stonecrandall Chapter 56 I thought you were gone
Chapter 56 I thought you were gone
"Brother Yu? Aren't you... aren't you coming back today?" Ning Xuan stood up from the sofa.
Potato chips watched the other father come back, wagging his tail and pounced on his short legs. The snow-white ball was like a small snowball, jumping and wanting Tang Yu to hug it.
Tang Yu didn't hug it, just leaned over and touched its head, then walked to the sofa and sat down while holding his forehead.
The silence in the air was oppressive.
Ning Xuan looked at Tang Yu who was sitting beside him without saying a word. In his impression, he had never been so indifferent and alienated to him.
He was a little flustered for no reason, and then he heard him exhale heavily and said, "Why don't you go back to your room so late?"
Ning Xuan looked at him for a while, feeling really terrible in his heart.
He thought he should explain.
Obviously when I was sitting on the sofa just now, I was fine, and in the memo on the phone, I also wrote a long story about the cause and process of the incident, analyzing my mistakes, the consequences of concealing and deceiving, and even thinking about the apology and promise at the end.
But why can't I say a word after seeing Tang Yu himself?
As time passed by, Ning Xun said dryly, "I..."
He just said a word, Tang Yu stood up from the sofa, and said indifferently: "Go back to the room and rest."
After all, he didn't wait for Ning Xuan to speak, and went upstairs on his own.
After returning to the room, Tang Yu's heart was so dry that he couldn't calm down even after taking a bath, his mind was full of Ning Xuan's bewildered expression just now.
Alcohol made his brain hyperactive, and because he was annoyed at his deception, he purposely sneered in front of him when he was upset.
But this cold face lasted less than 10 minutes, and the guilt and anxiety in his heart were about to overwhelm him.
The more Tang Yu thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt, as if an invisible big hand was strangling his heart.
Tang Yu began to regret it. Ning Xuan was the person he had liked for so many years. He was already sensitive and suspicious, so he...
You should never get angry with him.
So what if you let him go?There will never be less meat.
Tang Yu made up his mind, so he rushed out a few times before putting on his bathrobe and walking out. He walked in such a hurry that he didn't even care about his dripping hair.
"Sheep?" Tang Yu knocked on the door and called him softly.
"Are you asleep? I was wrong just now. I was a little impulsive after drinking. Can you open the door? Let's talk."
Tang Yu said apologetically, but there was silence inside the door, and there was no movement at all.
Did you fall asleep so soon?Or is he angry and doesn't want to talk to me?
Tang Yu frowned and continued to knock on the door, but when he looked at it from the ground, he found that there was not even a little light coming through the crack of the door.
He was startled, pressed the handle and pushed open the door. The bed was flat and there was no one in the bedroom.
His heart skipped a beat, and the first thought that came to his mind was - Ning Xun was angry and he left.
Tang Yu didn't care about his image, and searched chaotically.
The balcony, bathroom, cloakroom, study, and even the kitchen and living room downstairs are empty.
Tang Yu's heart was about to stop suddenly. He picked up the tablet in a panic and wanted to check the surveillance records at the door, and wanted to make sure that Ning Xuan had really left.
He has always been steady, his hands are trembling slightly.
If Ning Xuan really left without saying a word, would he come back in the future?
It's so late, how is he going to go back?
he......
Tang Yu made a mistake twice just by entering the password. After turning on the screen for the third time, he suddenly heard a low voice, not only that, but also accompanied by a few milky dog barks.
Tang Yu dropped the tablet and walked quickly in the direction of the sound.
The sound came from the garden outside.
Tang Yu strode open the half-open glass door, and saw Ning Xuan squatting on the ground talking to potato chips under the bright yellow street lights in the small garden at night.
He didn't leave.
Only then did Tang Yu regain his breathing and heartbeat.
One person and one dog turned their heads when they heard the sound. Ning Xuan squatted on the ground wearing slippers, blinked and asked innocently, "Brother Yu? Are you still asleep?"
Tang Yu rushed over, pulled up the person who was squatting on the ground, and hugged him vigorously with the strength of wine and the moonlight.
"Didn't sleep, I apologize to you, I shouldn't have been cold to you just now." He hastily apologized and said with a choked voice: "I thought you were angry and left."
"The garden door is not closed. Potato Chips has had enough sleep during the day, and just ran out when I was about to come to the door. I am trying to persuade it to go back to its nest." Ning Xuan replied stiffly.
Tang Yu's apology made him, who really did something wrong, a little confused.
The other party had just taken a shower, and there was still a fresh scent of shower gel on his body, and his embrace was generous and warm. Ning Xun didn't struggle and let the other party hold him obediently.
After the two went upstairs and returned to the house, Ning Xuan sat on the bed and Tang Yu sat on the chair.
The latter said sincerely, "Let's have a chat."
