love too early

Chapter 41

"Dear My Heron.

When If first met you, I'm reminded of the wind of the heavens.

Awhite plumefellinmyheart.Thewholeworldbecameim,exceptyou.

IamirrevocablyinlovewithyouthatIamforgetfulofeverythingbutyou.

The distance between nuisance great torturetome.

EverystepI take, bingsmyselfclosertoyou.

You are the center of fall my dreams and my loves.

I will always love you and I love you so."

……

Closing my eyes, I still remember every jerky and childish love words, which were written by Shen Nanyu on paper and quietly put into my jacket pocket.

The love of young people is fierce and brave. When talking about heartbeat, the word they use is "love".

Fu Zhiheng also heard the sound of the piano. He didn't turn his head, but his back became obviously stiff.When I was about to turn my head to look over, he pressed my head and kissed me hard across my face.

How long did the piano sound last, how long did he kiss me.

When we parted, I saw Fu Zhiheng's eyes were scarlet, I don't know if it was because of alcohol or something else.

"Don't look at him." His voice seemed to be sprinkled with a handful of coarse salt, "Don't like him."

"Zhiheng..."

"is it okay?"

"..."

I did not agree.Fu Zhiheng looked at me for a long time, and finally let go of me slowly in the eyes of the people around him, picked up the wine glass that was placed aside, raised his head to hide the moisture in his eyes.

He didn't know how much he drank afterwards. We have been together for so many years, and I have never seen him so drunk.

Even my uncle and aunt could see that something was wrong, but Fu Zhiheng only said that he was very happy to be engaged to me.He was obviously smiling, but his eyes were getting redder.

"Do you know, I have been fantasizing about this day since I was five years old... When I was young, I thought, I thought that every bride should wear a wedding dress... I stole my aunt's pearl head flower to wear for Xiaolu, and Xiaolu said it was ugly... Then Sometimes I think, if I marry Xiaolu... I, I can also wear a wedding dress..."

"But then, I don't know what's wrong... I seem to be getting farther and farther away from him, and I can't catch him..."

He spoke intermittently, and his aunt couldn't listen anymore, so she called two waiters to drag him back to the hotel room upstairs.

I also went upstairs, and when I entered the room, I saw Fu Zhiheng lying on the bed, as if he had fallen asleep.

Although he helped me block a lot of alcohol, I still drank a little inevitably, and now I feel dizzy, and my eyes are foggy.

I walked to the side of the bed and turned Fu Zhiheng over hard, for fear that he would be uncomfortable lying on his stomach.He opened his eyes dimly, as if he didn't know me, looked at me for a long time, and said, "Xiaolu..."

"I'm here, go to sleep." I said.

"I feel bad..." He grabbed my hand and murmured, "Don't go..."

I had no choice but to sit down, pat him on the back, and say, "I'm not leaving."

The drunk Fu Zhiheng looked like a difficult child, but fortunately he fell asleep not long after, his breathing gradually became even and slow, his long and thick eyelashes fluttered slightly with his exhalation, he seemed to be in a deep sleep.

I was also very tired after a busy day, and with the effects of alcohol, I almost fell asleep next to Fu Zhiheng.When I was half asleep and half awake, I heard a knock on the door. I thought I was at home, and I walked slowly to open the door with my slippers on.

The door opened, and before he could see a familiar figure in front of him, he was pulled into his arms and crashed into the man's chest.

"Shilu..."

Shen Nanyu's low voice rang in my ears, I reacted slowly, and looked up to see his red eye sockets.

I froze for a moment and asked, "What's wrong with you..."

He shook his head without saying a word, then hugged me even tighter.

At that moment, I felt deep pain and anxiety. After forcing a smile all night, Shen Nanyu finally couldn't control his emotions, and a clear tear rolled down his eyes.

"I'm sorry..." He apologized to me with a sob, "I'm still very sad."

The person I like exchanges rings, hugs and kisses with another person in front of me, maybe anyone else will be sad... When the lights of the whole audience fell on me and Fu Zhiheng, in the dark corner, a person was always silently watching I.

I was distracted thinking, if love has always been painful, why so many people, including Shen Nanyu, who looks very smart, still flock to it.

What exactly are they chasing?

"Shi Lu..." When he came back to his senses, Shen Nanyu's eyes were red, like a restless little animal that had lost the favor of its owner.After staring at each other for a long time, I cupped his face and kissed him for the first time.

The panic and tension of the little animal fell in my eyes, and even the body became stiff. The palm was placed on my back, and I dared not move when I wanted to.

I tiptoed slightly, deepening the kiss.

Maybe alcohol makes people straightforward. I actually think that it feels good to kiss someone actively.However, Shen Nanyu didn't give me too many opportunities to take the initiative, he only reacted after a moment of sluggishness, pinched my waist lightly and lightly, pried open my teeth with the tip of his tongue, and kissed me recklessly.

In the empty hotel corridor, my sleeping fiancé is separated by a wall. Although our marriage is just a formality, this kind of cognition multiplies the stimulation brought by kissing and touching.

I don't know when I was pinched by Shen Nanyu's waist and pressed against the wall. From kissing him with my head up, I was forced to bow my head to bear his invasion.The ambiguous sound of water echoed between the entangled lips and tongue, I pushed his shoulder, and unconsciously let out small gasps.

Shen Nanyu's eye sockets became more and more red, but this time it was not because of grievance.

He picked me up by the waist, turned around and walked to the opposite side of the corridor, opened the door with his elbow, and before the door was closed, he hurriedly pushed me against the wall and kissed me again.

There is like a never-ending fire in my young body, which is so hot that it is about to melt my heart and blood.With my tacit consent, his palm reached into the hem of my jacket, slowly touching my back from my waist.

I feel hot and I feel groggy.

"Brother..." I was drunk, and I heard Shen Nanyu's low voice, "I think..."