expired brother

Chapter 32 Chapter Remembrance

In the bright spring, two sparrows hopped and twittered on the white road outside the school doctor's office.Ruan Fangyu sat on the edge of the bed, propping up her knees to write the paper.Science is easy to immerse yourself in. Ruan Fangyu solved three additional questions of the same type in a row. After bowing his head for a long time, his cervical spine hurts. He covered the back of his neck and leaned back, accidentally bumping into Zhang Xinghang's eyes.

The door of the infirmary was open, and the breeze blew in with the smell of lilac, which might be due to the light. At that moment, he felt that Zhang Xinghang's eyes were beautiful violet.

Ruan Fangyu didn't know how long the other party had been watching, so she put down her hand. "What are you looking at?"

Zhang Xinghang said, "Look at you."

Ruan Fangyu turned her face away, and said in her heart that she was really fucking nonsense.

The medicine contained hypnotic ingredients, Zhang Xinghang became more and more sleepy, and gradually lost consciousness.He rolled over and squirmed to lie down.Today is sunny, and the white concrete floor at the door is brightly illuminated. With the door open, the light spares no effort to flood into the room.His needle-punching hand was hanging by his side, and just as the other hand was resting on his forehead to avoid the light, the door creaked shut.

The harsh light factor is blocked.Zhang Xinghang raised his lips and smiled, he turned over and said in a coquettish tone, "Brother, my hands are cold."

After closing the door, Ruan Fangyu walked back from the end of the bed and said coldly, "Hold it."

There was still half of the medicine left in the infusion bag on the hanger, and the infusion tube swayed greatly when Ruan Fangyu said, Zhang Xinghang suddenly leaned over, and accurately grabbed Ruan Fangyu's hand hanging by his side and pressed it to the pillow.

Ruan Fangyu staggered from being pulled, and almost knocked over the shelf on which the hanging bottle was hung. She stabilized herself with one hand, and stared at the tightly held hands, startled and angry.

"Are you sick? I didn't know that if you move around, the needle will go away!" The needle tip punctures a blood vessel, causing local subcutaneous bleeding. In severe cases, the whole hand will swell.

This common sense is clear to three-year-old children.

"Then brother, don't move around." Zhang Xinghang lay on his side and listened to his training, with his eyes closed and a fake sleepy chuckle.Pull the clasped hands in front of your eyes.

Ruan Fangyu struggled a little, Zhang Xinghang held on too tightly and did not break free, and the infusion tube wobbled again.He was completely helpless, sat down on the edge of the bed negatively, and said dejectedly: "I'm really speechless. You're just a piece of dog skin plaster, once it sticks, you can't pull it off."

Zhang Xinghang was still just laughing, his voice mixed with a nasal sound, which sounded lazy and comfortable. "Brother is so used to me, of course I can't get rid of it." He was almost responsive to him, how could Zhang Xinghang not push his feet.

Ruan Fangyu sat on the chair beside the bed, and the efficiency of writing papers with one hand was much slower.The surrounding area was unusually quiet, and the two sparrows at the door flew away when the door was closed just now.

Sometimes the environment is too quiet and not suitable for study, it is easy to get distracted and your thoughts will drift.Ruan Fangyu held the pen, and the rustling sound of the pen tip rubbing against the rolled surface gradually disappeared.In my mind, I recalled the night when I first met Zhang Xinghang.

All these years, he has kept that memory in an airtight box, buried in the darkest place in his heart, and every time he touches it, he regrets it.

Because what happened that night was so disgusting and disgusting that it distorted his future character.

At this moment, everything is silent, and countless tiny tentacles grow out of my heart, tangled close to the box, opening a gap, and tentatively opening it...

Ruan Fangyu found that she had been able to maintain a calm mind at some point, and forced herself to stand in the perspective of an outsider, realizing that that day itself was unlucky.

It rained heavily that night, thunder and lightning flashed, and the arm-thick lightning tore through the sky, and the ends exploded.It was windy and rainy and cold.Ruan Fangyu didn't realize that the umbrella had been blown upside down, and she was stiffly propped on top of her head, walking alone on the street washed by heavy rain.

He was only 14 at the time and had just come out of the hospital.

The doctor told him that Grandma's eyes were delayed and she would never see again in this lifetime.Whether it is forward or backward, this sentence means too much.

The torrential rain blurred the houses and streets on both sides, and the surrounding scenery could not be seen clearly, only thunder and raindrops were heard.The familiar streets and alleys in the past became blurred, and he couldn't even tell the way home.

In this situation, he met Zhang Xinghang.The raindrops were slapped on the face by the strong wind. Ruan Fangyu couldn't see anything at first, but the moment he raised his hand to wipe his face, he opened his eyes, and a bolt of lightning flashed across his head.Two coincidences, a flash of light, he saw Zhang Xinghang curled up next to the trash can when the sky was collapsing and the earth was sinking.

Like an abandoned kitten.

Ruan Fangyu knew that he was picked up since he was sensible. Xu Jiansan would always describe him as an abandoned cat, curled up under the old locust tree at the entrance of the alley.Maybe it's because of this sympathy, or maybe it's because Ruan Fangyu, who is desperate, wants to find a sustenance, and grabs something at a loss, whatever.

He knew it was dangerous, but he still walked over uncontrollably, stretched out his hand, and asked hoarsely if the other party wanted to go home with him.

They walked side by side through the long darkness, but Ruan Fangyu was pinned to the ground before seeing each other's face clearly.They rolled across half of the room, and the overwhelming woody pheromones surrounded him and poured them into his stomach along with their breath, making him gag.

They were drenched and stuck together, biting, gnawing, bones colliding with bones, blood mixed together...

Ruan Fangyu was forced to give a mark, although it was only a temporary one, but it was also a shame that he was forced to submit during the coercion.

A slight nasal sound brought Ruan Fangyu back to reality, and the memory returned from the dark and bloody night to the bright school infirmary, and the smell of disinfectant alcohol floated in the air.He stared at the paper in his hand and blinked for a moment, only to realize that he had read the memory that he never dared to touch.

Zhang Xinghang frowned in his sleep, subconsciously raised his fingers and held Ruan Fangyu's hand even tighter.After dripping for a long time, his fingertips felt cool, even the warm palms were cold.

Ruan Fangyu put down the paper, he was in a trance under the influence of memories, his eyes touched the present Zhang Xinghang, and for a moment, uncontrollable disgust flowed from the bottom of his heart.But he is probably used to taking care of others, holding Zhang Xinghang's fingertips with warm hands, rubbing them slightly, passing the body temperature over, and warming him up.

Before meeting Zhang Xinghang.He thought: If we meet again one day, no matter when and where, he will definitely retaliate wildly, at any cost, and let that person know what it feels like to be forced to humiliate.He thought that this hatred was deeply engraved in his bones.

But on the day they met again, it was Zhang Xinghang who recognized him first.

Ruan Fangyu's hatred didn't know when to get discouraged.And that memory can also be opened from the closed box to bask in the sun.

He didn't hate him as much as he thought.

Ruan Fangyu lowered his eyes, Zhang Xinghang held his hand tightly in his sleep, the hair on his forehead slid down on the pillow, revealing a small scabbed wound.Ruan Fangyu frowned.When I was wiping his body just now, my fingertips touched several lumps of soft flesh, which were the growths after the wound had scabbed over.

He suddenly thought: Zhang Xinghang, why did he fall outside alone?