people's words, he might not say that.
But the person in front of him is Ji Yun, who has worked hard for more than 20 years to be able to stand by his side.
Work hard to learn everything, even if you can't be the same person as him, at least be a person worthy of him.
Shen Ning's thoughts are always so simple, just as simple as him.
When a lot of things piled up in front of him, the first thing he thought of was Ji Yun.
"Okay, if you don't want to hear it, I won't mention it in the future, okay?"
"Is your leg all right? Are you going out?"
As soon as this matter was mentioned, Shen Ning had a headache.
"I'm really healed. There's nothing wrong with me. I just got sprained. It's not a muscle injury. It's all a doctor's fuss. Look at me, I've been crazy outside for a day. Isn't it fine?"
Shen Ning felt that if this question could not be explained clearly, then there would be a big misunderstanding.
"Besides, there are a lot of things to deal with in the company. It's not good for me to stay here all the time."
"You know, there is a problem with this cooperation. Before I can find out anything, I want to look at it, so as to save them from doing anything."
This has always been a knot in Shen Ning's heart, and he has not found the problem yet.
"Okay, it's fine if you agree, but don't be brave, but if you feel uncomfortable, come back early. Even if it is to support you for a lifetime, it is not difficult for me, let alone you are so easy to support."
Shen Ning secretly laughed, "Don't worry, I will give you this chance in the future, don't worry."
The two chatted on the sofa for a while, and Ji Yun carried him directly to the bedroom.
Probably because of the crazy day outside, Shen Ning fell asleep very quickly.
The dream seemed to be a good dream, and there was a smile on the face of the whole person.
Maybe it has something to do with Ji Yun.
The only person who can make Shen Ning so happy is him.
Ji Yun slept a little late, and reached out to stroke Shen Ning's face.
He was sleeping soundly, very quiet.
It turned out that I have always liked it very much, but I just didn't know it.
The first time I saw him when I was a child, I thought this boy was a bit too delicate.
His eyes are too clear, and when people look at them, they will have a desire to protect.
Thinking about it now, Ji Yun still feels that his vision was right at that time.
Being able to see him every day is the happiest thing for me.
Later, so many things happened, but none of them could stop him.
He was very grateful to Shen Ning for always loving him, even though so many things happened, he never left him alone.
If you are responsible, you will regret it.
That's not what Ji Yun wants, and it's definitely not what Shen Ning wants to see.
Otherwise, after five years, he really wouldn't appear in front of her.
Shen Ning's mind was very simple from the beginning, he would like Ji Yun for a long time.
I have done so much for him, but never said anything about it.
Like his character, he is always bored.
Ji Yun tucked the quilt for Shen Ning, and then lay down.
In this way, let them go on quietly.
Don't worry about anything, and hope that time can stay at this moment.
That's what happiness should be like. The one you love is by your side, sleeping soundly, and not worrying about anything.
When he woke up the next day, it was obvious that Shen Ning was one step ahead, and made a simple breakfast, that is, he processed some toast, fried two eggs, and warmed a glass of milk, because he didn't like to drink it.
So that cup is naturally for Ji Yun.
He has a bad stomach, so he should take good care of him.
When Ji Yun came out of the bedroom, there was a smile on his face.
He looks very happy, but it turns out that Ji Yun is really in a good mood.
Because the whole company felt that their boss seemed to have changed that day.
During the meeting, the corners of his mouth were always upturned.
Occasionally, his mind wandered, and an employee made a mistake, and he didn't say much.
Shen Ning naturally returned to his company, and before leaving, he drove away in Ji Yun's car.
Anyway, he has a lot of cars, so this one is not bad.
As a result, he didn't sit in the office for long, when Nan Xiao came to look for him.
"My little ancestor, you really scared me to death."
"How are you doing yesterday?"
Looking at his anxious look, Nan Xiao knew that it was related to Ji Yun.
But I didn't have time to ask at that time, and I didn't dare to call afterwards.
"It's fine, nothing happened."
"If I knew you had hurt your foot, you should have taken good care of it at home. What are you doing out there?"
Shen Ning wobbled for a while, "Isn't it because I'm really bored at home, thinking of him going to work, I asked you to come out to play, but I forgot the time, which is very embarrassing."
