stonecrandall Chapter 469 For the first time, he didn't want to accept his fate "Illusion"
Chapter 469 For the first time, he didn't want to accept his fate "Illusion"
"Well, I wish you success."
"So it's settled then?"
After Jing Heng finished speaking, he muttered to himself for some unknown reason.
Shen Xiangting smiled.
In fact, he just needs a supporting force.
A voice that affirmed both of them.
It could be seen that Jing Heng was really nervous, his hands were shaking restlessly.
It's because of Jing Heng's personality that they rarely see him in this state.
Even if he made a mistake and knew that a beating would be inevitable when he went home, he wouldn't be so hesitant.
"Are you really so nervous?" Shen Xiangting said, "It's just a confession, it's not for you to die."
"Don't tell me, it's really easier to let me die!" Jing Heng frowned, "It's not like you don't know that when Ah Huan confessed to me back then, I didn't cherish it and broke his heart. Ah Huan would I won’t hold grudges, woo woo…”
Shen Xiangting didn't even bother to talk about him.
Love is not a mandatory thing, no one stipulates that someone must accept the confession.
According to the situation at the time, Jing Heng didn't like Ah Huan, or he hadn't realized that the refusal was reasonable, and he didn't do anything wrong.
How could such a sensible person as Ah Huan bear hatred for him for so many years because of his refusal?
But Jing Heng is a person who makes people feel uncomfortable, so Shen Xiangting yelled at him without hesitation: "It's okay, it's okay to let Huan reject you once, so that the two of you will be equal."
"???"
No need!
Jing Heng felt that if he couldn't beat him, he couldn't just endure this matter like this! "Can you expect me to order well! Quickly pooh three times! Crow's mouth!"
He hasn't confessed yet, so curse him!
Shen Xiangting didn't take it seriously: "What's the matter? Could it be that if Huan rejected you once, you wouldn't chase after him?"
"Of course not! Am I someone who gives up so easily? As long as Ah Huan's heart hasn't been handed over to others, I still have a chance!"
"Then it's over, what are you talking about, let's go."
Jing Heng looked at him, cursing in a low voice: "Standing and talking won't hurt your back! Don't like others in the future! Forget about being alone forever!"
Shen Xiangting stood up and put his hands in his pockets: "Don't bother you."
"Don't let me take the opportunity!" Jing Heng started the revenge mode, "You are really tenable when you talk about others! Let me see if you meet a sweetheart in the future and dare to confess your love! Then it will be the day of my revenge! Hmph! "
Before meeting true love, Shen Xiangting scoffed at these words.
At that time, he even felt that he was divided, and he was not a coward. Why didn't he dare to confess who he liked?
But Jing Heng has been confused for so many years, but it is rare for him to be right once.
When he laughed at Jing Heng, he didn't expect that he would have such a day.
And, even a mistake to the end.
They in another world are more sad than Jing Hengrong Huan.
Jing Heng thought of many ways and searched for many solutions.
But the Internet is generally full of experiences of chasing girls, or women chasing boys, neither of which can be applied to their situation.
How to chase Ah Huan is really more of a headache for him than the exam.
Exams can be memorized by rote. He memorized them all night long, and he could always remember some.
But what is the formula for love?
A Huan definitely doesn't like extravagance;
If it is too high-profile, Ah Huan may turn his face on the spot;
Keep a low profile, because I'm afraid that Ah Huan will think that he doesn't take this confession seriously;
Said happily, Ah Huan probably thought he was frivolous;
Talking about it, Ah Huanxu would feel that he was not serious...
When he went to the mall, he was preparing for Valentine's Day everywhere.
As soon as he arrived at the door of the jewelry store, he was pulled in by the shopping guide.
When I came out, I had a pair of couple rings in my hands.
The shopping guide lady said that the girlfriend will be very happy if she sees the ring. Once she is happy, she is not far from agreeing to your confession!
Jing Heng looked at Duo Jie and wept.
I forgot to ask if it works for my boyfriend...
Valentine's Day D-3.
Jing Heng, who couldn't beat his mother, had no choice but to go to the appointment.
Even though he came out out of the closet in a hurry, Jing's mother thought he was prevaricating her and didn't believe it at all.
He said that he had already made an appointment, if he didn't go, he would not give the girl face, just treat it as going to have a meal, and if he didn't like it, just don't contact her.
Mother Jing said a few more words. Father Jing kept talking about her these days, saying that she didn't care about her son, didn't teach him well, blablabla...
It's a cliché, Jing Heng's head grows big when he hears it.
He knew that his mother had suffered a lot for him, for him to be a man with her tail tucked in the Jing family, seeing the face of grandma and aunt, and even not having the dignity that an elder should have in front of her elder brother.
He knows it all.
His mother is uneducated and has no great ideals. She is even different from the mistress on TV who tries her best to beat the wife. She doesn't have that much ability.
What she expects from him is not for him to snatch everything from his brother, but for him to snatch one or two of the things his brother doesn't want, and to have a place in the Jing family. just fine.
The Jing family is very introverted. Cousins, one counts as the other, and most of them graduated from prestigious universities at home and abroad.
His own brother is even more, his grandparents praise, his father praises, and the whole family praises during New Years and holidays.
Maybe the genes are really that good. The aunt and father are both high-achieving students, so the son they gave birth to is also good. He is good at studying since he was a child, so there is no need for anyone to worry about it.
So even if his mother forced him to study since he was a child, he still couldn't surpass his elder brother no matter what.
Big Brother is like a mountain that cannot be pushed down or climbed over.
The eldest brother can get 100 points, but he can only get 99 points with all his efforts. Even if it is only one point behind, it is a huge difference in the eyes of the Jing family.
The ridiculous thing is that no matter what happens, it will be attributed to his origin in the end.
Because he is an illegitimate child, he is inferior to his brother in every way.
Because he is an illegitimate child, he is so stubborn.
Because he is an illegitimate child, he is embarrassed.
However, no one seems to know that he really worked hard.
Trying to be who they want him to be.
He listened to his mother and studied hard.
When he got 99 points and wanted to get a compliment, he got "after all, he is not as good as his brother".
What his brother had at his fingertips, he had to wait for their mercy.
His brother's mistakes can be easily forgiven, but he can't have any stains.
Because he is an illegitimate child, he will fall out of favor if he does not do well.
This is what his mother taught him since he was a child.
One day when he was beaten to pieces by his father for rebellion, his mother cried and told him to let him accept his fate.
After his father left, he lay on the bed and asked his mother, what was wrong with him?
The mother said that his fault was that she gave birth to it.
After that day, Jing Heng no longer had any illusions about the Jing family.
His mother wants him to work hard, so he will work hard, his mother wants him to please the Jing family, so he will please.
Anyway, life is going on no matter how you live, just hang around like this for the rest of your life.
until--
He met Ah Huan.
For the first time, he didn't want to accept his fate.