don't like me

At the age of 29, nothing has been achieved, and at the most desolate age in life, how should I deal with myself when I meet my former lover?I was 19 years old that year, he was 17 years old, I was the proud son of heaven, he was a gentle scum, he said he liked me, he pulled me down from the altar, and begged me to have a relationship with him.This year I was 29 years old, he was 27 years old, I was in a mess, he had a successful career, but he still liked me, invited me to the altar, and had a relationship with him. "Okay." Stuffing out the cigarette in my hand, I agreed to him and accepted this honored invitation.It's just that this time I don't want to fall in love, I also want to experience how refreshing it is to drag a high-ranking person off the altar. ◎True scum and super black-bellied ◎Physical and physical 1v1, all nonsense is to piss off the other party, the real king with a strong mouth