"But I've made it clear, it's fine."
"Don't worry, no matter what, he won't be willing to talk about me."
Shen Ning laughed, he knew that Nan Xiao was also sad.
But really nothing major will happen, although Ji Yun's place, although he can't handle it properly.
But after so many years of understanding, he is not half clear.
Moreover, what happened five years ago was indeed a knot in Ji Yun's heart, which has never been untied.
He knew that if he didn't make this question clear, it would be very uncomfortable for Ji Yun's heart.
The past should not be mentioned again, it should be turned over, no one can stay in the past forever.
We have to walk together in the future, why do we always think about those things that are useless.
"That's good, I'm really worried about what will happen to you."
"I thought about it. If I call you and get caught, maybe even I will suffer together."
"I didn't hear that you came to work, so I hurried over to have a look."
In the morning, Nan Xiao heard that Shen Ning had come to the company, so he drove over quickly.
He ran straight to the office. Anyway, everyone in the company already knew him.
Young Master Nan's face has become a passport, and no one will stop him from seeing it.
In such an unobstructed place, if you want to see Shen Ning, it is really a simple matter.
Young Master Nan is a friend of their Boss Shen. He often goes in and out of the CEO's office, hanging shoulder to shoulder with their boss.
That way, it's like a family.
After stopping him a few times and being told by Mr. Shen, no one dared to stop him again.
So Nan Xiao is like a fish in water, no one can control him anymore.
"You are really free, don't you have anything to do every day?"
Hearing this, Nan Xiao smiled even more happily, "I'm like this. With my brother around, the Nan family's property is no problem at all, and there is no need for me to do anything at all."
"I'm just in charge of investing. I just need to tell him which projects should be done and which projects should not be done."
"Anyway, he never cared about me, and I have money to spend, so I'm naturally happy. Otherwise, why should I talk nonsense with him?"
Nan Xiao was originally a very casual person, and his style of doing things did not follow the routine at all.
Shen Ning is already used to it, so she doesn't bother with him at all.
"I can't say you, I'm not as powerful as you."
"From now on, you will be what you say."
Shen Ning felt that even if he continued, the loser would definitely be himself.
"I know you can't beat me, so I won't argue with you."
"I came to you just to see how you were doing. Since you have nothing to do, I might as well treat you to a meal at noon."
"It's fine for you to treat me. I will definitely give you face."
Shen Ning has seen it, but Nan Xiao rarely treats guests. I don't know if it's because of yesterday's incident that he feels guilty towards him, or because of something else.
But Nan Xiao didn't know what was going on in Shen Ning's heart.
But last night, he was really scared. He still knew Ji Yun's bad temper.
When he first returned, he almost thought it was really over.
However, Ji Yun should have been really scared. When he left five years ago, he completely forgot so many things, so he did what he felt in his heart.
As for the future, he really didn't think about it.
When he felt Ji Yun's trembling, he was afraid, he had done so much, just wanted to be with him, but so much, is it really right?
Thinking about it later, it was my own fault.
No matter how it was planned before, from this moment on, he and Ji Yun are connected together.
He shouldn't have gone out on a crazy trip and lost track of time.
Coming back so late, whoever it is, might be in a hurry.
"It's his luck to meet you, otherwise, I don't know what will happen."
"You have liked him for so many years, and you deserve everything now."
"I remember that in the past, you could not help but talk about him to me. At that time, I was thinking that if one day you two villains were together, that person would be very happy."
It turns out that it is.
Shen Ning spent more than 20 years loving Ji Yun alone.
This is not something everyone can do. When you knew it, you knew that he couldn't compete.
If the affection is not let down, there is nothing that can tear them apart.
Nan Xiao had already thought of such a result.
So he has given up, never mind what happened to the two of them before, at least at this moment, there is no need to think about it.
"Fortunately, if the person I met wasn't him, maybe there wouldn't be so many right and wrong."
"In the past, I always thought about what I should do to be able to stand with him. Later, I realized that if I don't like it, no matter how hard I try, it will be useless."
It took Shen Ning a long time to understand this truth, no one knew what decision he made afterwards.
But at this moment, the only thing he thinks about is that in the past so many years, he still missed a lot.
The so-called scenery is nothing more than that, and he doesn't need to think about it deliberately.
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