stonecrandall Chapter 786 "Warmth Spreads" He Abandoned Himself
Chapter 786 "Warmth Spreads" He Abandoned Himself
Han Qingman could feel that Wen Jingyan's inner world had collapsed.
He's not really cold-blooded, emotionless.
If he was a cold-blooded animal, he wouldn't care about Aunt Shu's feelings, and wouldn't remember Annika for so many years.
After living for nearly 30 years, he knew at this time that his beliefs were wrong. His life should not have been like this, no matter how strong a person is, he cannot bear it.
His world is collapsing and reorganizing.
It was already late when the two returned to Wen's house.
The two children disappeared, and they didn't know where they went. Shu Yuanyuan was very worried.
Because I couldn't sit still and planned to go out to look for it, I ran into them as soon as I went out.
"Yan'er—Manman, where did you two go! How did you get so wet?"
Shu Yuanyuan walked over.
She first saw that something was wrong with her son: "What's the matter, Yan'er? What happened?"
For the first time, Wen Jingyan, who had never rejected her, slowly took away her mother's hand.
This made Shu Yuanyuan also stunned for a moment.
"I'm tired."
After speaking, he went straight in.
Thinking that Wen Zhiming didn't tell her, Han Qingman hurriedly said to her: "Auntie, he knows."
"what?"
"He knows all about it."
Shu Yuanyuan was stunned and stood there blankly.
She has thought many times about Yan'er's reaction if she knows the truth. She has simulated various scenarios, and this is one of them.
Very cold, can't tell whether it is hate or disgust.
"Manman..."
"Auntie, don't worry, I'll go see him."
Shu Yuanyuan could only nod her head.
Wen Jingyan didn't come out until midnight, Han Qingman accompanied him, and she didn't even have dinner.
Shu Yuanyuan cooked the kitchen herself and made two bowls of noodles.
Han Qingman opened the door, took it, and smiled playfully: "Thank you, sister Yuan, sister Yuan has worked hard."
Shu Yuanyuan looked behind her and asked softly, "How is it? Did you say anything?"
"No," Han Qingman said, "give him some time."
It's not true that nothing was said, but there was indeed nothing about his life experience.
He just held her in his arms, sat sideways on his lap, sometimes kissed her face and mouth, sometimes kissed her fingers, and sometimes leaned on her shoulders and neck, as if he had changed into a different person, he leaned back and forth. greasy.
Hearing the knock on the door, he returned to his usual indifferent appearance.
Han Qingman also noticed the difference.
Wen Jingyan's treatment of Aunt Shu is different from before.
In the past, he would never face his mother with such an indifferent look, but now, there seems to be a gap between them, and there is a gap between them.
Han Qingman put one of the bowls on the coffee table and said, "I like spicy food, I'll go and process it."
She wanted to give the mother and son a space to talk.
However, before she could leave, Wen Jingyan grabbed her wrist and pulled her back.
Seeing that the noodle soup in his hand was about to spill, Wen Jingyan held the bowl in one hand and pulled her hand away with the other.
The soup was filled a little too much, because of inertia, it still spilled out, but it just spilled on Wen Jingyan's hands.
"Yan'er—"
"What are you doing?" Han Qingman stared at him.
If he hadn't pulled her suddenly, the soup wouldn't have spilled.
Wen Jingyan put the bowl on the tea table, took out a few paper towels and wiped himself casually.
"I'm going to get the medicine chest—"
"Sit down and don't go anywhere."
Han Qingman was firmly held in his arms.
The kitchen is a bit far from the bedroom, and the bowls are divided, and it is already below the boiling point here.
So Han Qingman looked at the back of his hand, it was just a little red, nothing serious, so he didn't say anything.
Although her attitude was a little cold, her address to Shu Yuanyuan remained unchanged: "Mom, just say what you want, Manman is not an outsider, so there is no need to avoid suspicion."
Shu Yuanyuan could tell that something must have happened after the two went out.
Although his son cared a lot about Manman before, he didn't show it so openly, let alone rely on him so much.
"Of course Manman doesn't need it," Shu Yuanyuan said, "Yan'er, are you blaming mom for not telling you? Are you mad at mom?"
"No."
He denied it, but in the ears of the two women, it was a child who was arguing.
"I understand your situation," Wen Jingyan said, "You are the daughter-in-law of the Gu family and the hero's wife. My father used me to keep you. You are not willing."
Shu Yuanyuan's heart was shocked, and her nose immediately became sore.
"He's not your father..." Shu Yuanyuan's eyes turned red, "The hero you speak of is your father. Yan'er..."
Wen Jingyan smiled lowly: "You are wrong about your mother. My father is Wen Zhiming. That is my brother's heroic father, not mine. I don't have such a good life."
Shu Yuanyuan's heart hurt like being pricked by a needle.
She just knew... Yan'er is worse than not knowing.
I don't know, he doesn't need to be in such pain.
Han Qingman turned her head to look at him, and met his gaze.
He was so indifferent to Shu Yuanyuan that he had no expression, but he smiled when he saw Han Qingman, and leaned in front of her, biting her lips without avoiding suspicion.
Han Qingman sighed softly in her heart, put her arm around his neck, then raised her hand and touched his head.
He thought for a long time, struggled for a long time, and just made such a decision to go all the way to the dark.
She finally understood why Wen Zhiming was not afraid at all.
He raised children who knew what was going on inside him better than anyone.
He knew a long time ago that even if Wen Jingyan knew all about it, he would not leave the Wen family.
Because the Gu family no longer has a place for him.
"Mother," Wen Jingyan said, "you are right to worry. I should stay here as a sinful person. No one can redeem me. This secret should be sealed forever. Gu Tianxiang killed me more than [-] years ago Already dead, I am Wen Jingyan and I am good to everyone."
After a pause for a few seconds, he laughed: "I can only be Wen Jingyan, the cold-blooded and ruthless young master of the Wen family who kills like hemp."
Han Qingman looked at his profile and read his mind.
He gave up on himself.
Han Qingman kissed his ear and said, "It's okay, even if you give up on yourself, Annika will never give up on the little mute."