expired brother

Chapter 79 I Am Willing

Wan Xiaoqian left after handing out the grades. Some people were happy and some were worried.

It wasn't time for school to end yet, but Ruan Fangyu's chest was so painfully blocked by the pervasive suffocation, he wanted to breathe, so he picked up his schoolbag and strode out of the classroom.

Huang Yang's nerves were tense all the time. Seeing him leave, before he could react, there was a rushing sound of a chair rubbing against the ground behind him, and Zhang Xinghang immediately chased him out.

"Brother, brother—" Ruan Fangyu walked faster and faster, Zhang Xinghang followed closely and shouted all the way, but he didn't stop walking and didn't look back.

"Brother, don't you want me?!" Zhang Xinghang caught up with Ruan Fangyu on the road leading to the door of the teaching building.The momentary loss of control made him tightly clasp the opponent's wrist.

Ruan Fangyu pulled hard, but she didn't pull it off. Instead, her wrist bones made a crackling sound because of the force on both sides.

The street lights were dim, and insects could be heard from the bushes nearby. There were faint voices from the brightly lit teaching buildings in the distance. The night sky was dark, with no moon or stars. The old campus was so empty that it made people feel flustered.

"Brother, I know I did something wrong. You can hit me and scold me. I'll let you vent your anger." Zhang Xinghang listened to the ear-piercing sound of bones, afraid that he would break Ruan Fangyu's wrist uncontrollably, and restrained his instinct to let go a little bit.

"Don't go, can you?"

He has been thrown away too many times and stayed where he was without chasing him. This time he finally chased him out. The moment Ruan Fangyu left, his eyes went dark. Zhang Xinghang was afraid that this person would give him what he had in his heart and take it back—he would go crazy .

"I know you won't want to use this method, but I want you to get what you want." He emphasized again. "anything."

Ruan Fangyu stopped, looked up at him, smiled briefly, her eyes were completely red. "Yes, I want to be first, and I'm happy. But I'm just as happy for you to be first."

No one here, can't see him getting out of control, he can finally get the words out.

"What I want is not who wins and who loses, I want you to respect me, I want you to see me in your eyes."

"You calculate a little bit, control points, because you are sure from the beginning that I can't beat you with my own results... I am not worthy to be your opponent, am I?" Ruan Fangyu grabbed Zhang Xinghang's chest clothes, twisted into a ball, and faced There was a little sparkle in his eyes, he hadn't cried for many years, so when he realized that the warmth was tears, he held back forcefully.

"You tried your best to lose to me. Do you think I will be happy? Huh? Zhang Xinghang, you didn't treat me in the same position at all. How could you look down on me so much?" Ruan Fangyu took the last sentence with a smile. crying...

"I've already saved enough tuition fees for next semester..."

He worked as a part-time tutor day and night, and he tried his best to stand on this ground like everyone else.He bears more or less care and sympathy from the people around him. Huang Yang, the pen refill stationery, will "wholesale" and distribute more to him. When we go out to eat together, Lin Xuan always treats guests, and Wan Xiaoqian will keep him at night in the name of making up lessons. In the office, share small dishes like pork ribs and dumplings...

He is grateful to everyone, so he works hard to repay it, so he is firmly bound by many chains and shackles. He hopes that there is someone in this world who will not give him this kind of "preferential treatment". Zhang Xinghang is his only freedom for so many years. He also needs a strong character, he doesn't want to be compared too much by his own Alpha, he is not a high-quality gender, he doesn't have good material conditions, he can only show off, and the only thing that can match Zhang Xinghang is his grades, but now——

"How can you insult me ​​like that?"

"Brother..." Compared to tightening his collar, Zhang Xinghang felt that Ruan Fangyu was clutching his heart tightly. He wanted to struggle with the pain of being on the verge of suffocation, but he could only be firmly nailed to the spot.His pain lies in his inability to sympathize with Ruan Fangyu's feelings at this moment even though he tried his best.He was like a clumsy machine. He tried his best, but he still could only watch the other party suffer, unable to make any useful reactions. "I never meant to insult you."

