love too early

Chapter 76

Later, Fu Zhiheng was also pulled into the water by me, I could feel his contradiction, on the one hand he was about to be driven crazy by desire, on the other hand he was worried that I would not be able to bear it.

In the end, physiological instinct still defeated reason, and of course it was also because of my connivance.After Shen Nanyu withdrew slowly, Fu Zhiheng took me from his hand, hugged me face to face, and asked, "Is it okay, baby?"

I wrapped my legs around his waist, hugged his neck with my arms, buried in his shoulder socket and nodded lightly: "Mmm..."

……

I don't remember exactly what happened afterwards.

Repeatedly many times, some were Fu Zhiheng, some were Shen Nanyu, until they remembered that they had something to do the next day, the two finally let me go.

I closed my eyes and lay on Fu Zhiheng's back, so tired that I was about to collapse.He carried me back to the villa and asked softly, "Are you okay baby, is there anything uncomfortable?"

I shook my head and murmured half asleep, "My legs are sore..."

Fu Zhiheng smiled helplessly, stroked my hair and said, "Go to sleep."

I didn't accidentally sleep in the next morning and missed everyone's open-air breakfast in the yard.Shen Nanyu brought back a copy for me, and when I opened my eyes in a daze, the first thing I saw was him lying on the side of the bed with his chin in his hands, like a docile little animal obediently waiting for its master to get up.

The sunlight came in from the floor-to-ceiling windows, bright but not glaring, Shen Nanyu looked at me intently, and there was also a beating light in his eyes.

Seeing me open my eyes, he slowly smiled and said, "You're awake."

"Well," I touched the tip of his nose casually, "Why are you here?"

"I'm afraid you'll wake up hungry." Shen Nanyu took my hand, put it on his lips and kissed my fingertips, "Wake up?"

"it is good."

I had breakfast, and Shen Nanyu was sitting opposite me, still staring at me without blinking.

"Why do you keep looking at me?" I asked uncomfortably under his stare, putting down the juice in my hand.

"I think you look good today." Shen Nanyu propped his head, with a slight smile on his face, and said, "Your eyes are red, and your mouth is also red, not as cold as usual."

I unconsciously raised my hand and touched my eyes, remembering why it was red, and then remembering those crazy things last night.

"I didn't know before that my brother loves to cry so much." Shen Nanyu said meaningfully.

"I do not have……"

"Yes." He reached out and touched my face, "I like to see you cry."

In order to change the subject, I asked, "Where's Zhiheng?"

Shen Nanyu's smile faded, and he said, "It seems to be discussing something with Zhou Hang."

"Oh," I nodded thoughtfully, and asked after thinking for a while, "Why did you agree with him yesterday..."

In my vague memory, Shen Nanyu rejected Fu Zhiheng from the very beginning, but in the end he acquiesced. I think the reason for this was not because he was overwhelmed by desire.

The air was silent for a long time, Shen Nanyu lowered his eyes, unable to see what he was thinking, finally, he raised his eyes to look at me, and asked lightly: "Can I disagree?"

I froze for a moment.

"As Fu Zhiheng said, he is your legitimate fiancé, and I am nothing." He said softly, "I have no right to disagree."

"If you don't want to, I..."

I felt an inexplicable guilt in my heart, especially when Shen Nanyu said calmly that he was "nothing".

He shook his head and showed a faint smile: "It's okay, in fact, it's not hard to accept. If you're happy, I'm willing to do anything."

"Sorry." I finally said these two words to him.

"You are always very polite to me." Shen Nanyu sighed, "It makes me feel that I have worked hard for so long, but I still haven't entered your heart, or I haven't even found the entrance at all."

There was a hint of melancholy in his tone, just as I was about to say something, Fu Zhiheng opened the door and came in.

"Baby, get up..." Fu Zhiheng asked as he walked, and then saw Shen Nanyu and me sitting at the table having breakfast, he stopped, "Have you?"

"Yeah." I answered him.

Fu Zhiheng looked at me and then at Shen Nanyu, and said, "It's okay, you have breakfast first."

"I'm full," I said.

He came over and sat next to me, rubbed my lower back naturally, and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

I felt a little awkward in front of Shen Nanyu, so I hummed perfunctorily and said, "It's okay."

"If I'm not feeling well, I'll ask Zhou Hang to change the time, and I'm not in a hurry."

"It's really all right." I took Fu Zhiheng's hand away and said, "It's much better after a good night's sleep. When are we going to leave?"

Fu Zhiheng was dubious, looked at me for a long time before reluctantly answering: "Anytime is fine. We will drive there soon."

"Oh," I nodded, "Then I'll take a shower and change."

I went to the bathroom by myself, left Shen Nanyu and Fu Zhiheng outside, stood under the shower and suddenly remembered that it seemed inappropriate for two people to be alone at this time.

Hope they don't fight...

Fortunately, my worries were unfounded. I went out after taking a shower and saw Fu Zhiheng sitting on the sofa playing mobile games, and Shen Nanyu sitting on the other sofa. I don’t know where to find a book to read. Both of them pretended that the other didn’t exist Similarly, the atmosphere is weird and harmonious.

On the way to the skydiving base, the three of us still sat in the same car, Fu Zhiheng took the co-driver, and Shen Nanyu and I sat in the back row.Along the way, there are endless coastlines and snow-capped mountains looming in the distance. The blue of the sea and the new green of the grassland are like the paint on the canvas, so beautiful that it is unreal.

I rested on Shen Nanyu's shoulder. He occasionally raised his camera to take pictures of the scenery outside the window. While I was not paying attention, the camera turned to me and pressed the shutter.

"Why did you shoot me..." I was feeling sleepy and asked slowly.

Shen Nanyu smiled crookedly, "You look good."

I took the camera he handed me, and on the screen I was looking out of the window, my mouth opened slightly unconsciously, the hair that was about to grow to the collarbone was messed up by me, and fell down on my forehead and cheeks disobediently.The strong sunlight outside made my skin almost transparent, my pupils seemed to be shining through, and my long eyelashes cast a faint shadow on my face.

Shen Nanyu said that the corners of my eyes and lips were a little redder than usual, and the strong contrast between light and dark in the photos made them more vivid.I seldom observe my appearance carefully, but now I look at it from the perspective of a bystander, and suddenly find that I am the one that Fu Zhiheng described as his favorite.

——Black-haired, white-skinned, thin and thin, looks otherworldly and unattainable.

Although in fact, I may just be in a daze.

"I don't know how to describe you." Shen Nanyu whispered softly and slowly, "Like snow in the sun, like a white rose with only one flower, like an angel and like an elf. I always want to have you, but you So good, I’m afraid I’m not good enough.”