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Chapters 1 and 18 have been revised.

Chapter 19

Huo Heng thought that Qin Zhining had no conscience, and he took it seriously when he said that the quarrel was serious, and Huo Heng also became angry after not seeing any news for a month-it depends on who bows his head first.

The result of this incident was that Huo Heng flew over first, Qin Zhining was not acclimatized and was overworked, he was admitted to the hospital within a few days, when he saw Huo Heng, he was still processing documents on a drip.

"Heng?!"

Huo Heng frowned, and took away his computer: "Why didn't you tell me when you were hospitalized?"

Qin Zhining said softly, "I'm fine, you're busy too."

Huo Heng's Adam's apple rolled down, Qin Zhining looked so obedient, and looked at him tenderly, but in fact, Huo Heng was not busy, and the extra time was spent with Cheng Zhizhou.A sense of guilt rose in his heart, he touched Qin Zhining's forehead distressedly, and said in a low voice: "Don't be busy, your business is the most important thing."

"Aren't you still working on the project in City A some time ago?"

"It's over. If you're busy ahead, you'll be fine later."

Qin Zhining tilted his head: "How did you know that I was hospitalized?" He was afraid that Huo Heng would worry, so he never told him.

Huo Heng pinched the tip of his nose: "Do you think I won't know if you don't tell me?"

He and Qin Zhining grew up as childhood sweethearts, and became friends with each other, and there were always one or two things that slipped through the mouth.

Qin Zhining smiled with a good temper: "No, I didn't hide it from you on purpose. It's nothing serious. I don't want you to worry about it."

Huo Heng sighed, and suddenly hugged him: "Zhi Ning, your business is the most important thing, don't do this next time."

Qin Zhining touched his back, and whispered to him: "Okay."

As if there was no previous quarrel, they still looked like glue. Huo Heng stayed here with him for a few days. The two of them were actually not idle, but they still took time to stroll around.

Qin Zhining thought that the two had reconciled, on the day Huo Heng was sent away, Huo Heng held his hand: "When will you go back?"

Qin Zhining thought for a while: "This time? Maybe I can go back soon, a month?"

Huo Heng said unhappily: "Then do you want to come here again?"

"Of course." Qin Zhining said.

Then Huo Heng left. Qin Zhining knew that the other party was angry again, but there was nothing he could do. He was in the Qin family. As long as he wanted to climb up, it would not be easy. Go see Huo Heng.

After Huo Heng left, he began to work day and night, and the one-month amount was reduced to half a month by him. He thought, he would go back early to give Huo Heng a surprise, and coax him well.

Huo Heng didn't want to quarrel with Qin Zhining, arguing would consume his feelings, so he didn't say anything in the end, he respected Qin Zhining's wishes, but he still felt depressed in his heart, he didn't realize at this time that arguing consumed Emotions, internal friction will also be.

He was drinking at the bar. At the end of the drink, he wanted to call Qin Zhining, but he let go at the end, staring hard at the string of familiar numbers and did not dial out.The assistant followed him, a conscientious beta, thinking about his thoughts: "Mr. Huo, shall I drive you home?"

Huo Heng suddenly changed his mind on the way: "Go to Zijin Garden."

The assistant's heart trembled - there was only one person living in that villa.But he didn't dare to refute his boss's opinion, so he drove people there according to the route.

Cheng Zhizhou was very happy to see him, and saw that he smelled of alcohol: "Have you been drinking?"

Huo Heng leaned on the sofa and didn't speak, Cheng Zhizhou made him hangover soup, wiped it for him, and muttered: "Although people like you will inevitably have to socialize and drink, it's better to drink less alcohol. Drinking too much of this kind of thing can hurt your health." He suddenly thought of his father, his expression slightly depressed: "When my family was good, my father often drank, in fact, he didn't like it very much, but these always Unavoidable, every time he comes home smelling of alcohol, my mother pinches his nose and says he drank too much, and then goes to the kitchen to make him hangover soup."

This scene inexplicably coincided with the present, Cheng Zhizhou was stunned for a moment, feeling embarrassed.

Huo Heng didn't appreciate it, and was not interested in his past events, he closed his eyes: "Stop talking, it's too noisy."

Cheng Zhizhou felt that this person's temper was really inexplicable, sometimes he felt good, and sometimes he showed bad temper, since he didn't want to listen to him, why did he come here again?

Cheng Zhizhou wanted to throw him on the sofa and ignore him, but after thinking about it, he turned around, forget it, what are you fussing about with a drunkard?Think of it as a reward for living here.

Huo Heng woke up the next day and asked him: "What did I do last night?"

Cheng Zhizhou was surprised: "What did you do?"