"From childhood to adulthood, there are only a handful of things that really belong to me and can be controlled by me. I have money, and you look down on me. Now I finally have something you like, and I can give it to you. I am willing."

Ruan Fangyu gritted his molars and stared at him, Zhang Xinghang could see that he tried his best to restrain himself and couldn't hold back.Ruan Fangyu is very strong, but also very gentle. He understands the gentleness to the bone, so he can't even yell loudly to vent his anger.

Ruan Fangyu restrained her anger to the extreme, then let go of her hand without warning, and her upper and lower lips touched each other, making a very soft sound.

"Go away."

"What did you say?" Zhang Xinghang's long eyelashes fluttered down vigorously, the nerves around his eyes twitched, and he suspected that he had heard it wrong.

Ruan Fangyu didn't repeat, turned around and went to the school gate, a long shadow was drawn behind her thin figure by the dim light...

Zhang Xinghang clearly heard something shatter in his head, his eyes were dark, and the disgusting fishy sweetness poured from his chest to his throat.There was a paranoid and crazy voice yelling in his ears, he anxiously urged: quickly chase him back, drag him into the basement where you were locked up, you know where, so that he will always belong to you, Zhang Xinghang, imprison him... …

Zhang Xinghang listened to the bewitchment and suddenly moved forward. Looking at the blurry and lonely back in front of him, he stretched out his hand, and his knuckles bent unnaturally in mid-air. It was an obvious grasping movement.

No, another voice came out from the bottom of his heart, saying: No, Hang Hang, you love him.

The doorman knew Ruan Fangyu, and it was close to the end of school time. For the first time, he pressed the remote control to open the door and let him out without asking for a leave note.

Ruan Fangyu walked out of the school gate, walked forward along the wall, her pace became slower and slower, and finally she couldn't help but stop and turn her head——

There was nothing behind him, the road and the courtyard wall led to the darkness in the distance, Zhang Xinghang did not follow.

Zhang Xinghang didn't return all night, and Ruan Fangyu didn't sleep well. She woke up many times in one night, and when she opened her eyes the next morning with dark circles under her eyes, the other pillow next to her was flat and had no pressure marks.

He knew that he couldn't hold back his temper last night, and the sentence "Get out" was really serious.Ruan Fangyu touched the phone next to the bed, brought up the interface and clicked on the "Wow La La" without a note.

His WeChat name is Xilili, so at the beginning, Zhang Xinghang changed it to Hulala as a joke—light rain, heavy rain, and heavy rain.Just like the tacit couple's name, Ruan Fangyu didn't bother to care about it at first, but later she didn't want to change it. They just kept using it like this.

Ruan Fangyu opened and closed the interface, opened and closed.He clearly knew that even if he sent a punctuation mark in the past, Zhang Xinghang would immediately reply and go downhill, and the two of them tacitly let go of the unpleasantness.

But he couldn't send it out.

Ruan Fangyu was absent-minded all morning. Grandma asked Zhang Xinghang why he didn't come back last night. He reluctantly said that he was taken home by his mother to prevaricate.This inadvertent reason reminded him that Zhang Xinghang has no home other than here.

Two people are bored when they are together, and anxious when they are apart.Ruan Fangyu felt that the soft flesh in her heart was being pinched to death by Zhang Xinghang, and comforted herself irritably: no matter what, I have to go to school, and I will meet again after school.

He left in a hurry last night and left his bicycle at school.When he was sweating and ran to the school gate, the gate was closed tightly.

On Thursday, a weekday, when the school was closed, Ruan Fangyu thumped in his heart, with an ominous premonition, and rushed to the guard room to knock on the window of the uncle. "Did No.[-] Middle School close down?!"

The doorman looked at him like he was insane, and said that the brats nowadays are really lawless and dare to openly call the school to close down. He said angrily: "The first year of high school is on vacation, and the third year of high school is over. Come back after two days after the second year of high school exams, don't you?" Know?"

"..." Ruan Fangyu thought in his heart that this is the case?

The guard said, "I remember, you are the student who ran away early yesterday."