Chapter 28 Killing the Past Me
Chapter 28 Killing the Past Me
The night was very quiet, and the tungsten lamps emitted light and heat without any effort.After Grandma yawned twice in a row, Ruan Fangyu sent people in to rest. He took Grandma's arm and wrapped it around her waist, letting Grandma's whole body weight fall on her thin shoulders. The beautiful butterfly bones rose and fell under the shirt as she walked, The pressure fell on the shoulders of the 17-year-old, and Ruan Fangyu carried it, moving forward slowly and steadily.
When he came back, Zhang Xinghang was still standing by the table, his eyes hadn't turned away from the small door in the corner, and the two of them met their eyes, staring wide-eyed.
Ruan Fangyu seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, moved her shoulders, and moved the quilt by the bed.
The [-]-square-meter hut has limited space, and there is really no extra space for Zhang Xinghang, so it is impossible for people to lay the floor, the pampered young master can't stand it.As soon as he picked up the quilt, Zhang Xinghang walked to the side of the bed under the shadow of the lamp and clasped his wrist gently.
Zhang Xinghang squinted his eyes due to sleepiness, and the corners of his eyes became narrower and longer. His eyes were smiling as always, and he said in a sleepy voice: "Brother, let's sleep together. The bed is big, and my arms are very hot." He was like It was because he saw through Ruan Fangyu's thoughts, and as soon as the hot word came out, the temperature of his wrist was about to rush to Ruan Fangyu's face.
"You have a good idea." Ruan Fangyu broke away, picked up the quilt, turned around and piled it on the table, planning to climb the table tonight to make it through the night.
"Then I'll follow you." Zhang Xinghang didn't force him to stay, he just picked up the quilt given by his grandma, on which there was still the smell of sunlight from the day.Following Ruan Fangyu, he is casual on the surface but tough on the inside. This is a soft threat.
At this point, everyone was sleepy, Ruan Fangyu didn't want to toss and turn with him anymore, let out a sigh, pinched his waist lazily, tucked up the folds of his shirt on both sides and slid down boldly, and asked speechlessly: "You stay on the bed and don't sleep, come over and squeeze me Desk, aren't you crazy?"
"Being with brother, even if it is..."
"Okay." Ruan Fangyu interrupted impatiently with a wave of his hand. He took a step forward with his legs one left and one right, sat down heavily, and stretched his right arm forward. He didn't want to talk to this idiot looking for guilt anymore, so he fell asleep and closed his eyes. He squinted his eyes and said vaguely: "Anyone can say nice things, but less than one in a thousand people can really believe them."
Over the years, Ruan Fangyu is used to listening to sarcasm and compliments, these are just temporary things driven by circumstances.
Zhang Xinghang sat down opposite to him, Ruan Fangyu's hand crossed the table and put it in front of him, fingers gently clenching, very beautiful.He raised his head and turned off the light for others.
Ruan Fangyu fell asleep quickly, and vaguely felt someone holding his hand.He couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality. He pulled it out, but the other party held it again, and he had to stuff it into his mouth to suck it lightly. His fingertips touched the other party's soft tongue, hot and numb...
Ruan Fangyu wanted to move, but he couldn't. There was a white mist in front of him, and he couldn't see the other person's face clearly, but the silhouette should look good.He was not afraid, nor angry, but gradually obeyed his own instinct, and also obeyed the other party.He thought vaguely: I'm already having erotic dreams, so don't be so cautious, what's wrong with kissing your fingers?
It was pitch black night outside, and the insects had stopped.The room was quiet, only the tip of the tongue was stirred in the mouth, and the intermittent sticky swallowing sound. After a long while, Zhang Xinghang held Ruan Fangyu's hand and stood in the dark looking at his blurred outline for a long time.
He knows better than anyone that he is abnormal. When he was in kindergarten, he was able to catch snakes scurrying into the room with a smile, and secretly cut out the snake gall and threw them into the porridge cooked by the nanny.When he was in elementary school, he stood on the roof and deduced the layout of the city. The lights of thousands of houses connected together twisted into a sea of flames in his eyes. He would be excited by this, shouting hysterically and madly in his heart, but smiling quietly on his face.