Huo Heng saw that there was no difference in his expression, he breathed a sigh of relief: "It's okay."

Cheng Zhizhou realized what he was talking about belatedly, and he was a little annoyed: "What nonsense are you thinking about! I'm not that casual!"

He got up and turned to go, and turned back when he reached the stairs,

He glanced at him unhappily: "By the way, breakfast is in the kitchen, you can serve it yourself!" After speaking, he thumped upstairs.

Huo Heng thought it was funny, and looked soft-tempered, but when he was serious, he was quite tempered.

Cheng Zhizhou used to have a good family background, and he learned cooking and so on later, and his level is still good. Huo Heng finished eating and was about to go out. When he got in the car, he accidentally looked up and saw Cheng Zhizhou looking at him from the window on the second floor. When he saw it, he immediately pulled the curtain.Huo Heng inexplicably felt the illusion of a wife and husband. He knew in his heart that this was a bad idea, but it was difficult to control the spread of this idea.

In fact, Cheng Zhizhou is not annoying at all, he is quite cute.

This lasted for a few days, and Huo Heng suddenly asked him: "Do you still want to continue entering the entertainment industry?"

Cheng Zhizhou was startled: "Entertainment circle? Is it possible?"

"As long as you want."

After barely sitting for a long time to think about it, Cheng Zhizhou made a choice - he needed money.

Huo Heng treated him well, and even hired a famous teacher in the circle to teach him, it can't be blamed on him thinking too much.

Their relationship became closer, Cheng Zhizhou asked him insincerely if there was anyone around him, but Huo Heng just pinched his chin, and asked him playfully: "Why do you ask this?"

Cheng Zhizhou fled immediately, his ears were red, and he guessed that there was nothing, otherwise, how could he always have time to come to him?

Even on that drunken rainy night, Huo Heng didn't refuse him, he whispered under the other party: "I'm a beta, I won't get pregnant, it's safe..." He knew that a family like the Huo family would not allow it easily the existence of a child.

These words seemed to hit Huo Heng, the other party didn't kiss him, and his actions didn't show pity, as if he was just venting, but Cheng Zhizhou still felt happy, at least they didn't have the last layer of barrier, which means they Emotional progress.

He thought Huo Heng would feel more pity for him after this incident, but he didn't, he was even more indifferent, and left the villa without even looking at him the next day.

Huo Heng walked around in front of the door and didn't go in. This incident broke through the barriers in his heart. He told himself in his heart that these were nothing. There were many examples like this around him. Since then, no one else has entered his body except Qin Zhining, not to mention that it is only a beta, and no traces will be left. His mind became confused, thinking that he had done nothing wrong, and at the same time he couldn't control it. vaguely uneasy.

He drank late and came home after washing up before leaving. Qin Zhining didn't like him drinking too much, and he didn't care much about it in normal times. Even Qin Zhining wasn't at home that day, but he still left The smell of alcohol, I took a shower before going home.He clearly knew that there was no one in the house, but he still felt terrified, and quietly opened the door. He thought he was on a business trip and Qin Zhining was sitting in the living room, with a smile on his tired face, "You're back."

Huo Heng didn't react for a while, and stayed in the same place in a daze. Qin Zhining seemed to have nothing to do with those nasty things. His cold face was covered by the dim light, revealing a kind of extreme tenderness. He reached out to hug him After pulling up his collar, Huo Heng finally came to his senses: "Why are you back? I thought you were still on a business trip."

Qin Zhining smiled, his eyelashes fluttered, as if a butterfly had landed on them: "Because I want to see you so much, so I worked hard to come to see you early."

Huo Heng's throat suddenly felt thirsty, he said hoarsely: "It's okay, you take care of your affairs first, I'm fine here."

The warmth spread as always, but Huo Heng still felt different at that moment. Sometimes people's intuition is very accurate. Although it is different from the facts, the intuition at that moment is often a sign of the future. .

What happened later? The later events were too long. Huo Heng held Cheng Zhizhou in his hands. Many things did not pass through his hands. Qin Zhining never noticed it. Everything happened for the first time. There will be a second, third, or countless times.

He slowly began to get used to Cheng Zhizhou. In those few years, Qin Zhining spent very little time by his side. After a long time, Huo Heng's unbearable longing did not know when it had stopped. He gradually Gradually began to realize the fact that he didn't seem to love Qin Zhining so much, he loved him like he did 13 years ago.

The coming and going of this kind of emotion can't even be explained clearly by the person involved. The person who felt that he loved to die yesterday suddenly felt that the feeling had slowly dissipated today, and he refused to admit that he had empathized with Cheng Zhizhou. Such a beta, He is not as good as Qin Zhining in everything, he has no reason to put pearls aside and not love Yumu.