Ning Xuan gave a hum, looked at him eagerly and said, "The hot search was not my intention, I didn't know he was so despicable and shameless."
Tang Yu hummed, and motioned him to continue with his eyes.
"I've blocked him a long time ago. I've come to you since I hit him last time. I don't have any contact at all, I promise!"
Ning Xuan continued: "You know, I have known him for many years. He called me today and said that his mother is in the hospital and wants to see me."
"His mother used to be very kind to me. She was sick and made such a request. I couldn't refuse, and I was really worried. I just cared about the elders! It's not...it's not related to Shen Jingqian."
Tang Yu listened carefully, "And then?"
Speaking of this, Ning Xuan became angry, "I didn't expect that he would ask the paparazzi to secretly take pictures, and even released screenshots of my chat with him a few months ago in a disgusting way."
"I blocked his social media and phone number before signing with Shuofeng Entertainment, and I didn't look for him."
Seeing that he was a little nervous, Tang Yu nodded, reached out and rubbed his head, like smoothing the hair of an insecure pet at home.
"He still doesn't admit that he did the hot search thing, so I shouldn't believe his words!" Ning Xuan lowered his eyes after speaking.
Will Tang Yu believe it?Will he think I'm too slutty?
"How is his mother?" Tang Yu asked.
"The cause hasn't been found yet." Ning Xun answered honestly, but Ning Xun knew in his heart that it was a relatively rare cancer.
"Brother Yu, I... I'm sorry, I lied to you this afternoon." Ning Xuan apologized to him.
Tang Yu hummed, "I'm not angry anymore, just tell me the truth next time if something happens, I don't like the feeling of deception."
He sighed and said with a wry smile: "You don't know how I felt when I saw the hot search in the afternoon. All the thoughts in my mind were asking myself, whether I was not good enough to you, or whether I was too fierce to you , so you don’t dare to tell me directly when you encounter something.”
"I know I was wrong." Ning Xuan lowered his head, he had tried the feeling of being deceived, and he couldn't understand how uncomfortable that feeling was.
"Okay, it's good to talk about it. It's getting late. According to our usual regulations, you should have gone to bed three hours ago." Tang Yu stood up and motioned him to go to bed and lie down.
Ning Xuan didn't know what he was thinking, so he said bluntly, "Brother Yu, can you wait until I fall asleep before leaving?"
"Yangyang," he said with a smile, helplessly, "I might not be able to tell the story after drinking today."
"No, needless to say, I feel more at ease if you stay here." Ning Xuan's ears turned red after he said this, and he raised his head timidly, nervous like a deer breaking into the human domain.
So Tang Yu only turned on a desk lamp, and then lay on the bed with him.
At first, neither of them spoke. Looking at his fair face, Tang Yu suddenly said, "Can I give you a hug?" He added, "It's comforting for me to be sullen all afternoon and all night."
"Okay, okay." Ning Xuan slowly moved over, leaning in his arms, listening to the strong heartbeat of the other party.
Tang Yu's big hand was patted against his back, as if coaxing a child to sleep.
"How long do I have to wait?" Tang Yu suddenly said, "Actually, I want to slow down a little bit, and I don't want to force you, especially in your current mental state."
Tang Yu said: "It was already beyond the original plan to bring you home. You are still sick. Chen Qun said that you are mentally fragile now, and it is easy to become dependent on people who show kindness."
In fact, the original words of the psychiatrist Chen Qun were "Brother Yu, if you like it, hurry up. This is a good opportunity. He is depressed and anxious, and it is the time when he needs someone to take good care of him. If you ask him to give you a result now, The probability of success is about 80.00% or more.”
Tang Yu touched the back of his neck, caressing him once and for all, "Tonight it will be treated as if I drank too much wine, can I hug you to sleep? I just hug and will never do anything else."
Tang Yu has always been one-sided, and Ning Xuan is very relieved of his character.
Ever since the other party said these words, his mind was full of restricted-level mosaic images. He leaned on the other party's arm with a blushing face, and hummed lightly.
In fact...not just hugging, it's not impossible.
He just thought about it, but didn't really say it.
With Tang Yu's company, just listening to the sound of the other person's breathing and heartbeat seems to have the effect of helping sleep. Ning Xuan found that as long as Tang Yu is there, the insomnia situation will be much better.
The moonlight was gentle, and the two embraced and fell asleep.
The next day, at sunrise, it was a new day.
Shen Jingqian was so angry that he wanted to throw his phone. Early in the morning, he found out that yesterday he was the number one most searched Weibo, and he was praised and envied by two fans. Why did things turn around early this morning.
The marketing accounts arranged not only completely deleted his yesterday's forwarding, but the hot searched item on Weibo turned out to be #宁珜落关沈景谦#
The two have been CP fans since a few years ago. After so many years, they were all ruined with Ning Xun's cancellation.
At this time, looking back at yesterday's Weibo, I am a clown.