After the rebirth, the white moonlight of the actor turned black

Chapter 175 Children, Children, Don't Cry, Grow Up Obediently

remember.

But he can't change this habit.

Although Shen Xiangting frowned, his heart was more distressed.

The child's habit of biting his own lips is very bad. If he can change it, he must change it.

Seeing that he had let go, Shen Xiangting did not continue with the next move: "I won't punish you today."

Today's child is too heartbreaking for him.

The him during the psychotherapy, the him on the stage, and the him in the car, each of them made him feel very distressed.

Gu Huayan glanced at him, blinked, and said nothing.

"give me."

Gu Huayan put the scar removal ointment on his hand.

"Turn around."

He turns around.

When the ointment was applied, it felt icy and cool to the touch, but Gu Huayan would occasionally startle and move slightly.

I don't know why, but the atmosphere is a bit weird when two people are standing like this...

Gu Huayan put both hands on the washstand, and gently held it.

Shen Xiangting's voice sounded normal: "Why did you bite yourself just now?"

Gu Huayan pursed his lips and didn't say anything.

"I know if you don't tell me," Shen Xiangting said, "Do you feel that these injuries on your body are shameful again?"

"..." Brother Ting must have the ability to read minds.

Shen Xiangting's voice was muffled: "Since you knew it, why did you agree to him at that time? Did you really love him so much? Why don't you think about it when you are in a relationship? If you don't like it, you don't know how to say no."

"It won't be like this if you have a brain..." Gu Huayan said in a low voice.

"Are you still wronged?" Shen Xiangting held his breath, "Was you wrong?"

"No, quite right."

Shen Xiangting suddenly lowered his eyelids: "I'm sorry."

"Ah?" Gu Huayan was slightly taken aback, "Why did Brother Ting say sorry?"

He didn't think he made a mistake in what he said, it wasn't considered scolding, and the tone was not heavy, but he just said a few words to him.

"I am jealous."

"?"

Gu Huayan was even more stunned, he didn't expect him to say that at all.

"My tone was bad just now," Shen Xiangting explained, "I'm sorry."

After he finished speaking, he pressed Gu Huayan's shoulder from behind and looked at the person in the mirror.

Gu Huayan also met Shen Xiangting's gaze from the mirror, and was a little stunned.

His hand came around from behind, covered it, and held it: "I just think that he treats you like this. I'm very angry and feel uncomfortable."

Gu Huayan couldn't bear it.

He felt that there was something wrong with Brother Ting tonight.

Aunt Mingyue kept saying that he was a boring gourd, they all thought so, but...

This seems to be a wrong perception.

He didn't even know that he was so good at talking.

"Brother Ting, why did you suddenly..."

"Why did I tell you this all of a sudden?" Shen Xiangting sighed softly, "I didn't express my feelings before, which caused you to misunderstand so much. So I think, I will try my best to tell you my thoughts in the future, and you can answer any questions you have. Ask me directly, don't hold back your own wild thoughts, lest you don't know where you are going."

Past experience told him that if neither of them said anything, what they guessed in their hearts and what the other person really thought might be far from each other, completely two extremes.

Things like this cannot continue to happen.

Shen Xiangting continued: "When I said that about you, I just wanted to tell you that if you like it, you have to say it, and if you don't like it, you have to say it. In the future, if I don't do well and make you hate it, you can tell me directly, don't accommodate me, don't Embarrass yourself."

"How can I hate you..." Gu Huayan raised his eyes, and his eyes moved slightly, "How can I accommodate you..."

Brother Ting has always been accommodating him.

Gu Huayan blinked his eyes and said, "Brother Ting, I just told you to tell me. These injuries on my body... what do you think? If they don't heal and stay on me for the rest of your life, will you do you mind?"

He knew what he was asking, and he knew what he was thinking.

Some questions, he did not ask him.

How far did Lu Fang follow him?

Normal people would think this way, they are all on SM, they have already hit a home run, plus some extreme words he used to himself when he was ill, it is easy for people to think in that direction.

"You don't believe me when I say I don't mind."

Although it was the answer in his heart, Gu Huayan's eyes still dimmed.

Sure enough, even Brother Ting would care about such things.

"I will mind," Shen Xiangting said, "I will mind that Lu Fang hurt you once, and these injuries are the evidence that he abused you. If they don't heal, I will always remember this matter. Revenge, revenge with grievances."

There was light in Gu Huayan's eyes again, and his heart was beating thumpingly.

"Brother Ting—"

On the shoulder, a kiss fell.

Shen Xiangting kissed a mark on his shoulder that extended to Kuai's neck, and his voice was a little hoarse: "It's okay, it's okay, any part of your body, any mark, is mine."

Gu Huayan froze, his heart beating wildly.

Shen Xiangting also knew it was not the right time, so he forbeared very much, and complained a little bit: "American ginseng is a bit nourishing."

"..." In such an atmosphere, Gu Huayan couldn't help but want to correct it, don't throw the pot around, does American ginseng know that it has this effect?

After wiping off the back, Gu Huayan took back the ointment and said, "I'll do it myself."

If this continues, both of them will feel uncomfortable.

He lowered his eyes and didn't look at him. He daubed it on his arm, but his mind was a little crooked and absent-minded.

Shen Xiangting looked at the child in front of him, thought for a while, and his heart softened.

I don't know how long it has been, Gu Huayan took a glance out of the corner of his eye, he was still standing, suddenly speechless.

Why doesn't brother Ting go out?

Just as I was thinking, I suddenly heard a very gentle voice from above: "If I had a time machine, I would definitely choose to go back to eight years ago."

Gu Huayan was taken aback.

Along with his voice, Shen Xiangting's movements enveloped Gu Huayan.

He embraced the fragile child in front of him: "Go to that funeral, give that lonely, sad and helpless child a hug, tell him that you are fine, you are not a little monster. Don't cry, children, grow up obediently, When you come to the future one day, you will see me waiting for you there."

Gu Huayan rested his chin on his shoulder, tears fell down all at once, his hands dropped, and the ointment fell on the ground.

Can't stand it at all.

He remembers...

He actually remembered...

He thought he was the only one who remembered that they had looked at each other there.

At that moment, he really wanted to send a distress signal to him: brother, hug me.

"Brother Ting..." Gu Huayan's eyes were full of tears, and he was a little choked up, "Why didn't you come over and hug me at that time."

"I regret it too, why didn't I hug you."

He refused to approach anyone, because his heart was hurt.

At that time, he shouldn't have been stared back by his indifference.

No matter how indifferent he is, he is still just a child. He needs such a hug, someone to comfort him and tell him that he is not a little monster.

Maybe he wouldn't be what he is today.

Shen Xiangting thought, if he had hugged him at that time, the child who was indifferent and refused to be approached by others might have been healed, he would not have become so extreme, self-denying, and he would not have reached the point where no one talked to him.

He will probably become the big brother in his mind and accompany him to grow up; he may be trusted by him, and he will tell him any sadness and grievance.

If someone confides and is accompanied by others, he may not be so seriously ill.