But for no reason, he cast more and more eyes on Cheng Zhizhou, no matter whether he admits it or not, when Cheng Zhizhou stood in front of him, he was indeed tempted for a moment, very lightly, but it cannot be ignored .

Cheng Zhizhou thought that there was no one around him at first, but later he found out that he was angry with him and wanted to leave. He indulged, but the entertainment industry is so big, the two of them can't avoid it anyway, and they agreed to separate, and they will be separated because of various opportunities. Being entangled together doesn't look like a breakup, but rather like a kind of neither light nor heavy interest.

That day Cheng Zhizhou cried and said: "If you don't like me, don't provoke me again! Huo Heng, I am not heartless, I also feel pain."

Huo Heng's face was still expressionless and cold: "What qualifications do you have to say this to me?"

Cheng Zhizhou couldn't breathe from crying, and Huo Heng's pretended coldness was also difficult to maintain, so he softened his tone: "Stop making trouble, come back with me."

Cheng Zhizhou wiped away tears: "Will you get a divorce?"

Huo Heng remained silent.

Cheng Zhizhou understood, stood up and turned to leave. Huo Heng didn't stop him this time.

What is Huo Heng thinking?He knew from the beginning that if he mentioned separation, Qin Zhining would never entangle him. He is easy to understand, and he is very easy to understand. Things, his choice must be to leave decisively.

But is it worth it for Cheng Zhizhou?

He couldn't help being with Cheng Zhizhou, but he couldn't help but look into Qin Zhining's eyes and say goodbye. In the end, both of them were hurt. After he got the answer, he would never see warmth on this face again.

Whether he loves Cheng Zhizhou or not, he will choose him.He can only choose one of the two.

When Cheng Zhizhou had a miscarriage, he really felt physically and mentally exhausted. He loved Cheng Zhizhou and naturally wanted him to keep this child, but everything was so coincidental, like his retribution, there was no reason for it. He comforted Cheng Zhizhou that there would be another child in the future, but Beta's difficulty in conceiving is well known, and this is very likely to be their only and last child.

He once said that his is Qin Zhining's, so Qin Zhining asked him if it still counts?He allowed Qin Zhining to take away the huge amount of property, if it would make the other party feel happy and take revenge.

Handing over the shares is probably the stupidest thing Huo Heng has ever done. He wanted to protect Cheng Zhizhou, but of course there would be a price, but Qin Zhining's later character should be able to sense it from the fact that he took the money without hesitation. He deliberately ignored that intuition.

Thinking about it later, he had stumbled twice in total, one was Qin Zhining, and the other was Qin Zhining.

This short six months seems to have passed a few years. Later, Qin Zhining told him that it was possible for them to have a child. Whether the other party did it on purpose or had a real thought, Huo Heng would do what he wanted. He also wanted to have a child with Qin Zhining. The children belonged to the two of them, both boys and girls, and he would like them very much. This was the first time he saw Qin Zhining 13 years ago. Thoughts I had.

It was later broken by his own hands.

He went out, stood on the steps and looked over, Qin Zhining was standing there wearing a brown windbreaker, his face was peaceful and beautiful, it seemed that he hadn't changed at all for so many years, he was still the person Huo Heng liked before, with his hand in his hand Holding a piece of pastry, she asked him sweetly, "New deskmate, would you like to have a piece?"

Qin Zhining didn't like jujube flower cakes, the butler put them in his bag before getting into the car that day, and he casually shared a piece with Huo Heng, and Huo Heng bought it for many years later.Huo Heng actually didn't like to eat either.

Memories will beautify the past, Huo Heng can still remember that he and Qin Zhining walked holding each other's hands under the starlight, and he can still remember Qin Zhining's smiling face with crooked lips, his eyes seem to be covered with broken stars He has not forgotten any of these things, but the quarrels he had with him, the disputes he had, and the dissatisfaction with each other seemed to have been forgotten.

Later Qin Zhining said that he was dishonest, probably so, so he lost the elf-like boy at first.Maybe it's not Qin Zhining, but himself.It was he who had a change of heart, a change of heart.

He closed his eyes, then opened them and looked at Qin Zhining, but the other party just looked at this lightly and then looked away, as if he didn't care at all.

In the next second, Qin Zhining's figure was blocked by someone, Yan Mu carefully helped him straighten the folds of his neckline, and from a distance, the other party smiled at him, Huo Heng frowned, and when he looked again, they had already boarded the car together, their manners were intimate , it seems to be nothing more than normal.

It was also on this normal day, as usual, that Huo Heng knew that everything was over.no matter who.

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Huo Heng's perspective is first explained here in the text, and if it is possible in the future, I may write it again.