Surrounded by indifference and malice, he ignored his self-feeling, carefully learned to please, and drove himself crazy over the years.
He has a beautiful skin on the surface as a shroud, but the inside is already rotten.
He is afraid of the dark, but he has never had the light.
Now there is a beam of light, and he took the initiative to find it.
Ruan Fangyu stretched out her hand when she was on the verge of death twice. This is God's will and destiny.
He was the one who talked to himself first, and he was the one who first asked if he wanted to go home with him. If he promised, he should be responsible to the end.
Agaves die when they bloom.Ruan Fangyu let himself be emotional, he killed his past self.From then on, I will become a "normal person" who belongs only to him.
Zhang Xinghang stared at Ruan Fangyu for a long time, without making a sound, slowly leaned over the table, and accurately placed a soft kiss on the sleeping lips.
He didn't want to wake people up, so he lowered his voice and said very softly: "Brother, I won't be crazy in the future, can you love me?"
It was very cold after nightfall, and Ruan Fangyu slept under a quilt. Her upper body was tightly wrapped, but the cold air rushed up from the soles of her feet, and she shivered frequently in her sleep in the second half of the night.
The next morning, when Ruan Fangyu woke up, she found herself lying on the bed, wrapped in a heavy quilt, two beds.
Zhang Xinghang sat at the table and prepared breakfast. The steaming soy milk fritters and pancakes looked like products from various stalls in the alley.He wanted to follow the romantic breakfast recipe on his phone and fry a few eggs in the shape of hearts.It's a pity that the all-round high-quality Alpha's life experience value is zero, and he accidentally died while turning on the gas, unable to turn on the fire, and made an uneasy hissing sound of gas leakage.
In order to prevent the three from dying of gas poisoning, Zhang Xinghang gave up the romance after careful consideration.
He set his chopsticks, heard the creaking sound of the bed board, and turned his head away. "Brother, you're awake."
Ruan Fangyu was in a daze, probably because she hadn't woken up, and somehow felt a strange kind of flattery from this smile, shook her head, poured out the abnormal water inside, and lifted the quilt out of bed. "Well, I'm awake."
The three of them had breakfast together, and Ruan Fangyu gave medicine to Grandma again.Both of them go to school.
There is only one bicycle, and Ruan Fangyu wants to take Zhang Xinghang, but Zhang Xinghang refuses.Because he visually inspected it, whether it is sitting sideways or straddling, it is not beautiful.
"I have long legs, sitting sideways is too girly."
Ruan Fangyu rolled her eyes. "Then you sit astride."
"The crotch is stuck, it is easy to pull the egg."
Ruan Fangyu: "..."
"Then you can walk."
Ruan Fangyu was hard-spoken and soft-hearted. After all, she didn't make up her mind to throw the person away. Anyway, it was still early, and the two of them were walking on the street pushing their bicycles.
The sun was just right, the pink clouds stretched on both sides of the road, the lush cherry trees were in full bloom, and the pink buds bloomed within two days. …
The two pushed their bicycles under the flowers, because of their outstanding appearance and beautiful pictures, they frequently turned heads.In the end, Ruan Fangyu lost because of his thin skin. At first, he couldn't stand all the eyes and was forced to surrender.Let go and knock the bicycle in the direction of Zhang Xinghang, hitting his waist. "Come on, you ride you ride."
Zhang Xinghang got a bargain, stepped on the bicycle with long legs, and turned around to ask Ruan Fangyu. "Should I sit astride or sideways?"
Ruan Fangyu replied angrily, "I'll sit on you."
Time stood still for an instant, and the atmosphere was weird. Ruan Fangyu's cheeks were blushing, and she could not see with her back turned. She gritted her teeth and said, "I'll kill you!"
The embarrassment turned into anger made the atmosphere worse, and Zhang Xinghang let out a burst of joyful laughter.
The bicycle is advancing rapidly, bringing a gust of breeze to crush the petals, and the fragrance comes.Ruan Fangyu sat in the back seat, the hem of his shirt fluttering in the wind, a beam of sunlight passed through Zhang Xinghang's hair and shone into his eyes.
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